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Old 12-20-06   #2021
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hey Edge, things been rough for ya eh? well at least ya didnt chop a peice of your thumb off! LOL!


ru still in the army?
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Old 12-20-06   #2022
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[trying to drown my sorrow by eating a lot without even noticing it...it sucks.
Go me.[/quote]



be a man!!! drown your sorrows with hard liquor! just kiddin, though try to hit the gym believe me it will help, i started a body building program this year at UofC and my general stress/depression level has gone down drastically. but i get what you are saying i hate seeing couples happily in love and shit, waht the fuck makes them so special eh?
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Old 12-20-06   #2023
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I wish I could think like that but sadly I only feel bad for myself. This is what happens when you alienate yourself from the world.
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Old 12-28-06   #2024
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In the city I'm not used to that's full of dirt,
I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down
People pass by in a quick pace I ask "has their dreams
come true?" But I'm still struggling I want to
try living in the present rather than returning to my
childhood It's my nature to be a cowardIf I go to a sunny spot and stretch my arms out, I
wonder if I can go beyond the sky that's what I
thought The wings I use to fly away are still
invisible It's because it's not simple that I
can go on living I just picked up a wet puppy
and for a while, I laughed so much that tears spilled "I
want to be loved, I just want to be loved" is what I
said. It's no good just to ask for it When I
was a child, there were days when I hurt my mom badly I
want to change everythingI went to a sunny spot and
tried holding your hand tightly I will destroy that
place, that time so I can change my life But I
really can't express everything that's in my heart It's because it's not simple that I can go on
living I went to a sunny spot and spread out my map,
but I know... You know... that even the path of doubts
can't be helped I can change my lifeAll
the days that have passed make up the me that's here now It's because it's not simple that I can go on
living
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Old 06-30-07   #2025
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Hi. Isn't it strange that sometimes, we feel like we have no purpose in life, and then suddenly, something happens and we forget that thought, only to think about it later on?

It's weird how time flies.
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Old 02-18-08   #2026
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Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy



I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
with me!

GOD!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my fucking misery!

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!
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Old 08-09-08   #2027
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The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer no to avoid death
The answer yes would make it
Make it

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air
In the air

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Rachel pulled the trigger

How many will die
I will die
I, I will say yes

Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger

(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God
And I will pull the trigger
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Old 08-09-08   #2028
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So, here I am , once again dear journal...
Life has been quite different since last time.
I am now working two jobs, one that is quite demanding, one that helps people...and myself.
Time is a valuable thing they say, once you pass the mid 20 you should try and evaluate more..
What the hell, after all I am just a man with addictions. Better to be a workaholic than a brainless wow addict or something worse.
Seriously, I don't recognize me any more.
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Old 08-09-08   #2029
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Old 08-11-08   #2030
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Damn I'm feeling OLD !
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Old 01-26-09   #2031
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2009. Going on February. Living in a base for the time being.
Got to say, I am impressed with the American bases. Talked to a lot of people here.

I also played Fallout 3. Nice game.

I keep wondering in what level of humility I should try to reach to, in order to withstand the egotistical behaviour of people, including crushing my own. I really don't know, and I do not think faith can help with that.

Sigh.
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Old 01-26-09   #2032
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Hatsune Miku - Love is War

Painfully good.
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Old 02-08-09   #2033
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Thank you, I found her by accident!

Sunday, 8th February 2009.

Life here is....boring. Work work, and no play. But we get paid more than well, so I can't complain. If only I could get along with everyone. Everytime I try too, its just not worth it.
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Old 02-25-09   #2034
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It's funny how emotions can take hold of you. Both possitive and negative ones. You always say to yourself: "I need to stay calm, and focus" , and the more you say it, the worse you become.
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Old 12-02-09   #2035
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It's funny how emotions can take hold of you. Both possitive and negative ones. You always say to yourself: "I need to stay calm, and focus" , and the more you say it, the worse you become.

yeah i can relate to that alot. it is so obvious when im mad or upset i begin to spaz out its insane
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