i hate my homophobic father who, just this past weekend, reinforced my belief that i'm not ready to come out to him about being gay yet. i also hates when he pretends he's this perfect dad and all, then goes on some long rant about nothing important and won't fucking shut up about it, like when he found out about my tattoo, lol.

I am really starting to hate being away from family. I need a break from work. But I am afraid to go back to Oregon. Not really sure why though....

maybe what you need is a vacation away from nc but not in oregon, like we could plan a trip somewhere

Canada!

blame Canada?

hey, i happen to like Canada!

Hmmm canada sounds fun. I want to go to Guam though, or Ireland, which I can catch a hop for like 10 bucks for the nearest stop to Ireland. That'd be awesome. But... I am poor. I just want to come to Oregon and stay with Jarod for a few days, sleep in his room, be like how simple it was to be his when I lived there. He'd leave and I'd sleep and when he got back, we'd play. Then I could visit BLUE!!! And Nick if he's nice to me, go down to see my lovely lady in Corvallis and just relax. That'd be nice.

i despise conservative, snotty, rich kids who go to my high school and harass me because i'm 'goth' and not at all like them.

yes, thats one of the reasons why I hated high school....


and d, I would love that!

I hate people that whine about their problems all the time. Suck it up and deal with it.

but people are going to whine no matter what there is no way that you could stop them. come people need to whine about something. what good would it do you not to whine about something. cause people would whine about something once and would never have to deal with it again. most of us on here that is.

fuck sorry how i didn't type that well.

At least those who whine a lot come here to bitch....that way in the real world they don't bother people as much. I do that here so I sit in silence and stare at stupid people all day. That's military for you.

yay for military....um yeah....

*sigh* Grrr I wanna go home. My shoulder's killing me!

I'm sorry hun, ice it when you get home, it will help

Geh.


Fucking work. Staying late... fuck!

[quote=Demon's Eclipse]At least those who whine a lot come here to bitch....that way in the real world they don't bother people as much.

i agree with you on that one demon_eclipse. that is what i do. i come here to bitch about something ONCE. then when i'm done with the bitching. i'll move on. at least the bitching that we do here will give the people from the real world a break. besides what would the world be like if we didn't have a certian place to bitch at? that to me would be nerve racking.

also i'm going to try not to bitch as much. i'm going to hold in all of my bitching and berry it and not even bother to deal with it anymore. even though that is not a healthy thing for a person to do. but i'm going to do it anyways. i'm going to try and start that this week. if it goes by VERY well this week. then i'll have it carry on. so no more journals or anything that from shy shy.

but it was FUN TO READ!!!