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Old 10-24-03   #1
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damnit!

today was a anniversry that should have never been.
today is a heartbreak that allways wins.
the tears are filling all our eyes, and our soul is flying high to greet you.
sorry we werent there in the end to say that we need you.
the rest of our days will be spent in greif, 'cause for one brief moment.......
you are still here, lurking in our lives.
it's no real suprise, allways in the hall hiding your fears, hiding your tears.
you were strong and smies were everlasting.
i know my words dont mean much 'cause ibarely knew you,
but its all i can say to show i love you.

to the friend i never had the chance to grow with.

Ryan Patrick Chabassol,
born: november 30, 1987
died: october 24, 2002


sorry....sorry i wasnt there to help you!!!!!
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Old 10-24-03   #2
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white and legibly sized dipshit. blue doesn't make your words any cooler.
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Old 10-24-03   #3
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My deepest sympathies, DD.......
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what did he say? i didn't even read it. i stop when i get a migraine after 4 words.
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He said that his friend died and he's sorry.

Now, mind you, he didn't do something like pull the trigger on the kid, but nice is nice.....

I highlighted it with my mouse to read it. So nyah.
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ass. sorry dd. print legibly and honor your friend.
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What was the point in posting this thread here? I can't even bitch at that... Im depressed now...
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patryn: Just shut up.......


I wish he never would have fully opened up to me 2 days before his death....I had tons of faith in him...I thought he was stronger....Why did it have to be him? I miss his laugh, his smile, his hugs....I miss him...
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I wish he never would have fully opened up to me 2 days before his death....I had tons of faith in him...I thought he was stronger....Why did it have to be him? I miss his laugh, his smile, his hugs....I miss him...
So, people die every day, people are missed. Whats the point of whining over death when nothing is going to change the inevitable... Buck up and stop feeling sorry for yourself for god sake.....
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Yes i know people die everyday and shit....Just its hard ok...First think about being in my shoes...Then say what u wish...Have someone fully open up to u then not be there at school the next day, then going back in and finding out he is dead...Its really hard to take. I have lost 10 good friends...Ok. Im sorry im not a stronge person when it comes to losing people....

Dont yell at me.....geeeez!
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Yes i know people die everyday and shit....Just its hard ok...First think about being in my shoes...Then say what u wish...Have someone fully open up to u then not be there at school the next day, then going back in and finding out he is dead...Its really hard to take. I have lost 10 good friends...Ok. Im sorry im not a stronge person when it comes to losing people....

Dont yell at me.....geeeez!
My friend crashed his car on a road last year, died instantly... My other firend died of meningitis. My other friend died at my local night club 2 years ago, the bouncer at the club thought he was drunk, he OD'ed on ecstacy and died on the pavement in front of me and my friends. ANOTHER one of my friends died taking a severe epileptic seizure after phoning me the night before and said he would come see me before I left for Canada.... My mother died 2 days after boxing day in the arms of my 2 year old son, my last words to her were on christmas eve and I qoute "I know I have never been the model daugher but I love you more than words can say".... That didn't change a damn thing, she told me on christmas eve that my uncle Alan had died.... Don't you preach to me that I don't know how it feels... You think anyone is strong when that happens? No but then I don't sit around and be miserable... I get on with life because thats what they would have wanted.....
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Im sorry to hear about all that hun...*hugs* I know thats what they would have wanted but...Its hard, ya know...I dunno.....Im sorry tho...I dunno what else to say.
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For a start you can stop saying sorry... I don't like the whole "Im sorry, my condolencies etc..." I don't need sympathy, what I need is to get on with my life in the knowledge that they lived theirs out and died and I haven't yet.... Im happy, I have some good memories and some bad ones too but I get on with life with lots of memories of people that touched my life and it makes me happy to have known and cared for them. Thats all you need to get by. You haven't lost anyone... They're still there.
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I deeply believe that dead people are dead..but you can live on in their name definately..
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Im not saying mine is worse then anyone elses, dont think that, please! Cuz i know people have had waaaaay worse....And actually....yes i have seen someone kill themselfs right in front of my very eyes... My bestest friend ever, my lil sister, my everything did....
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I do believe they are still here...Like i dunno, i know they r still alive in my heart and i believe they r looking down on me...Might sound dumb, but thats how i look at it.

And yes when i think about all the good times i can usually get by....
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I deeply believe that dead people are dead..but you can live on in their name definately..
Exactly! Thats why I smile everytime I think of the people that I cared about died, thats why they are still there, because they will always be in your head and heart I guess... This thread is too spikey for me... forgive me if I don't reply anymore. I just can't be bothered to to post anything about "personal experience" anymore. I had my 2 cents worth, that is all...
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i put it on becausei was bitchin about him dying.it wasnt meant to be bitched at jst bitched about.
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Im not saying mine is worse then anyone elses, dont think that, please! Cuz i know people have had waaaaay worse....And actually....yes i have seen someone kill themselfs right in front of my very eyes... My bestest friend ever, my lil sister, my everything did....
If you actualy managed to read what I said before I got rid of it I'm sorry...Too much wine...all anyone can ever do is cope with their own experiances..Red wine is destroying my ability to be empathetic and so good night...
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