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Old 04-19-02   #1
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Knight's Journal

Hell, why not, eh?


April 19, 2002 - Listening to Les Misérables soundtrack, slight headache on the right - back of my head. Roommate and acquaintance, Vlad, having a philosophical discussion.

Anyway... Today was a complete and utter waste of my time. A restful waste of time. Tomorrow and Sunday, I study for my finals next week. I can not wait until that week ends, and I can pursue my reading and writing in earnest. My internet cuts in ten minutes; damnable curfews.

Anyhoo... I really can't say I've had any great realisations in life recently... just a yearning emptiness... a nagging realisation of my seemingly permanent loneliness. Blah, I guess I might be becoming depressed again, whatever, eh? I don't really care anymore.

This really IS a waste of time, I have nothing important to say. Why not end with a neat free-writing? (listening to "I dreamed a dream")

Love end die try sleep cry cereal joy job hobby end cry life a sock ride try hi what how good moral tiger night day try hi good cry tear hope dream slow ethereal shame share life joy friend real not how side west jump how live cry real strife bog chafe dream to her hello how arm remember memory book find live clock time fight no more good try sleep tired go real fly hell live seem bye end kill I heart you real no bye.
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good luck on the finals test... i hope that you do well on them...
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Old 04-22-02   #3
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Toughest finals day over, kept two Bs... blah.

I'm bored; nothing big going on... again, there's no purpose in writing this...

Shameless self-promo- read my poetry damn it! http://www.darkforum.com/darkforum/s...threadid=21234

Anyhoo... I'm going to grab some free munchies (nachos) from downstairs... I'll add to this "entry" later.



Fnord.
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Fnord?

Is that near the Fsnargas region?
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Fnord.

That is the answer given by the holiest Principia Discordia. All hail Eris. Fnord.


Anyhoo. I'm tired. bored... I'm thinking this "journal" of mine is going to be a waste until something remotely interesting happens in my life... I'd post crap I found from last year, but I sound like a love-sick adolescent.
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Old 04-23-02   #7
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Already posted elsewhere and shit...


Fuck, I'm getting tired of life again... ::looks at watch:: and it's not winter yet.

Get me a gun. Please.
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Shit. Shit shit fucking shit.


Now that I got that done... how the hell do chicks fall for me? I mean... argh... what's worse is I'm falling for her... but nothing good can come of it, I know.

Eh; shit... why?...


I'm a Romantic, always have been, always will be... I have these morals of commitment, etc... but my heart seems to want the free love of the Romantic poets... I fall for someone, and as soon as I have them, I don't want them anymore... and it hurts me to hurt others, to know that I am responsible for pain...
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Wow. I do have to apologise for yesterday... apologise to? I don't know...


Yesterday was an extreme case of Vinny mood swings... I was "normal" in the morning, went on my worst down swing in ages by 4, then yester evening, the highest mania I've had in forever... interspersed with dizzy spells... ugh. Wow.

I am screwed up.
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She's fallen for me... and I've fallen for her...

A moment of bliss... a moment of torture...
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I love you Selena.
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I'm back and all that shit.

I've been working on my poem, so, meh.
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Heh. nothing much to say in my life...

Selena and I are slowing it down. A lot. She can't handle the pain of being apart, and I am willing to do anything to help her through this... She is going to be gone for the next two months... in Spain and Honduras... and it's for the best I suppose... but she still has my heart.

It hurts...
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Less than a month.

It's over.

Is this love?


Damn.


Yep. I'm to die a fucking bachelor.
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Lusus Naturæ says:
we may get back together after in August (she's out of the country for two months) but I'm not counting on it
Lusus Naturæ says:
we're "friends"
Lusus Naturæ says:
meaning, we're very awkward friends.

expaining it to someone else.
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