"i hate school dances. people there are such fucking assholes. "
i did too... in fact i hated everyone in my highschool... i wasnt picke don or teased or anything... i just have a general contempt for everybody... especially the "popular" kids who i knew would be waxing my boots and washing my car as i got older.. and hey i know a few of them right now that do that stuff...
"i hate being in high school."
While i miss SOME things like certain teachers and the fact that everything is so careless and i had all my friends under one roof i for the most part hated highschool as well.. i especially hated taking honors and AP classes because they were CHOCK full of leechers and cheaters who never got caught... and i had to get my grades the honest way because i was too stubborn to stoop to thier level
but hey.... that shit ends right quick once school ends and you get to opening day at college.. youre SO going to be pumped up and ready to go.. highschool sucks but when its done shit gets WAY bettter.
"i hate talking to a psychotherapist."
i had to talk to a therpest one time... i told him i thought psychology was bullshit, his job was a farse, and his only real contribution to society was to shift blame from the people with no responsibility to inanimate objects...like genetics or society... he quickly told me i didnt appear ot need to see a therepist anymore.
"i hate having clinical depression."
Something you just got to deal with... although i would advise working through it naturally and NOT with medication which is just a ploy drug companise like hoffman and Laroche put into kids to keep thir wallets fat... i mean youre a teen and in highschool youre supposed to be somewhat overwhelmed and depressed... it clears up though.
"i hate taking meds for my depression."
i would actually suggest NOT taking them... people have a tendency to shift blame (doctors especially) from reality to a disease or whatever and are only to quick to charge your insurance company hundreds of dollars for monthly drug shipments... its all capitolist evil.... i would suggest not taking them and learn to work through your gloom naturally.
"i hate being overweight, even if i am not as fat as i believe myself to be."
If you got a few extra ponds thats nothing that eating better and jogging wont cure within a month or two... if you THINK youre fat and youre not maybe you need to force yourself to realize that everyone thinks that and not to cover up.. workout work hard and ask other honest people for opinions... if they say youre not bad.. i woudl suggest going to the beach in a bathing suit... when people come on to you it builds self esteem and youll begin to change that internal image of yourself.
"fuck it...i hate life itself at the moment"
Half the battle is not dwelling on what makes you sad, but dwelling on what makes you happy... recognize the bad shit as crap on your to do list that needs to be fixed up... no problem is forever...especially when youre in highschool.... you have NO idea how quickly youll say to yourself.. WHAT WAS I THINKING!!! when you get out of highschool and are getitng more independant ad on your own in college..
