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Old 07-22-01   #1
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Glass Prison- DragonsFireFly

Smell the flesh
Dripping from the wall
Blood boiling from under you
The sweet taste of fear

People I despise and hate
Thrown upon my glass prison
shackled to the ceiling and floor
Ready to be forgiven

My forgiveness is death and mutilation
Compress the skin and out comes more blood
Form their bodies inside out
Never take the gift of art forgranted

Twisted and all fucked up
Eyes still wide in suprise
Their faces seem so dead and limp
This is my santcuary

The flavor of blood reminds me of home
Slashing knives inside my parents
The curtling screams from them only for me
Drenched in blood and licking my face clean

Call me physco and demented... :p
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How do I not love you

How do I tell myself
To not love you
How do I keep my heart
From breakin' in two

How do I walk
From all the memories
How do I go on
livin' my life

How do I break it
The bond we once had
How do I leave behind
The love we once had

Tell me something
That will help me get through
Tell me how
To not love you

I lived my life
Waiting for you
Never knowing
What you were tossing me into

I loved you
And now I can't stop
So I'm asking now
How do I not love you

The shattered love
Broken to shards
The past well forgotten
At least for you

I hope you'll be happy
With a new love you've found
I hope she treats you right
Because I let you down

But I still don't know
How to do this
It's so easy for you
but it's not for me

I loved you so much
And waited for every touch
You were my light
And now I nothing but darkness

So tell me how
To throw away everything
I ever loved and held so dear
How do I not love you
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Paranoyia is just the beginning
In your eyes seeing is believing
Things appear to no one but you
Your mind creates the images

Councelors say put your emotions on paper
I tried that, but only scribbled words came
Tests upon tests upon tests prove nothing
They all just show "Severe Trauma"

After being tested for every disease
You fidget again more intesnse
Unable to stop the convulsing throughout your body
You do it so much, you don't even realize it anymore

Doctors put you on perscriptions
But they only deaden the feeling
They say I am able to speak
But everytime I try, only voiceless breaths come out

I am tired of being "helped"
They do nothing for me
I still don't know what's wrong with me
I don't know if I am alive or dead

They strapped me down to the bed
And shoved a tube down my throat
Insert needles in my arm whenever they please
But why can I not feel it

Am I insane since I can't feel the pain
Friends and family are all around
But I can't hear them anymore
Their voices are like faint wishpers now

I open my eyes, but only see darkness
There is no warmth or light
No more hospital beds and needles
No more continuous noise

I am settled in this dark abyss
But I don't understand
Why I am not able to wake
From this neverending death
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Old 07-24-01   #4
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The real World


Why do we live like this?
Living in an obedient world
We are all dogs
Tied to an invisible leash

Laws and power is our master
Greed and deception is their teaching
Everything we learn and earn in life
Is to be taken away at any moment

Take a number when you’re born
That’s all you are to them
You cause corruption and get in the way
They’ll just throw you in a metal cell and send you to death

Leave this reality with me
Cut the ball and chain
Open your eyes and fight against it
But you are to weak to even try

You will live the rest of your life
Being categorized and owned
You think you have “America’s Freedom”
But you are only trained and enslaved

Does no one ever notice the society?
And how it over rules everything we hope for
It demands we follow orders
And never gives us our rights

The constitution gave us rights
But in this reality, they are worthless
Our master has ways to take away those that protect us
And leave us to their mercy

Not once has anyone seen what I see everyday
We are like herds of cattle going to the slaughter
The way we slowly move in our cars on the freeway
Everyone turns against each other at times like that

The insults and cursing towards one another
Is just another way to express the in-security we feel
Of who we are and how we live
Because deep in your mind you’re not sure if it’s real

Everything is calculated for
Every person has been tracked
The master knows how much food you eat
By just how much you buy at the store

Credit cards and payment checks
Helps them keep an eye on you
They know how you live
And they know what you do

This is truly a pitiful world
Where the master has turned everyone against each other
And we do nothing but continue to feed the master
Why do we live like this?




*I am sorry if it doesn't make much sense....but I tried*


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Old 07-24-01   #5
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Here I go again!

I am full filling the sensation of eating ICECREAM again! Wish me luck on not getting sick again!

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Old 07-24-01   #6
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Being Unique

Those that lie in life
Are those who die unhappy
Those who look above everyone
Only lose their innocence and normality

We each think we are different
But really we are all the same
No matter what race or personality
We still are just like one another

Wether you wear "preppy" clothes
Or wear completely black
Weither you have blue hair od blonde
We don't have to try to be unique

In reality we are unique
But in a different way then you think
Our thoughts separate us
from everyone else

People posing as goth
Or people trying to be cool
We all want to be accpeted some how
But really we don't have to try

Expensive clothes and brand names
Don't make who you are
It's your thoughts and your morals
Not material things

Why do we spend $100 for a pair of shoes
When we could buy 45 pairs for the same price
It's what the society we follow under
It sets the standards of living

