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Old 10-01-03   #1
SyntheticMartyr
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Further Down to Nothingness

Yes this has been a crappy week, even a crappy month.... oh screw it! it's a crappy year..... I find myself crawling down a dark stairwell of total failure and in doing so put myself in probably the biggest rut in my life..... I keep saying to myself there has got to be something missing, There is something I am not doing right... there has got to be something more than this. Trouble is I don't know what I'm missing.... I feel cold..... but I can't give in not yet.... I feel the need to do something drastic something just out of my normal routine.... not just for a day.... but perhaps a week. It's like an itch i just can't scratch and I don't know the exact place where it itches so it makes me unnerved.
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