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Old 07-06-02   #1
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Meh.

Alright, I'm bored, almost 4 am, might as well start one...

Today was an okay day. Hung out with friends. Went and played with fireworks at a graveyard. Then went and watched them drink. I didn't really want to, so I left. You ever get the feeling where you feel like everyone moves on without you? Like it wouldn't make a difference if you were there or not, they wouldn't notice? That's kind of what I felt. I took a walk and went to 7-11. Walked in, no one said anything, so I was like okay, and I went and took another walk, came back, D and Kev. were wasted, and they left. So I just sat there till about 3 am and came home because I was feeling like shit.

I don't know why, but I always have the feeling like I'm being held back, like the world moves on without me. Hell, sometimes I even doubt my own existance. No one ever seems to notice when I'm not around, or hell, even if I am, they don't care.

I'm not sure why I feel this way. Maybe because a lot of my friends don't talk to me that much anymore. I mean, the only person I've done anything with in awhile is Nick. And we don't do shit.

Okay, done bitching for the night.
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I'm not sure why, but today seems worse than others. Maybe because my plans never work out and I end up sitting at home with nothing to do but be on the computer all day, or maybe it's the lack of friends. Someone I consiter a friend, aparently doesn't feel the same. God...I don't even know what to say. I'm just....bleh. *shrug* I guess that's it for now.

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Is it me? Why do people seem to not like me? What did I do to drive you away? Why does this bother me so much? Why can't I accept it? Why do the few friends I have, seem like they don't care at times. Why do I feel so alone....
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