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Old 04-24-02   #1
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4/24/02 9:49pm

My first installment in this... Thing. Today was boring, as was most days in my life. I can't wait until August, when I go to Israel. Blah blah blah. Not really a whole lot on my mind right now. My eating habits have kinda gone downhill, and I haven't been sleeping well lately. I hope I'm okay. Ah, the joys of stress, eh? Fun.
Being the car nut that I am, I have suddenly become obsessed with matchbox cars and models. I'm buying them all over the place. At least it's not as expensive as my guitar collection, though


(next time I'll have more to say, I swear)
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Old 04-24-02   #2
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Good to see you here, Duddy. Post what you feel...it always helps to purge. I probably would do the same, but I am not allowed...for various reasons (of which you know most). If you ever need to talk, let me know. I don't want to be the only one bitching to others
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Old 04-25-02   #3
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lol thanks Count.

4/25/2002

Today was an interesting day. I am tired as hell, reason being I was helping a friend do some homework. That's all good, because I enjoy helping others(well, sometimes) and that friend was well worth the lack of sleep. But my tiredness in conjunction with a bright computer screen for multiple hours at work equaled a marvelous headache.
One of my best friends emailed me today at work. I have been kinda pulling away from everyone and everything lately, and she thinks I'm really angry at her because I haven't talked to her much lately. I don't really know why I'm pulling away. Over the past week or two I have been feeling a lot more alone than usual(which is a LOT) and I've been constantly worrying about my future and what I'm going to do with myself, etc, etc. I feel like one of those TV commercials for depression "Do you find yourself feeling worthless and alone? Do you have increasing thoughts of low self esteem?" Ha ha... Bleh. I dunno. I'm only 20, I have my entire life ahead of me. I need to go out there and meet some people and maybe get a date for once, but I just don't have the desire to anymore. I haven't even been playing my guitar lately, and THAT'S pretty bad.

I know the problem. I just need to get laid. Ha ha ha...

*waits for laughter*

*crickets*

Damnit, I hate it when that happens...
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addition to 4/25/2002

Damnit I don't care if it will only make me more depressed. I'm getting drunk tonight. At least partly drunk. I need something to take my mind off of everything.
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Drunk! Woohoo! I'm getting shitty tonight, as well.
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Gut Shabbas everyone!!

I'm actually in a good mood... Of course, it's only 11:30 in the morning, so we'll see how the rest of the day goes. I've been listening to System of a Down all morning long, and I think that's why I'm in such a good mood. That, and I've got plans for this evening. Maybe I'll see a movie one of these days nearby, possible tomorrow. I'd have to see it alone, as I have practically no friends, but that's okay because I'm used to seeing movies alone. For that matter, I'm used to doing nearly everything alone. I spent my 20th birthday alone. heh.
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Okay, I've been sitting on my ass in front of this computer for 5 hours now. I need to do something.
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This day sucked.

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Thursday night, I actually got the balls to ask a chick out. She said yes. That made me extremely happy. So tonight we were supposed to go out... Yep. Duddy got stood up. I swear I hate this shit. So that, on top of my plans for tomorrow being canceled without me knowing it, and me sitting on my ass all day dwelling on my problems, equals a really shitty day
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Today was nothing short of boring. At least I got a tan today. Unfortunately, that's all I did.
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