i think mine would have to deal with my parents. like i'm the only girl in the family, and who is still living at home. hench who is a 23 year old and not some fucking child. they are not mommy and daddy, they are mom and dad now.... i want them to stop treating me as if i'm dependent. and its hard to get that across them that i'm an adult and not some child. if they could stop treating me this way and holding my life back, and not letting me live it....... then i would be happy. but i'm not good at speaking up to them. since they have power and i don't. so starting all this week i'm going to have to stomp my foot on the ground so it could get there attention. that would make me happy in life.

good on you

but i already know where i am... now i want an equal. a goddess if you will. an anime/gaming/philosophy freak in a balent trademarked body (perhaps a little lighter in the chest... christ that guy's obsessed with boobs)


its hard/easy to find god when you're a solipsist. the hard part is finding and respecting a counterpart.

when you create a universe full of dualities and are yourself a singularity, paradox occurs.

Let me try a new answer to this question: Personal meaning.

By the time a person is an adult--depending on their emotional maturity,I'd say between 16 and 23--ey have a functional meaning of life. They all ready have an unconscious system for knowing values, knowing purpose, creating meaning. This is, simply put, their meaning of life.

A happy person is a person whose meaning of life works. And unhappy person is a person whose meaning of life cannot explain or dull the sting of financial, spiritual or psychological crises.

I lost the meaning in my life (least for now)....my wife

I know it properly wasn't the best thing, but it was......
I'm always looking for a distraction, but too damn often my distractions are distracted by thoughts of her.