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Old 11-20-01   #41
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My Gemma

Hey there BAbY.
I love it!!! It's great...and it's about us. I feel special. My mommy always told me I was special. I was just poppy in to say hi. Call me this week and we can hang. L8erz.
Luv AlWaYS,
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Old 11-26-01   #42
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hey guys! GUESS WHAT!! I finally wrote my first poem! this couldn't be a song even if I wanted it to be. and it is directed at my parents fyi.

Why must I stay here
Why can't I end it
all I want it to leave you
and leave you the credit

you have to control me
you don't really care
if you want to help me
just look at whats there

the pills you've neglected
the help you won't seek
you blow it all off
and you leave me weak

you think if you pull me
tight on your leash
the point where you break me
someday you'll reach

I don't want to fight you
I don't want to pull
what you do isn't helping
don't make me your tool

you think that you help me
you think you are winning
I don't want a battle
but with you its beginning

taking the wrong road
down a path you are leading
attacking the wrong way
can still cause the bleeding

I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I'm here
but relieving the burden
leaves another one there

you pick at the small things
that don't make a difference
you're putting the chains on
increasing the distance

I'm trying to fix it
where you have neglected
but all of my progress
soon is rejected

I hate that I need you
I hate that I owe
I hate that you tie me
until I can grow

I know I should thank you
for the way I have grown
I try to be grateful
for all that you've done

thers are worse off
some have it bad
for all that you give me
I am truely glad

I'll try not to pull you
I'll try not to pry
I'll sit in the corner
I'll quietly die

oy that was a long one..
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Old 11-26-01   #43
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IMO, longer ones are better. Then you have lots of material to work with, and you can delete stuff at will. My problem is that I always have to little words to work with, and I'm always wracking my brain trying to come up with more crap.
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Old 11-27-01   #44
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that was great and i love it...as i do all your stuff. and it was a freakin long one too...but, i like the long ones. ok that sounds bad, but anyways. i will keep reading.
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Old 12-09-01   #45
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boys eat shit... thats the closest thing to a song I can come up with at the moment
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Old 12-24-01   #46
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yay I wroted another song! no more writers block!!


take my heart and hold me to you
but sometimes I pull away
please donít think that I donít love you
but I just question if youíll stay
Iíve been thrown out by many others
Iím cast aside and thrown away
I just want someone to hold onto
Iím just sick of games they play

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
I take your hand
and pull you to me
You take my heart
and pull it from me

I scratched my way up to the top
I just keep thinking I will drop
When they stole you I let them win
But now I took you back again

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection

Take my hand and hold me high
Maybe we can reach the sky
Please donít cast me out again
Please donít make me be your friend
I want you to feel the way I do
But donít be scared
If its not true

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
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Old 12-24-01   #47
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yay I wroted another song! no more writers block!! the beat is kind of a mix between "hey baby" by no doubt (Gwen Stefani is my personal hero) and umm.. I think its called "from the top to the bottom" by Linkin Park


take my heart and hold me to you
but sometimes I pull away
please donít think that I donít love you
but I just question if youíll stay
Iíve been thrown out by many others
Iím cast aside and thrown away
I just want someone to hold onto
Iím just sick of games they play

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
I take your hand
and pull you to me
You take my heart
and pull it from me

I scratched my way up to the top
I just keep thinking I will drop
When they stole you I let them win
But now I took you back again

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection

Take my hand and hold me high
Maybe we can reach the sky
Please donít cast me out again
Please donít make me be your friend
I want you to feel the way I do
But donít be scared
If its not true

Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
Its about that time
I took my turn
For the longest time
A passion burned
In fear of rejection
Scared of my reflection
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Old 01-08-02   #48
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idk what to call it

Why do I live in this body
Why canít I move as I please
Hopping in and out of your head
Knowing what you think of me
All my questions will be answered
All my fears will die away
When your mind is opened to me
When I know what I should say

I hate to be me
I want to read you
I wish it could be
So I wonít worry
I know that Iím wrong
But still I question
Oh why am I me
Why canít I be happy

