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Old 07-14-02   #1
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Never wake up?

I would never kill myself but I often just hope that one day I will go to sleep and never wake up. I mean really have you ever wondered would anyone even care? Or even know what had happened? Would the people I love just go on as if I had never been there? Cause it sure seems like they don't need me.
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Some days I do feel like I would never like to wake up but then I think that if I give in now I might miss what ( if anything) there is to come.
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Old 07-14-02   #4
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I often wonder.
But then I realize its not worth it.
If it makes you feel any better, I like having you around. You make interesting conversation, and your funny.
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Sometimes I think like that. Then I sit and think about my friends, never my family, just friends. oh yeah, yes my family. When I'm older and out of college, get an ACTUAL job, I can look back on my family, laugh my ass off cuz I didn't end up an abusive bottom feeder like the rest of them.
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Old 07-15-02   #6
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you whether you think would cause a great change in the world. the lives of the ppl around you would change forever, my life has been filled with lose aftyer lose and all it does is build. dont make ppl like me even more emotionally unstable and have to fiond other means of freindship. its hard to talk to the dead and it takes alot of work. hate to have to do that to talk to you.
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Old 07-16-02   #7
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Re: Never wake up?

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I would never kill myself but I often just hope that one day I will go to sleep and never wake up. I mean really have you ever wondered would anyone even care? Or even know what had happened? Would the people I love just go on as if I had never been there? Cause it sure seems like they don't need me.
The would care but it would be too late by that time.
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Old 07-18-02   #8
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I used to think about killing myself, back about 6 years ago.
What kept me from doing it was that I would sit there with the bleach propped between my feet thinking "today was the worst day of my life. I hate myself, and I hate my life. but tomorrow has to be little better, cause it can't be any worse. so if tomorrow gets worse I'll get it over with." and maybe the next day would be a little better, or maybe it wouldn't.
but there was always the hope of something going right the next day.
gradually I learned that people would notice if I was gone, and people would care, and not just my family, but that I had more friends than I had thought. and I realized that I would miss even the people I smiled and nodded at in classes, or in the halls, if they dissapeared the next day.
So in other words don't do it.
People will miss you more that you can imagine
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Old 07-18-02   #9
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well, i would love to die, i tried to killmyself atleast 4 times and i still regret it not working. you all say you would live for your family and friends, i have no "real" friends and my family hates me, im just wasting their time as my mom says it. so when you have nothing to die for then why live? in my case, i should just dye. theres nothing holding ba back, only people pushing me away. any advice for me...?
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

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*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

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Old 07-19-02   #10
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Yes, but before I give you an advice tell me, why have you chosen the name Dark Lover under your nickname?
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I just can’t keep it inside
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Your face doesn’t show your fighting pose.
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Old 07-19-02   #11
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lol. i dont know, have any better ideas?
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
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*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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Old 07-19-02   #12
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Well, i suggest you find that love you seek and become a reak dark lover. Get a new meaning to your life.
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I just can’t keep it inside
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Your face doesn’t show your fighting pose.
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Old 07-19-02   #13
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hmmm......how am i suppose to go and find a meaning to my life, personally, my life feels pointless, a waste of time, and a waste of person.
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
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*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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Old 07-20-02   #14
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Have you ever been in a situation that you where too happy and then suddently you got sad? The opposite happens more often.
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Old 07-20-02   #15
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ok....... i dont get ur point?....explain...
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
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*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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Old 07-20-02   #16
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Yes...when you are you saying that you have no point, it's like waiting for something to happen into your life, but that thing won't happen because it seems to me that you are pushing yourself into thinking you are living a pointless life, while all you have to do is think possitive.
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
Fucked up
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*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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woopsy no it doesnt never mind........scratch that
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
Fucked up
Insicure
Nerotic
Emotional

*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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I just can’t keep it inside
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EDGE: i really appreciate you helpin me but it is so incredibly hard for me to think positive, i mean i guess i could try, but damn its hard
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Im sick of all this crying
yet my tears i dont hold back.
Im sick of all this dieing
yet a life i seem to lack.
Im sick of all this lieing
yet the truth i do ot share.
Im sick of all this denying
yet i hide what i know is there.
Im sick of all this relying
yet alone i'd never make it.
Im sick of all this satisfying
........did you call me a hypocrite!?!

~~~kelsey lange

*Thus conscience makes cowards of us all.

*Death is like taking off a tight shoe.

*Trees like lungs filling with air - my sister the mean one pulling my hair.

*People are strange when you're a stranger.

*Guilt is the good intension we don't really have.

*Life only for what cannot be taken away.

*FINE=
Fucked up
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Nerotic
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*Its the world that's crazy........not you

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