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Old 05-13-05   #141
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I've been having a rough go of it lately. I think I have a big problem with something that would normally be a positive character trait in people. When things are bad, I don't let them get to me. Normally, this would be a great thing. But I think in me it sort of spawns a lack of motivation to make things not bad. Which is bad. Things are... horrible if I really am honest. I mean, I cry myself to sleep at night. I find myself wishing all the time that someone would just care. That someone would just be nice and not talk shit. That someone would want to JUST hold me. I constantly wonder when it will happen again, if it will be a little incident, or something major. I constantly have to tell myself I deserve more, that I'm worth more, but the survival instinct kicks in, and I just deal with it. It's not cool and I don't think I should have to feel like this everyday. And yeah, it sucks. I never want to complain or bitch, or I guess really even talk about my 'feelings' with the few friends that I do have. It's just weirdness. Maybe all the bullshit is correct. Who knows, maybe I am all those things. Fuck, I'm such a loser.
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Old 06-05-05   #142
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I now have over 100 refferals (108 to be exact). I think I should get a cookie.
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Old 06-06-05   #143
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Old 06-06-05   #144
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