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Old 05-09-02   #1
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Too emotional?

For the past 3 relationships i've been really paranoid ...i cant blame myself because my past relationships were horrible, all my paranoia was true...But i have a b/f right now and i love him a lot, i've known him for 2 years and we are really close. But the thing is, is that no matter how sweet he is and how good of a boyfriend he is to me, i am always paranoid that he is loosing interest, cheating on me or something...not neccessarily cheating tho...most of my fear is the lossing interest part. I've told him as much because he can tell when i am upset..he usually gives me a hug to reassure me when he see that. I know im crazy but i have NO idea how to stop this paranoia...i dont want it to ruin our relationship..he says things like "why are you paranoid, you have no reason to be" or something like "i'm not like the other guys you have dated"...i know he is true..this i know..but i cant stop the paranoia creeping up and biting my heart...*sighs*i've been this way for a long time now and i want to stop for him, do you guys have any idea on how i can control this? I have finnally found the right guy and i dont want to loose him because of the assholes i've dated before...
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