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Old 06-12-03   #21
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*melts in your arms*



oooooooooh.

*nibbles your neck in ecstacy*
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Old 06-15-03   #22
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well...anyway...back to my journal...



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Old 06-15-03   #23
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oh is he?



well, it seems no one can cheer me up today.
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Old 06-15-03   #25
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well you were nice to me last time when i was up set. know you have my same respect back. if you want to talk to someone. you know that you can talk to me. i hope that you feel better soon.
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*bursts into tears*


thank you sweetie....i dont know what is wrong with me today.
i feel repulsive and i feel like i am a miserable excuse for a human. i mean, i lost 20 pounds so i should be happy but all i can see is the imperfections. i hate myself.
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thank you sweetie....i dont know what is wrong with me today.
i feel repulsive and i feel like i am a miserable excuse for a human. i mean, i lost 20 pounds so i should be happy but all i can see is the imperfections. i hate myself.
~holds you tight while you burst into tears and dries them up with a tissue~

so you are saying that you have lost 20 pounds and you should feel happy about it. but all you see is imperfections. well maybe you shouldn't care so much on trying to be perfect. cause when you try to be perfect it can bring your self esteam down. try not to be so perfect and only be your self. then you wouldn't have to feel as sad as you are. i hope that i understood you right.
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yes sweetie, you understood...and i thank you for your caring and compassion but i know that as an artist, i am a terrible perfectionist. i wont even let people see my work until i feel that it is PERFECT! maybe i have transfered this into my real life and the way i view things. i just hate the way i look, sound, act, sing, i hate everything about me. i feel like i am too ugly to exist. please dont take that the wrong way.

*hugs back and cries on your shoulder*
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yes sweetie, you understood...and i thank you for your caring and compassion but i know that as an artist, i am a terrible perfectionist. i wont even let people see my work until i feel that it is PERFECT! maybe i have transfered this into my real life and the way i view things. i just hate the way i look, sound, act, sing, i hate everything about me. i feel like i am too ugly to exist. please dont take that the wrong way.

*hugs back and cries on your shoulder*
well all artist are that way. no one would let other people see there work. unless it is perfect just like you said. but if it sucks. so fucking what. cause the art work came from you and you only. if they say that it sucks. then come out and say OH YEAH WELL WHY DON'T YOU DRAW SOMETHING WITH PAINT! i like to see you fucking try. turn it into a joke or something like that. i really wish there was something that i could say to make you feel confortable about how you look and sing and all. but i can't.
~still holds you and lets you cry on my shoulder~ i don't care if you were to cry all over my shirt. it is very handy.
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LOL! just reading your response made me want to cry...but in a good way because you are far too sweet to me. i dont deserve such compassionate friends. *lixx your cheek*



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LOL! just reading your response made me want to cry...but in a good way because you are far too sweet to me. i dont deserve such compassionate friends. *lixx your cheek*



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i'm a very compassionate funny person.
~sits and breaths fast~ while you lick my cheek. then says wooo!!!! while my eyes look out to the sides.
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yes you are.

*lixx and nibbles*

and much thanx but i must go for tonight.

i do so hope to see you soon.
thanx again.
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yes you are.

*lixx and nibbles*

and much thanx but i must go for tonight.

i do so hope to see you soon.
thanx again.
hehe ok girl. i hope that you feel better soon. i'm lucky that i got even more lixxs and nibbles. i'm going to give you a little piece of information before you leave. but if you leave then you can see it some other time. usually when people say that they are ugly. they aren't really ugly. cause once when you see a photo of them. they turn out to be cute after all. i guess some people will say that so people could give them attention. but i don't know.

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i know what you mean about the attention thing cuz i used to be an attention whore. but i dont see anything but imperfections about me....i have some face pics posted in members pics....but i so hate the way i look. maybe someday my view will improve. thanx, goodbye for now.
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hun, from what i've seen you have no imperfections. don't be so hard on yourself. i know its easier said then done but give it a try. Love you
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Dri, you are too good to me as well, and rest assured, i have tried, but all i can see at the moment is all the shit that is wrong with me.


maybe i just need time to change my outlook.
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HEy Sweetie, youre gonna be ok go through this thing feel all you can feel cry until you cannot cry any more and after a time it will be ok. i mean we all have stuff wrong with us thats why we are on DF, but as to your looks I think you look AWESOME but you knew that any way peace to you my sista
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im feeling better now.
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yay for being happy.
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