Okay. Call me paranoid, but I feel like I have to shut my trap around people I'm associated with. Like the girls at work and friends I'm just getting to know.

Talk about judge-fuckin'-mental.

Being a whole-hearted Gemini, I would really like to express myself in ways that aren't overly popular. Y'know, like spitting on somebody when they scare me or barking like a dog when I'm happy. Only I'm stuck in a town where "alternative" just isn't healthy for a thirty year old woman. Where being a robot is the only thing that will get you to the top...no matter if you spent the night laying the boss or not. You have to follow authority rules and regulations and you have to play 'pass-the cheese' to fit in.

I'M NOT LIKE THAT!!!

All I want to be is myself. But I do want to grow in this life, I have every right to do so. But it's like if I say something that expresses who I am as a fun-loving kalideoscopic Gemini, then everybody's like,....
"Oh, that's not how we are, honey..."

Fuck you.

So, guys...what do I do? I'm sick and tired of playin' the fuckin' robot game!

make evil art expressing your rage and hate for them.

"to care what others think is to be controlled by them" - Voltaire

this is quick becuase I'm just about to leave for work, excuse any typos

Fuck what everyone thinks about you, and surround yourself with people who make you happy and won't judge. Sure, it may be hard at first.. but you don't need a million friends, just a small tight knitt group of like-minded people who share the same interests. And if these people who are judging you happen to be your "friends", screw 'em and dump 'em just as quick.. it's not worth sacrificing your own personal happiness. Plus, they aren't your true friends if they cannot accept who you are.

Unfotunately, with the corpolitical system in todays world, you need to be a well fit little "cog in the machine". I've had jobs where I have to not voice my opinions on politics, religion, or hell.. what kind of music I listen to. It's Work.. I've learned that they are two complete worlds. If you happen to find a place where you can be who you are, that's great! Fantastic! But, most jobs will stifle creativity and self-expression in an effort to create consistency.. "we don't want any free thinkers out there... hell, they might start unionizing!!!" sorry, free flow ranting at the moment In short: your friends pissing you off? Get new friends... your job choking you? If you can afford it, get a new job or just find little acceptable ways to express yourself at work. You can always change your current situation.. it's when you believe that you're stuck and you'll never get out, that despair kicks in and starts to wear you down.

I hope most of this makes sense, I was typing way too fast.

*goes to work* *poof*

Yeah, I'm sure you're like that because you're a Gemini. I've always thought that I act the way I do because of the month and day on which I was born; when you think about it, that's like... so fuckin' influential. In my opinion, why should I even bother developing mentally and emotionally? I'm always gonna act the way that everyone who was born on May 4th acts. It's a real bitch. Of course, my ex was born one day later than I was, and she's very different from me, so even one day can make a huge difference.

God, I fuckin' hate astrology. But yeah, I didn't read the rest of your post. I stopped after the Gemini bit.

People pass judgement on others all the time... I don't give a shit, I don't care what they think of me if I don't do girlie shit or I go to gino bars wearing a ripped t-shirt and baggy ripped jeans... I don't even give a shit what other say about the way I am... If I cared about my self image (to the point of being female and doing girlie stuff and wearing the tight pants and the frills and stuff like that), I would be a gino and I would not have met the insane cool people that I have.

Im going to be this way till the day I die. Who cares what others think? Yeah, I do want to be pretty, have the perfect body, have all the money... But not because other people have that standard in society... I want that for me... Bollocks to anyone who changes or curbs to others.... You people shouldn't even be living because your not even doing it for yourself...

Man I should go grab some coffee... Don't drink because others hand you booze... Its bad and it makes you talk kakka....

*sappy cheese* I love you guys. Thanx for calming the storm within...

Hey, (antihero)...woah. Good point. Wish I coulda thought that way before my family fucked me up. Ah, what the hell. I like blaming my egotistical whack-job life on account of me being a Gemini. Thanks for the perspective...

As for the rest of the manic robots out there in my world...BITE ME! *evil canned laughter*
As of now, my new hobby is trying to fit perfectly manicured nails that type (faster than I do) for a living into lawnmower engines...

Some might say that our specialty is handling the more important questions in life like "Whats that dog doing in my cellar," and "How many cashews are in a potato?" But the real pride of our work blinds you with radiation in it's infinite wiseness, in reality, we started creating the sun as a crossword puzzle in 1964, since then, it has blossomed into the solar God that it is today, making sure each and every one of us has enough water to sleep at night, thank God for rainbows, no, no thank God for caterpillars, and live freely like worms should. ice day.

bark like a dog around me because you are happy and i'd deem you retarded and buy you a helmet.

I'm with Simon on this one.. mostly because.. I'm wankered again.

Buy me a helmet and I'll make sure it fits you...I could do it. I'm only a few miles from you. Owensboro, honey. *smootchies* RUFF RUFF!

Hey, Simon? Just how many cashews ARE in a potato? *blink, blink*

You're a few miles from me???

I'm judging Kal to be a dumbass...

On what basis?

this thread...

what? that is the most random fucking statement i've ever read. what in the hell would make you want to bark like a dog? do you drag your ass across the carpet when you're angry?

hahahahahahaha! Classic!

This thread grates on me a little.

'I can't say shit to real people'?

Why not?

This is only a valid complaint when you are sixteen and the world doesn't take you seriously, and tells you to shut up when you vent.

You want to bark like a dog? Do, it. What's the worst that can happen?
You can't be sectioned for things like that, so why worry?

And if you get worms and need to scratch your butt on the carpet like Arsinik said, do it, then take yourself off to the vets.

The world is full of characters, eccentrics, no one is stopping you being one except you.

thatz actually a purdy good goddamn point......but you gotta remember man, think back to when you were a teenager....i know i was purdy angsty and against the world and i thought i was all alone and uber-special-like......wait a minute, i'm still kinda angsty and against the world and alone (in the sense that i'm single) and uber-special-like....WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!

anywho, strike all that shit.....but seriously, bein' a teenager....gah, that shit sux man.....let her whine and bitch and moan and feel repressed and shit....she'll grow out of it....we all did

Check the first post, I believe she's thirty.
Hence the opinion.