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Old 07-30-06   #1901
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i know that you and Tiggs stop by once in a while. i figured id let you 2 know what was up.
good i am glad.

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at least i didnt make a huge "OMG IM LEAVING COS YOURE ALL SO MEAN 2 MEE!!!" thread about it.
that is a good point and true.

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this place just feels dead to me and rather than leaving you in the dark about why you guys probably wont be seeing me here, i figured id keep you informed.
at first it did feel pretty dead. but now it's starting to feel some what alive. though i am glad you are going to keep me informed about you.


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im on other sites WAY more than im on DF. DF doesnt really have anything that i need. mostly, its full of hateful assholes and lax moderation, a bad combo in my opinion but that really has nothing to do with me going for a while.
well assholes are EVERYWHERE. i seriously know how you feel about that and know where you are coming from on this one. since i feel the same way. i agree about the lax of mod. i am still wanting them to do some stuff for me and i am having them take care of it. hopefully my requestfull needs will be done. but i'm sure they will get the moderation going.

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im sure ill stop back in here and maybe post again someday, but for now, ive got other things going on.
alright dear. until then take care of yourself. i'll see you around.
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Old 08-06-06   #1902
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All that matters is that you are moving on. And moving on is a good thing. Even if this is just a forum, do drop by and say hi. Like I do. Some things aren't forgotten so easily, unless we want them to.
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Old 08-06-06   #1903
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i think ive outgrown DF.

i once needed this place. this journal.

i dont need it any longer. too bad it didnt live to be 100 pages long. ive lost touch with most everyone i cared about on DF.
Cya later lilywhite, we'll miss you and all the stories you told us, the laughs we shared, and the *sad stuff too. Maybe people do still read what you write, maybe someone reads it everyday he can, maybe it makes him smile that's why he does it. Maybe he'll keep on reading it everyday, writing in his journal, writing poems and reading an old journal by someone he used to know on an internet forum. Maybe he needs this place. this journal.
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Old 08-06-06   #1904
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Old 08-06-06   #1905
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You don't even know how proud he is to say he knew you. He sits around with his new buddies telling them stories about this pretty little black haired girl he met one night on a full moon. He tells them how they were destined to meet, how when they were together mountains were like anthills to them. He sits around sad all day until he thinks of her, and then he smiles.
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Old 08-07-06   #1906
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You don't even know how proud he is to say he knew you. He sits around with his new buddies telling them stories about this pretty little black haired girl he met one night on a full moon. He tells them how they were destined to meet, how when they were together mountains were like anthills to them. He sits around sad all day until he thinks of her, and then he smiles.
did i make that much of a difference to him?
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did i make that much of a difference to him?
maybe you changed his life.
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Old 08-12-06   #1908
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maybe you changed his life.
sometimes it doesnt feel that way. sometimes it feels like i helped create memories but made no real change in him.

tho, id like to believe i did make a change.
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Old 08-12-06   #1909
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ill be back every so often to make the occassional post (like below)

ive stopped biting my nails. theyre long and healthy and FINALLY pretty now!
i work 5 nights a week in a toy store and while the pay isnt fantastic, i take pride in my work. on my nights off, im out until 6 am with Lauren ( a gal from work). we usually head to Dennys for coffee, soda, mozzerella sticks, whatever while we take out our sketchbooks and share our art with eachother. its good to finally have a local friend here. ill almost be sad to leave in December, but im looking forward to getting out of Texas. its been sucky here. Psyko is still in the air force. he recently tested for the rank of Staff Sergeant and passed. im very proud of him.

i took a very long hiatus from art and since i recently started drawing again....my art has actually improved a hell of a lot! in fact, ive started taking art commissions for small 3"x5" drawings for $20 each and ive already been commissioned for.....about a dozen of them. so my art is successful! WEEEE!

um, my birthday was the 23rd of last month. nothing spectacular really, there was no one to celebrate with. i did go get my labret (bottom lip region) repierced. i missed having that done.

well, thats about all for now...i may do another update in several days.
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sometimes it doesnt feel that way. sometimes it feels like i helped create memories but made no real change in him.

tho, id like to believe i did make a change.
You know its possible to change someones life without changing their personality. That is who they are and you can never change that. But you can instill hope and courage into their character. Sometimes all a person needs to survive in life is a reason, and a reason to survive is all a person really needs to live.
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Anyways he just wanted to say goodbye, and hope your doing well.
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Old 08-19-06   #1912
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Anyways he just wanted to say goodbye, and hope your doing well.


im doing alright. i need to make changes in my life. i need to better myself.

but im ok.
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Old 08-20-06   #1913
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im doing alright. i need to make changes in my life. i need to better myself.

but im ok.
I need to make some changes, better myself and quit bitting my nails too... how'd you do it?
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Old 08-21-06   #1914
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I need to make some changes, better myself and quit bitting my nails too... how'd you do it?


i just...stopped. i found other things to do instead.
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Old 08-28-06   #1915
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so, lately ive started making a costume head for my friend Lauren. its of a Final Fantasy character named RedXIII.

its almost half done and looking pretty badass. in exchance for my work on that project she is giving me several free custom art pieces, 2 custom tattoo designs, and shes making the cosplay clothing for Gaara (Naruto).

so awesome

*sigh* not much else going on. 3 more months until Psyko comes back home.
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Old 09-01-06   #1916
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name change.
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making plans for halloween. im so excited! this is my fave holiday!
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is tazu known as lilywhite and what do i get for a prize? the reason why i know is because i have asked the fortune lady.
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is tazu known as lilywhite and what do i get for a prize? the reason why i know is because i have asked the fortune lady.

yep, its still me. good job!

and your prize is a kiss from me! *kisses your cheek*
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