Darkforum.com - Dark Stories, Dark Art, Poetry, Photography, Debates and Discussions
Home Register FAQ
Go Back   Darkforum.com - Dark Stories, Dark Art, Poetry, Photography, Debates and Discussions > Welcome > Socialize
Reload this Page SI:self injury
Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
Old 07-14-01   #21
bitch
Embracer Of The Dark
 
bitch's Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2000
Location: Euphoria
Posts: 408
bitch
Credits: 5,939
Are you serious? If so I'm sorry because I thought you were being a smart ass because I have never heard of anyone cutting themselves with playdough knives. Anyway, I'm sorry if you were serious.
__________________
Why be miserable making others happy when you can be happy making others miserable? Because I'm a sucker.
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-14-01   #22
*SpaceGhost*
none
 
*SpaceGhost*'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Mar 2001
Posts: 8,740
*SpaceGhost* is on a distinguished road
Credits: 111,939
No...i was being a jackass.

























Sorry.:p
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #23
powder
meow
 
powder's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2001
Posts: 12,058
powder is on a distinguished road
Credits: 144,002
I saw this thread and had to come in ,I think its really good that ppl can come here and express there feelings without ppl judging them or thinking that there suicidal or something just cuz they cut or burn or whatever.i mean just cuz i might have some cuts on my arms doesnt mean im gonna go commit suicide, and i just wish ppl could understand that.

powder
__________________
"people are not snowflakes"


~*..And..So After All That,The Soup Turned Into Jelly,The Chihuahua Found Its Family And The Rash Turned Out To Just Be Kool-Aid Stain That Wiped Off...And That Is Why I Hate Goats.*~



To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #24
EbonyDragyn
Legolas' Dragyn
 
EbonyDragyn's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2001
Location: stray dogs
Posts: 4,109
EbonyDragyn
Credits: 30,080
I cut myself because I hated myself and I wanted others to feel bad. It was like hey mom look at me, hey stupid idiot fucknut of a brother look at me, look at what you two are driving me to do. It's all your fault, you do this shit to me and that's why I hate you and myself. And sometimes I did feel numb, yeah that's true and I cut myself to cut through the numbness and try and feel something....oddly enough I agree that people around you who are like you will help you not some stupid guys in a labcoat giving you the sympathetic smile or acting all condescending...I hated that...

Hey bitch you have social anxiety disorder too?? Crap thought I was the only one...seriously. I hate being around crowds they make me so uncomfortable and nervous and I'm always SERIOUSLY wondering how others think of me to the point that it totally wears me down and totally gets me depressed and worried and nervous....oh well I'm done now....
__________________
LOLZ. GTFO.
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #25
powder
meow
 
powder's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2001
Posts: 12,058
powder is on a distinguished road
Credits: 144,002
on a good day i can convince myself that i dont need to hate who i am...i figure i got the whole world to do that.
but it all ends the same way...me hurting myself,oh well
__________________
"people are not snowflakes"


~*..And..So After All That,The Soup Turned Into Jelly,The Chihuahua Found Its Family And The Rash Turned Out To Just Be Kool-Aid Stain That Wiped Off...And That Is Why I Hate Goats.*~



To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #26
RedMeat
Sweet Zombie Jesus
 
RedMeat's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2001
Location: On the fringe
Posts: 28,443
RedMeat will become famous soon enoughRedMeat will become famous soon enough
Credits: 311,095
Quote:
Originally posted by EbonyDragyn
Hey bitch you have social anxiety disorder too?? Crap thought I was the only one...seriously. I hate being around crowds they make me so uncomfortable and nervous and I'm always SERIOUSLY wondering how others think of me to the point that it totally wears me down and totally gets me depressed and worried and nervous....oh well I'm done now....
I have that too.Thats why I`m here so much.
__________________
Work is of two kinds: first, altering the position of matter at or near the earth's surface relatively to other such matter; second, telling other people to do so.