You are different and you are unique
Because you feel you think like no one else
You may share thoughts with someone
but they don't always have everything in common with you

As the old people say
"it's not what's on the outside that counts..."
"It's what's inside that counts"
Your soul that makes you different


*Boy! That was a shitty poem! I gotta get new stuff to write about!
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Old 07-24-01   #7
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Death's better than living

From within this deadened heart
I watch you intensely
No one knows I am still alive
Because I hide away in the darkness

You live your life with no worries
You seem so normal in every way
I can't stand the tone of your voice
Or the way you acted when you were mad

You're words tore my mind apart
And left my heart to bleed for all eternity
I asked for death to take my last breath
And now I lay here waiting

How could you lie so many times
And not realize the pain your causing
All the lightless days poured by time
I never expected to live this through

After timeless moons and stars
My soul slowly weakens
To think I loved a fool
To think I was a fool for loving

Now rest me to my grave
Where the love shall die too
I'd rather die a thousand deaths
Then ever again love you

Suffering only causes death to come faster
So if I suffer enough I will die soon
But there is nothing I can do anymore
Seeming as I've done everything there is to do

Death, please take me away
Take me to a place where I can be
Without the shadows of memories following
Brainwash me into a frozen moment and leave me
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Old 07-25-01   #8
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The Watch

Once time stops
Everything stands still
Tick and tock disappear
And everything seems not real

I have a watch
That belongs to a friend
No longer does he speak of me
But in my heart…he is still there being dear

If I could change the hands of time
I’d wind his watch till it stops
And make a wish as the lid clamps shut
“I wish to be…how the old us was”

To dream only this one chance
I would tell him how I feel
Like I made mistakes and I’d ask for forgiveness
And I know the past can’t always make the heart heal

I miss my friend
The way it used to be
Could this watch be the one thing in this world
That can bring your friendship back to me

I am deeply sorry
For all the pain I’ve done
The only thing I ask you for
Is to get back my friend…the one I adore and love.

____ _____
*To Timothy...

I am truely sorry for causing you so much pain. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me.

Love,
Dalynda

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Old 07-26-01   #9
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Dragon's Fire Fly

The enchanting voice
Sends chills up the spines of those that listen
The exquisite creature she is
Will send you to your death

Living one moment at a time
This child is always in ecstasy
She chooses to be esoteric and quiet
Her heart is the strongest of us all

The eyes of her are fierce ice blue
And her body is so slender and fragile
She is forever forgiving
To those who ask for redemption

Those who know her understand
That she has a magnetic personality
For everyone that she greets
Will always lust over her

Her form and beauty
Is above all heaven and earth
There is a simple innocence about her
That will last for eternity

Envy and Jealousy felt by some
Only encourages her purity and honesty
She’d give her last breath to ones
Who seek revenge and harm her

This nymph of deep seas
Spreads something never seen before
Her essence sweeps you off your feet
And brings you eternal desire

The stars are moved from her power
The wind carries her from place to place
In everything you see she is there
She is the guardian that watches everywhere

In reality is there such a thing
Or is it just like a fairy tale
Some say there is a creature like this
The Dragon’s firefly

Dare to stare at her lovely face
And touch her fair flesh
The gentle caress of her hand
The feeling forever stays

Freeze this angel into time
Before she disappears again
Sacrifice the blood to her
And she will bring you life

She isn’t meant to stay
As fire flies dance around her
Everyone she has touched hears her whisper
As she vanishes into a Dragon’s firefly


Who is she that I speak of?
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Old 07-27-01   #10
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In the deepest thought of my mind
The temptation furiously swells
Curiousity attracts me near
To wondering what it would feel like to mutilate you

I lure you to come for dinner
And say I am up for play
Then slip something into your drink
And drag you to the bed

You act as if this pleases you
Running razors through your flesh
It "almost" sickens me to see you giggling
When your strapped down as blood drips down your chest

"More, more more" you moan and groan
Till I roll my eyes and lay the scalpul down
Scream for me, Scream at death
You draw the desire of pain out of me

I want to destruct your soul
And arrange something that fears it
Drain your body till it has run dry of fluid
Then make a toast to your death

Take your final breath
As you lay giggling in my bed
I will take my time
Drinking to you and watching you die
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Old 07-27-01   #11
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Stay for your little girl

Where do I go from here
I'm on my knees
There's so much to say
But the words can't find me

A million apologies can't wipe away the past
The day I thought I'd lose you
Was the day I died
That day has come but I haven't died yet

The memories have overwhelmed me
And I am so lost to what I am anymore
Show me one more time
Who I am...who you made me to be

What do I do when your little girl asks
How do I tell her daddy's gone for good
I once said I would never bring a life into this world
Fearing she would lose what I had lost as a child

Every morning she wakes me to a new day
Such a beautiful joy she is
She reminds me so much of you
To watch her grow, tears come to my eyes