Sometimes I lay awake on my bed
Thinking of what I did wrong
I rip apart all that I wonder
I bring it out of a cold grave
I bring back questions long since answered
I bring back fears that Iíve escaped
I ward off all that makes me smile
I bring back all that makes me hate

I hate to be me
I want to read you
I wish it could be
So I wonít worry
I know that Iím wrong
But still I question
Oh why am I me
Why canít I be happy

Why canít I just take back old times
When I never had a doubt aboard
When youíre around me the timeís a waste
When you leave it is too late
I hope you know Iíll always love you
I hope my sister never leaves
I hope my love will always be here
I hope my sanity will stay
I wish I didnít have to leave you
I wish I could bring you with me
I want to always be together
I want to stay in my escape
Iím lost whenever youíre not with me
And now you have to go away
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Old 01-08-02   #49
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very nice, a couple of them are over repetative but im sure its what the music calls for! keep it up
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Old 01-31-02   #50
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ok ppl.. I wrote 2 new poems in history today but they kinda suck so I am revising.. but be prepared.. haha.. well considering no one reads my stuff except Aaron and Devin then hey Aaron and Devin I am posting new poems soon so read them n shit k?
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Old 02-01-02   #51
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a poem about new school/friends

I sit in the back seat
I sit in the dark
I sit in the corner
I sit so damn far

I canít do what you do
I canít fit your mold
I canít find my place here
I canít make my world

You donít understand me
You donít know whatís there
You donít have the memories
You donít know how much I care

I donít like your habits
I donít like your thoughts
I donít like your needs
I donít like your wants

But you stay with me always
Until I am gone
To you Iíll be faithful
To you I wonít judge
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Old 02-01-02   #52
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a poem about myself.. and why I am a freak

Iíve been thrown off
Iíve been rejected
You broke me to pieces
Left unprotected

I donít know what kept me
From bringing the end
But I knew I was stronger
I knew you would bend

Even when I was thrown down
When you found someone else
I knew that you loved me
I know I would win

And now that I have you
And now that youíre mine
I remember the heartache
I remember the pain

I remember the pieces
Of my heart when they fell
I remember rejection
I remember my hell

So forgive my possession
Forgive my restraint
I throw a chain on you
To keep back my pain

I want to trust you
To give me to you
But the pain from the past
Canít be subdued

Another has told me
That I would have the world
But then I was thrown down
I was broken in two

It seems when I give up
When I take down my guard
Depression attacks me
It takes back the cards

Iíve never trusted people
The way that I should
I trust all the wrong ones
And push back the good

I try to hold back
I try to be fair
I know that you love me
I know that you care

Please understand me
When I question you
The reason I do it
Is fear that Iíll lose you
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Old 02-01-02   #53
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Old 02-01-02   #54
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*wanders in...reads all she's missed....takes up permenent residence...and waves to gemma* hihi...hmmm that last one was good... almost depressing.....but...kinda... not.....*shrugs*
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Old 02-03-02   #55
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*waves to beck and is glad she is back* yeah i know what you mean.. its kinda like.. well thats sad.. but like.. thats kinda mushy and cute.. but yeah thats sad now.. lol..


OH NO!! ITS THE BOOTY MONSTER AGAIN!! HE KEEPS FOLLOWING ME INTO THREADS!!! ( I ) AHHHH!!!!!
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yeah its kinda weird...
*screams*
da Bootay monster!! ahhhHhhhh!!!
*runs away*
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Old 02-27-02   #57
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song.. poem.. song.. poem.. I CAN'T DECIDE!!

I need to add on this.. but I like the way its starting out..

why did she have to leave you
in her she had my security
I don't want to make a decision
I don't want to fight my addiction
its been so long now
14 months to be exact
you were like an addiction
I had to hold myself back
if you ever reached for me
what would I do to you
one side of me cringes
my other half folds to you
I'll never take the same road twice
never retrace my steps
I don't even love you
you are just an addiction
get away from me
please please don't tempt me
I don't know how long
I can fight my addiction


this was meant to be a poem but I am thinking with some work it could be a song.. hehe
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Old 03-12-02   #58
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Gemma has a new theme song.. this is my current situation in a nutshell.. I swear alanis morisette is following me around..



"Hands Clean"

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
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