Darkness squeezes, Satan`s platypus rises tonight! Bork, bork, bork!
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #27
magnus1121
super emo kid
 
magnus1121's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: Florida
Posts: 808
magnus1121
Credits: 17,730
I think I'm tuned in to what all of you are saying, so I guess that's why I came back to this thread.

By the way, Azilia- Where in FL are you now?

So.. yeah. I guess I fit in here. I've done some stuff that seems pretty bad by the standards where I live, but it seems to be normal here. I burn myself sometimes, but not with a lighter. I usually take a lighter and make one of my knives pretty hot, then press it on my skin. Unfortunately, that's really a pain in the ass because it blisters. More often than not, I usually cut myself. I use a knife sometimes, but razor blades seem to cut better for me. I don't know if I do it to feel alive. Sometimes I do it just to bleed. Not necessarily because I feel numb (although a lot of times I do), but just because I want to see my blood. It's really morbid if you think about it long enough. Double-bladed razors seem to draw more blood but they leave scars and it's a lot more noticeable. I end up going with whatever my parents get me for shaving. In some way, it's how I blame people for fucking up with me. In another way, I think it's like a guilt trip I put on myself for letting people fuck up with me. A lot of times I make it really obvious that I'm doing this, but no one catches on. That's why this thread is good. No one wants to hear about this shit except the people that have been or are going through it. As cliched as it may seem, I don't think I do it for attention, but it's more of a "cry for help." I'm not suicidal, and I've only thought about suicide in depth a couple times. I've lost a few too many friends to suicide to take that route. Anyway, that's a limited version of what could be my incessant rambling. I think I'm done ranting. Thanks.
__________________
absolute power corrupts absolutely.
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #28
Pyrric Dicktory
fuck off
 
Pyrric Dicktory's Avatar
 
Join Date: Mar 2001
Posts: 7,746
Pyrric Dicktory is on a distinguished road
Credits: 86,393
I hear they're doing a new service anouncement on pbs on self mutilation. they are going to have the lead singer to stained come out and talk about the dangers of self mutilation and then when the sponsers are being shown they are going to play:

"let the razors hit the floor. let the razors hit the floor."
__________________
Im so in love of my baby girl
Christel i love you sweetheart u are the light of my life today and always.

JUST ME AND YOU FOREVER.............................
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #29
bambam=o(
*dark decadence*
 
bambam=o('s Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2001
Location: MassA2Shits
Posts: 2,920
bambam=o( is on a distinguished road
Credits: 22,078
a ha a ha, pyrric so incredibly funny, a ha a ha. God damn , i knew that would happen. On a lighter note, I would like to thank you all for your contributions, stories, etc. It means a lot to many people. Keep it up.
__________________
Clinton Hunter Dakota Boyd.
deeply missed, never forgotten.
10*29*03-01*20*04
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #30
LordofSLaughter
Chosen by the Slain
 
LordofSLaughter's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2001
Location: chelmsford, taxachusetts (next to lowell). if u live nearby mssg me
Posts: 318
LordofSLaughter
Credits: 5,083
what up? checking out ur thread cuz u told me it was here. i know what its like to cut myself up, trying to die, etc. i've stopped doing that stuff, but i still get moments where i just feel like giving up and saying "fuck the world". well, its nice to know im not alone, even though at times it seems I am.
__________________
Life knocks me down everytime i try to get up
I never smile cause i never have a reason too
all i want in life it to be happy - korn
i'd kill myself for you. i'd kill you for myself -pantera
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #31
666Queen
entry-level
 
666Queen's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: I don't.
Posts: 330
666Queen is on a distinguished road
Credits: 13,207
hey bambam...lookey here I have found my way to another one of your threads... yay... hehe.. I know we already had a semi-lengthy conversation regarding this matter, let me say this... I would 'watch out' here, and make sure you are not encouraging anything you do not want to encourage. That said, Here is a little something I wrote after our conversation (bambam) and it is expressly dedicated to all 'you' cutters out there...

