I want to buy a few horses

I miss owning my babies. I gave them up to move with my boyfriend, we are living in Toronto now, but when our lease is up we are moving out a bit so i can get a horse. I've whined for 3 years about wanting a horse. I've waited a long time
I'll never forgive myself for giving up my horses, I pine every day about it...I'm a sook. When I get back to Australia I want to set up a rehabilitation clinic for horses sent to slaughter, buy them and rehabilitate them and resell them to loving homes. The racing industry makes me sick....blergh,
I miss riding so much, last time i went riding was about a year ago, I rode a clydesdale on the beach it was awsome