A child... naive and so secure
She, not knowing the truth of the world
As in my mind, whispering words of heartache
How desperate I am to find love again

The pretender who you were
Only played with my mind
Now I am left with a little angel
No regrets...only you

Stay by me you begged and plead
You fell on your knees
I stayed for fear of your rage
And now I am only a shattered mess

Slip me into your heart once more
Tell me all the things we shared
You set me free once
Please do it all over again

You've forgotten the life we once had
I see that clearly now
You and I created something so precious
I can't you show her who you are

And yet you turn from her
As if she's a disgrace
You look at her like you look at me
Unforgiving and disgusted

Please I beg of you
Don't leave her behind
She needs a father's hand
It was not her that destroyed us

Blame the flaws on me
But please don't shove her away
She needs you as much
As she needs me

Tell her you'll come back
Say the three little words to her
Hold her tiny hand, be there as she grows
And walk her down the isle as that time comes

If not be with the both of us
At least be with her
If she could talk she would say
Daddy won't you please stay
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Old 07-27-01   #12
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This is one of the first poems when I joined Darkness...although I do not remember writing it! Eh! Oh well here it is!


Hollow grave
pressed lips
Last breathe
Dying life

Intrapped
within a crystal cage
blood seeps through
Shards of broken glass

Smeared red
Against transparant prison
Life devowered
By deaths seduction

Black cloak
Dark eyes stare intently
Anxious for a scream
An ounce of pain

Drip by drip
Suckle the last drop
Savor the blood
From the beauty

Take the body
Completly mamed
Rest it upon a bed
Of red and black roses

Open satan's mouth
And inhale the scent
Of fresh blood and body
Young and ready
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Old 07-28-01   #13
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Again


Here I am again
Walking this very fine line
To the brink of insanity
Just for once let me fall

Tired of living on and on
You say I am so very strong
But why is it you are the one
Who always tears me down

Once I get the strength to move on
You shove the past back into my face
And tell me I don't feel emotion
I'm not as I used to be when I was with you

Deception is the key to you
You make me see something
You make me feel something
And then destroy it to see me go through pain

How long do I have to hold it in
Before you knock me down again
I'm to the point of destructing myself
Just so you can't do it to me again

Redemption was asked for
And I thought it was given
Then you play this same game
And turn your back on me

You have dishonest eyes
That watch my weakness
You give me fake support
To watch me crumble again

I think you enjoy this
More than you enjoy life
You like pissing me off
And yet you beg for forgiveness

I am jumping off that fine wire
Now you can't touch me
For I am to far from reach
And you were the one who pushed me this far
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Poetry from a Demon's Soul

I see you standing there,
I wonder if you care,
You like to play this game with me,
It hurts so much but you can't see.

How Oh little angel of mine,
How am I being so blind,
False hopes and beautiful minds,
Crumble and wasted upon your kind.

You seduced me to your bed,
Thoughts of you invaded my head,
I'm lost when I think of what to make of life,
I've resorted to relieve it...with a knife.

I am entrapped in whispering cries,
Tangled in this thick web of lies,
Unable to break free,
What gave you any right to do this to me.


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Old 08-01-01   #15
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I like it girl! Don't be so nervous about what you write! It's your own thougts, your opinion, and that's all that matters!
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This isn't really a poem, but it is how I idealize death.

Watching as time goes by, flowing
The transparent curtain of ice, froze in a moment
A sheet of satin fog hovers overheadm thickening
Eerie and murky to the touch, devouring
Entrapped but conscious, breathing
The bitter touch of end, chilling the moistness in the air
Breathe in, a piercing pain enters my lungs
Whispered screams, exit as exhaled
Numbed from this state of crystal slummber which I rest upon, paralized
Movement, grasping onto something seems impossible
The fog clears, leaving a streakless glass pane
Absent of color and tone, darkness.

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that was really good hon, keep it up,
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As she walks by
Her body catches your eye
The angelic face
Sends your heart to race

Blue eyes so hipnotic
Her sweet touch, seductive
Visions of her, sends images so physcotic
Her voice sings chills so destructive

She is like a flicker of a flame
Lips so lustful, just wanted to be kissed
Her heart and soul, you can not tame
She's beyond desire, an obbession, a bliss

Thick coal black hair
The scent of strawberries float in the air
Her skin so soft and light
Takes the beauty out of night

But yet she is a demon of the mind
Enchanting and warn, she seems
Seduces you to believe she's kind
But when she takes you in, she beams

Leads them into her pen
Suckles on the lives of men
Then takes their soul
To make herself feel again whole

No man every leaves her side
For none makes it out alive
But for everyman who walks by
Will always wonder how she does it and why
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I really like it chica! It really makes ya think.... kinda creepy too! But that's what you're good at right? Creeping people out! hehe

Ya know I love ya! (like a sister! otherwise.... eeewww:p )
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Lol!

Creeping people out is only for amusement. :p

I love you too! (Only in the sister way)

(you're right about eeeeeewwwww :p)
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