Confrontation

You ask me about the future
I say it's yours to make
You tell me about your fears
Unfounded I say,
Don't worry about things you have the power to change
You glare at me indifferent to my words
I smile playfully
I am not trying to be mean
I am just telling you to be strong
Live your own life
Don't complain
You can change things if you really wanted to
Why do you look for people to pick on
No need, don't run from your own insecurities
If they harass you tell them to stop...
If they won't then destroy them
Simple thoughts with which to filter life through
The world is not out to get you
Your problems are not huge but to you
As I have said before and will say again:
"Do as you desire, above all else yourself you should admire"
Live it, love it, KNOW it.
Learn to be you, learn to like you
Don't wait for someone to tell you who you are.
Self-doubt and self-loathing are not becoming
Take heed before you fall again
Regain your head, or even find it for the first time
Move smoothly across your course
For you are all you have.
-jo
__________________
eek!

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #32
bambam=o(
*dark decadence*
 
bambam=o('s Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2001
Location: MassA2Shits
Posts: 2,920
bambam=o( is on a distinguished road
Credits: 22,078
666, its beautiful hun. I hope I am not encouraging anything, I am sorry if I am, now I feel kinda bad. That was never my intention. Ah shit. Well, the poem is sweet.
__________________
Clinton Hunter Dakota Boyd.
deeply missed, never forgotten.
10*29*03-01*20*04
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #33
RedMeat
Sweet Zombie Jesus
 
RedMeat's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2001
Location: On the fringe
Posts: 28,443
RedMeat will become famous soon enoughRedMeat will become famous soon enough
Credits: 311,095
Quote:
Originally posted by bambam=o(
666, its beautiful hun. I hope I am not encouraging anything, I am sorry if I am, now I feel kinda bad. That was never my intention. Ah shit. Well, the poem is sweet.
BAMBAM TURNED ME INTO A PERVERT!:p
__________________
Work is of two kinds: first, altering the position of matter at or near the earth's surface relatively to other such matter; second, telling other people to do so.

Darkness squeezes, Satan`s platypus rises tonight! Bork, bork, bork!
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #34
666Queen
entry-level
 
666Queen's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: I don't.
Posts: 330
666Queen is on a distinguished road
Credits: 13,207
no worries dear bambam, I am not saying that you are encouraging anything... hopefully this will just be a thread where people can vent their self-mutalating woes... I was just giving you a bit of advice (though you didn't ask for it, so I should not have given it...sorry) Alas, all is well... don't feel bad... (dear hell, PLEASE don't go and slice yourself...)
-jo
__________________
eek!

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #35
magnus1121
super emo kid
 
magnus1121's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: Florida
Posts: 808
magnus1121
Credits: 17,730
Pyrric- I'm not surprised you can't tell the difference between Staind and Drowning Pool, especially considering you can't spell the band's name right..
__________________
absolute power corrupts absolutely.
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #36
666Queen
entry-level
 
666Queen's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: I don't.
Posts: 330
666Queen is on a distinguished road
Credits: 13,207
Quote:
Originally posted by RedMeat


BAMBAM TURNED ME INTO A PERVERT!:p
lol... now bambam... hehe you have read my poetry lol... You know I would gladly support any intentions you have of turning people into perverts! Sounds like much fun to me...

-jo
__________________
eek!

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #37
miztressblack
Shy's solution
 
miztressblack's Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2001
Posts: 1,801
miztressblack
Credits: 19,632
been there

I used to cut myself with razor blades, knives, glass, safety pins, and burn myself with lighters...I did it because I felt alive when I felt the pain and I'm not sure it was even painful more like euphoria...It felt good...I stopped cutting myself after I realized that all I was doing was hurting myself...I started writing poetry when I felt the urge to hurt myself and it really helped me a lot...I still get the urge to cut sometimes and once or twice I have...I usually don't talk about this but since its bam's thread I thought I'd share my experiences...
__________________
Your mouth is like a suicide Talkin like you never died Automatic charisma For your chemical mind I'll suffer for you I'll suffer for you You're kissing me like benzocaine w/your Sleeping pill eyes Melting me down and suck, suck, sucking my brain I'm gonna hate you tomorrow Because you make me hate you today...Marilyn Manson "Suck 4 Your Solution"
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #38
bambam=o(
*dark decadence*
 
