[Kendra]

How are you doing?

[Wicked Lady]

Watching Netflix and digesting Indian food.

[Sic Simon]

I'm sitting out in nature's tanning bed getting melanoma

[Kendra]

Originally Posted by Wicked Lady

Watching Netflix and digesting Indian food.

That is very awesome! What are you watching on Netflix? I never really tried Indian food before.

[Kendra]

Originally Posted by Sic Simon

I'm sitting out in nature's tanning bed getting melanoma

I hope you get a nice tan!

[Wicked Lady]

Someone broke shyshy.

[Kendra]

Ha ha yeah a lot of people did. Mostly I do it to myself as well. I even have suicidal thoughts. But don't have it in me. I have tried.

[Wicked Lady]

Shit. Okay.

Look... I'm a big believer in personal choice. If you really really want to die, you'll find it in you. Since you can't, that probably means you don't really want to die; you just want the shit to stop.

The only thing that stops the shit is you. You have to let it roll off you. Or at least pretend. Fake it til you make it.

[Kendra]

Originally Posted by Wicked Lady

Shit. Okay.

Look... I'm a big believer in personal choice. If you really really want to die, you'll find it in you. Since you can't, that probably means you don't really want to die; you just want the shit to stop.

The only thing that stops the shit is you. You have to let it roll off you. Or at least pretend. Fake it til you make it.

Like I'm not afraid of death. I'm just afraid of the pain you feel when trying to off yourself. And like I said I don't have it in me or have the stomach. I agree the only one that can stop it is me. So I have been working on my projects writing and stain glass. I am taking the stretching yoga and meditation yoga. I also go to the gym and work out. I walk and do the weights.