How's my favorite board today?
Do you know what makes me ill? Why people would get all hyped up on the Internet about what they think someone should be like even though they have no idea of whom the are?
Have you noticed a lot of people are on this and only a few people will actually respond to anything? What are the other people doing? Just watching and judging I imagine.
It's not like there is anything saying this is some kind-of hang-out for famous people. I'm not sure, but Sire looks like a regular kind-of guy as so do most of the patrons. It baffles me that someone will read some chatty posts that are much like reading your e-mail. (Atleast, it is for me) and get all bent out of shape.
It is hard to say exactly what it is that brings nasty people to the surface. I've heard it is low self esteem.
I can kind-of relate, but it is the nuance. I mention that I formerly had a problem with anerxia. It would be safe to assume that I am no longer bone thin. I could offer some advise and recovery is not fun. Having extra people that would like to push me over the edge to see if I'm telling the truth is about assinine.
In fact, what kind-of dildoe does sh*t like that? I'm 26 and can still fit into misses sizes. I had to change my obsession to something else, but I have bad memories. Balooning up. One time I accidently caught myself in a glass window and thought I was a monster. Another time, I was doing a runway show and this new little 14 year old was was thinner than me. It pissed me off. I think about going back and seeing if I was really as huge in the after show picture as I think I was. I don't know. It's memories.
