here i sit crying myself to sleep once again. simply because i hate people, i limit my contact with people i don't know to a max of 30 minutes a day. usually not saying a word to people outside my family for days on end. wish they were all dead....

Am I a horrible person, because I was just laughing?

no, i was laughing too

there are times when i laugh too. pathetic.

This is always the topic of the Advice forum. Go there.

didnt they tell you? depression is not normal, everyone else is happy, you should just end it all...

and this is why billy will make a great guidence counselor.

i hate people too. I carnt stand them and hate contact with most of them except my closest family.......But if you want cash to survive you have to put it to teh back of your mind and walk amongst them.

im not depressed.......i just realise that most people are nasty, selfish, ignorant and crap...thats life

telling "suicidal" teens to do it kill themselves usually solves the problem because it puts them on the spot and they cant do it so they shut up about it because they know they cant do it and everyone else knows too.... and if they DO do it... well they had bigger problems anyway.

id do it. gimme a gun.

Meh, I hate pretty much everyone, Billy included And I'm quite sure he hates me so it works out just fine. But I just go through my life clinging to the poeple that don't eat total cock. Although the number of people that fit that catagory isnt to high. However, what I don't do is freak out and cry about it. I mean thats life the world and most people in it suck balls, they are ignorant, plain and simple So heres my advice. Get over yourself and get the fuck outta your house. Find people that don't suck and stick to them. Aside from that you could only kill yourself because the world isnt gonna change.

i'm just wondering how you people get through life, wishful of some plain answers to my question rather than judgements.
admittedly, i know i can't kill anyone as if i could my raper would be dead, but instead i'm hopeful he'll be electrocuted as he's currently a marine electrician (had a real close call once). maybe i just hate people because i have never been in need. who cares. the simple point is that crying helps me more than the rain helps the grass.

It's called "struggling".
Unless you have a 'perky' gene in which case it's called "cloud-sailing".
I wake up, go to college, study, laze about in my free periods, study some more, come home, sometimes go to work/cook dinner/clean the house up/watch a film, go to sleep and then do it all over again the next day.
It's monotony- it's life, no-one is completely happy every day of their lives.

well in teh case of a rapeist.....you may not be allowed to kill someone (but only because it isnt the time or place) but you can certainly hospitalize them...or even better...break them and leave teh fear inside them, no one is unbeatable, youd be surprised what a club can do.....

i wouldnt advocate suicide to anyone and i wouldnt tell someone to do it to call there bluff because theres always someone who will. ive personnally helped a familiy member close to me out of suicide over the years and it's no small thing or anything to laugh at. The strongest people can fall down that hole and see no other way out. Vice versa alot of dumbass kids think it's cool (i twatted one at colledge). youve just got to remember times change, the world is always moveing and people change - death is simply not an option

priest actually has a point......theres always someone in more need than you. Most oftenly it,s my family or animals. People see me as strong because i dont mind stopping in teh middle of a path and moveing a worm so it doesnt get trod on.....because i pull over going round a busy round about and leap out....grabbing teh hedgehog about to be squished and move it over into teh feilds...i dont care what others think im doing or what i am at the time because im saveing a life or helping, but then i know im not strong as i sit at home deeply embroiled in my illustrating to avoid people??

theres always someone who needs you

if you want advice and answers, go to the advice forum, it's the only place where people don't (only) judge you and give you shit. but, personally, i think you deserve it, you're pathetic. i don't know why, you just come across as some weak, spineless loser who deserves to be pointed at and laughed at when they walk down the street.

oh, and 'theporngoblin', why do you use 'teh', it's stupid

not half as stupid as your post dash...really what was teh point of turning around and saying something so bluntly nasty about someones pain weather it was true or not. certainly everyone is entitled to think and feel how they want but being a git just shows yourself up.

and my spelling the as teh all teh time is just some subconsous thing as i type fast since i dont spend long online

just like spelling 'whether' weather? i don't give a flying fuck about you or ms. cry-baby who started this post, it's my right to feel superior to weak, spineless losers like you and i'll display it as i see fit.

hahahah superior, no wonder your logic is soo topsy turvy cumming from down under. If you dont care why bother posting that message...oh yeah because YOUR actually the dependant one who needs the attention. Look at yourself and see whos really weak

what we have here still are a group of malignant pricks lekking about.... perhaps that could explain the mere 30 posts in 2.5 years... que sera sera