bambam=o('s Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2001
Location: MassA2Shits
Posts: 2,920
bambam=o( is on a distinguished road
Credits: 22,078
thank you mizblack for telling us your story, it means alot to me. And red, you never complained before.
__________________
Clinton Hunter Dakota Boyd.
deeply missed, never forgotten.
10*29*03-01*20*04
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #39
stonedangel667
Moans in the Night
 
stonedangel667's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: somewhere
Posts: 76
stonedangel667 is on a distinguished road
Credits: 2,814
one major thing i have and will do to harm myself is cutting,i dont do usual lines i cut words instead likehate, suicide,pain,alone,help,sad,ugly stupid, some are really large others small . i will also use food as a form of harm, i will sometimes starve myself for days only drinking water or i will forsce myself to eat way more than i usually could. in the summer i will hold my head underwater in a clorinated pool with my eyes open til right before i pass out then in winter i will punish myself by laying in the snow in only a bra and underwear until my limbs go numb and i start to shake uncontrollably. some times i make myself look at a white wall for a few hours your eyes cant focus when looking at a white wall really close.
once this year i was stuck in a car with my "family" i couldnt stand it and i had nothing sharp so i dug at my wrist and palm until they bled with my thumbnail. i have beat my legs with a hammer until i hard large bruises and they bled. another thing is rubbing really hard on my skin with an eracer ,this creates a nice burn.
these are only somethings i do.i guess i d not use these forms of torture alot because everyone had yet to even notice. or maybe i just keep them well hidden
__________________
"Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with deadly art. words can sting like anything, but silence breaks the heart."
is Offline   Reply With Quote
Old 07-15-01   #40
powder
meow
 
powder's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2001
Posts: 12,058
powder is on a distinguished road
Credits: 144,002
I have this metal dragon,and when i dont get the type of pain i want from cuting Ill take the dragon and burn its feet till its all red and hot,then ill put it on my arm and press down real hard,it really hurts and it makes me no im still alive,cutting doesnt really hurt anymore,but i still do it cuz i luv the sight of my own blood...i no,im strange.
__________________
"people are not snowflakes"


~*..And..So After All That,The Soup Turned Into Jelly,The Chihuahua Found Its Family And The Rash Turned Out To Just Be Kool-Aid Stain That Wiped Off...And That Is Why I Hate Goats.*~



To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

is Offline   Reply With Quote
Reply


Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off


Recent Threads
Science Disproves...
11-01-10 14:38
by Pahu
Last post by Pahu
1 Day Ago 09:06
Whats your job?
11-20-07 14:57
Last post by Sic Simon
1 Day Ago 20:26
what surprised you today?
04-11-13 17:55
Last post by thefr0g
3 Days Ago 14:31
what have you eaten...
12-24-03 19:43
Last post by JeNn_DeViLz
3 Days Ago 10:09
Darkforum Youtube!
03-25-13 07:48
Last post by JeNn_DeViLz
3 Days Ago 09:32
vote or die
1 Week Ago 01:56
Last post by JeNn_DeViLz
3 Days Ago 09:20
vote or die
1 Week Ago 02:02
Last post by Sic Simon
4 Days Ago 21:45
long Sunday
3 Weeks Ago 18:00
by DaxterK
Last post by Sic Simon
1 Week Ago 01:46
BATH SALT ZOMBIES
12-04-13 11:20
Last post by Sic Simon
1 Week Ago 23:34
I'm drinking Vodka,...
09-02-17 23:28
by thefr0g
Last post by JeNn_DeViLz
1 Week Ago 22:44
Online Users: 67
2 members and 65 guests
promgreen, promlong
Most users ever online was 1928, 06-09-15 at 18:20.
Powered by vBadvanced CMPS v3.0 RC2


Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.1
Copyright ©2000 - 2017, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
vBulletin Skin developed by: vBStyles.com

© 2006 - 2016 Dark Forum | About Dark Forum | Advertisers | Investors | Legal | A member of the Crowdgather Forum Community