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Old 07-04-02   #21
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Stabilise, Jobe. Thinking about how to solve it is like planning to plan. You know the answers to your problems, you have stated them here... Let me run over them...

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my head won't stop
and i'm scared

all the thoughts, the images, the screams, they hurt
Fear. Causing nausea. Quite common. Now for the reason.

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I have now got the most fantastic persn in the world as a girlfriend but all I can think of is how my insanity is gonna fuck it all up. I have to much time to think and my had will not just shut off for a fucking moment.

Al I do is sit and think, think, think and its not good for me
Anxiety. You are not accustomed to having things go right for a change. And fear they will slip back into their old, dreadful state... Am I wrong here? You seem pissed off at yourself for being afraid... in essence, you are battling yourself there. And no, you're not insane. Just... a little scarred. But who is not.

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Becaue of the new joba new shrink is not a viable option, plus I have a bad habbit of highs and lows, after seeing my shrink I get euphoric and then crash down in flames, not good
Instability... shows insecurity with self. And partly caused by this instability. Thus the circle is complete. Completed by illusions that is... For again, you are not insane.

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If they find out then I will have my contract terminated.
Hard for them to prove. Not much of a problem there...
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Old 07-04-02   #22
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Jobe hun - try some St. John's Wort. It's a natural type Prozac and isn't detected by drug tests. It's avaialable here in a dosage to take three per day. It has a long half life, so will take a few days to kick in.

It will not harm you.
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Jobe hun - try some St. John's Wort. It's a natural type Prozac and isn't detected by drug tests. It's avaialable here in a dosage to take three per day. It has a long half life, so will take a few days to kick in.

It will not harm you.

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Tried that and Valerian Root Extract too, sent me fucking loco hun
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damn

that sucks

did you try them in combination or seperate?
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Have you tried talking it through with your girlfriend ? I'm sure that if you talk to someone ( I know I'm always saying this but hey) that you can get all your problems out. Maybe I should try that........
*thinks*
I did yesterday but I dont think kate believes me that someone tried to rape me when I was 6 *shrugs* oh well
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Have you tried talking it through with your girlfriend ? I'm sure that if you talk to someone ( I know I'm always saying this but hey) that you can get all your problems out. Maybe I should try that........
*thinks*
I did yesterday but I dont think kate believes me that someone tried to rape me when I was 6 *shrugs* oh well


My girlfriend is not the problem, she is absolutely amazing, perfectly what I have ever hoped and dreamed for.

Its me, I am a fuck up in love.

And this whole I have too much time to think thing is the real problem. Need to find something that slows the brain down.

Now I start work on Monday and its a very brain taxing job, and I hope that it will help me us up some of this energy, but it also worries me that it could also stimulate my brain more.

Worry worry worry thats me. Just ask my girlfriend
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jobe... what is meant to be will be. you really should check out some flower remedies, or maybe some homeopathic stuff... i could even research it for you. seriously. I know what you're going through. i have lapses like that, too. e-mail me or pm me and i'll figure out something you can try...
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