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Old 11-10-04   #18
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06/07/04 -- Hails Eternal
 
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ive had occasional dreams where i wasn't.. "myself". but someone else in my body. those are the fucking worst..

i remember i had a dream one time where i was a real fucking monster.. for some reason or another this little 90 pound teenage girl (who i subtly remember as being my "sister in law" or something) did something very menial that annoyed me, and i suddenly lashed out and blasted her in the face. she was on the ground and i kicked her until she didn't move anymore, until i had quite literally caved her chest in. then i remember a change of scenes and i was crying, holding on to someone.. ive never held someone like that, i dont know who it was.

i woke up completely disgusted, and just a little moisty-eyed..
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Now that the wind called my name,
And my star had faded now hardly a glimpse up in the empty space,
And the wise One-Eyed Great Father,
In the sky stilled my flame.

For the ones who stood me near,
And you few who were me dear,
I ask of thee to have no doubts and no fears.

For when the great clouds fill the air,
And the thunder roars from O, so far away up in the sky,
Then for sure you will know that I have reached the joyous halls up high.
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