Ok, now this message I am writting on behalf of myself, not amy... ok mr. medator, I made my own name. I don't know why that thread was closed like that, but, anyhow... No this is not a hoax and I don't understand how those of you that are calling it that even bother responding to it. I don't have the energy to fight about it, my main purpose of doing this to begin with was to learn a little bit more about my sister. And, sadly, THIS IS HER "REAL WORLD". For those of you doubting: OF COURSE WE HAVE SIMILAIR WRITTING STYLES, I AM HER SISTERRR. SO WHAT OTHERS HAVE LIED ABOUT THIS BEFORE, WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH THIS??? HAVEN"T PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD LIED ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS??? HELL, JUST SO YOU FEEL STUPID, E-MAIL ME AND I"LL GIVE YOU ALL THE INFO TO PROVE IT. THIS WAS NEVER ABOUT 'TELLING EVERYONE' OR WHATEVER. THIS IS ABOUT MY SISTER (WHO IS FRIENDS WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE IN HERE) BEING IN THE HOSPITAL. FORGIVE ME THAT I DON'T KKNOW VERY MUCH ABOUT HOW TO CHECK HER BUDDY LIST OR PMING. Whatever, this is not fake. All I wanted was hopefully some support for MYSELF and a few kind words for Amy. I thought this was a site about "support" and "advice" and "friendships". OH, AND ABOUT THAT WHOLE "I SHOULD GET OFF THE COMP AND GO LOOK INTO HER REAL LIFE, BLAH BLAH... THIS ISSSSS HER REAL LIFE, THIS IS WHAT SHE DOES. SHE GOES ON THIS SITE ALL THE TIME. AND THE FACT THAT SHE LEFT IT LOGGED ON MY COMPUTER, LEADS ME TO BELIVE THAT SHE WANTED ME TO LOOK. I WOULD GO BE WITH HER IF I COULD, BUT, I CAN'T. NOT UNTIL TOMMORW.... Also, I guess I wanted to make a point that kid's "threating and whinning" aren't always full of shit as some of you think. Oh, and please don't ban her name, it's not HER fault that I thought you all would like to know what happened to her....


PS... For those who have no idea what I am rambling about, check out the advice part under Alisha again and Sad News...

Oh, and I never ment to "make a spectical" of myself about all this, or embarass Amy, maybe I should have never posted that first one, but, I did and it's too late...

i have called

we're all liars, pet.... its just a matter of what we choose to lie about.

Ok, I don't need this agravation, however, I will tell you that you need to chill, cuz this is for real and the medators are checking on it right now. Amy's in the hospital and all your snide little comments that you think are so funny, are just gonna blow up on you. I don't wish to be your enemy on this site, but, you do however need to wake up, cuz this is not some fucking hoax. I am sorry you all have seen that in the past, but it's not the case this time. Pushing someone's problems aside as a joke, just because of the actions of others is both stupid and immature. As is unnessarilly being a bitch to someone who's already haveing a tough time. If you don't care about my sister or don't belive her or just plain old wanna be a bich, than please, just don't post anymore...
Oh, and yes, I know I am a bad speller. And, I am on NY time and I get off at 4, so check the IP on the posts I made before 4 pm my time........ see...different IP. Thank you.

Oh, and I wanted to tell you, errantrogue, aside from the fact that you seem to be a real jerk sometimes, you dont' seem that bad. I do have to admit that I admire your flair for writting...

you expect people to take your word for fact when all you are to use is a persona of someone on the net. come on, if we have been lied to in the past about this shit then why would we bother taking yet another story form someone that it be true if by chance no one is friends with her offline and knows that she did it and can back up the story. I know a few people around here who have had issues and not have someone come to this board and tell us. do not think that your only person to ever get flamed on here for this and i know why Dy closed the thread. if this shit gets postedon the forum and it isn't fact then the chnaces are that you've just hurt someone who might actually care about this. this is a message board and not everything is taken seriously. i am not flaming you, i'm telling you the truth and aspect of life on the internet.

thank you and have a nice day.

yes, i do so love to writt...

heh...

one thing this site needs is a speel checker.

Egh, Yeah, I know, I am a horriable speller... Oh well, lol. But, yeah, I don't know if she knows anyone for here outside of this site except maybe xxiamevilxx, but I don't know if she really KNOWS her, but, they do chat online, I guess. That's about all I know. But, my point is that, okay, others have lied about this before, but, that doesn't mean that you should just shove it aside everytime someone says it, because it does reallly happen, IT DID REALLY HAPPEN... and, I am SURE Amy's not the ONLY ONE OFF THIS SITE THAT HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE. I don't know, I am thinking that I probley shouldn't have put it all out to you all, but at the time that I did it, it seemed like a good thing to do. Maybe this is one of those things that you shouldn't talk about outside the family. But, I am hoping this isn't all in vain, maybe it'll prove that this kind of thing obviously happens and that maybe we all, (not just this site, but in life in general) need to pay a little more attention and not just throw someones words aside as "whinning" or "lieing". ( I am talking to myself, too here. I should have paid more attention, I guess I just thought it was "normal depression".) Anyway..... I wanna go see her so bad, just to know she's ok and not stuck in some room crying by herself. My mom said it's really nice there though, like it's own little community. You can earn points for "money" to use at their store and get your hair done. They do your school and everything right there. It's gonna be really hard though... she's like 3 hours away and will be there about 45 days, depending on her progress and how our parents feel.... Ugh, I am suppose to be working and my mind just keeps wondering.... (I work on the computer, just so you all know.)

Capital letters REALLY DO A GOOD JOB OF EMPHASIZING what it is you NEED TO SAY. Without them, I'D HAVE NO IDEA what EMPHasis should placed on WHAT parts of your sentences. Thank you SO MUCH FOR MAKING IT EASIER!!!!!!!!!!!

And, to digress a bit: if somebody is dependent on Darkforum that much, then it is a problem. A big one.

Yes, I agree COMPLETELY..... I guess that this was the only place people "understood" her... I don't know.....

i agree with (antihero). you seem nice and if this was a gag then wupty fucking do. people on here seem to get worked up about this shit and i don't know why. i guess they feel violated. haven't read the other thread yet but whatever it is i hope she comes out ok. also if you could condense that text down to some paraphrasing for those of us with to short of attention spans to make it all the way through................

this is my goddamn life y'no, all I do is come on here all the time, I dont work or eat or sleep..

if this is true, then send her best wishes from Sybelle and hope she gets better soon.

i know some people around here who would actually take days fof from work just to post on DF. that's borderline sick.

Well, I see the attraction the boards have, like being able to speak freely and haveing people (for the most part) try to understand and be supportive. But, I think for Amy it probley had a lot to do with where we live. We live in a really, really small town in upstate, NY, and she's a little different. (Well, we all are, but we live in cow country over here.)

I will agree with you there I only get paid for the precise hours I work so I couldnt afford to do that, even if I was that mad as to want to.

lol, cow country. I dont know why thats funny but I dont see too many cows. Check your PMs.

Who is "Amy"?

check the advice board icy.

Amy's my sister... icp in me forever. She's a regular in here. Read Sad News under Advice.
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