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Old 07-15-02   #46
Demon's Eclipse
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How do I live with myself now? How do I tell myself to get over it and move on? Holding a secret inside means nothing to the outside world, but it will sooner or later tear me apart once again, I'll give in, lose all once again, then wish to die? I never understood myself...never understood love. I am broken. I feel broken. Nothing makes me happy anymore, but to see him happy. Why does it hurt so much, why could I have just died so long ago, when I had the guts to cut deep, why couldn't have the drink taken me away....why do I have to live like this?

just wish i'd sleep and never wake.
There's no need to cover an internal problem with an external fix.
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