i have no idea what to post about. i have used all my life as topics, and no one is interesting enough to get something going with on darkforum. everyone has the same story, or the same bullshit baggage. damn, i can see why everyone hated me so much. i bitched more than them, and they are getting anoying now. to me. anoying to me!!!!
the kid who bitches about everyfucking thing in this world. just sht the fuck up and get over yourselves. i am so sick of all your petty highschool shit, and so sick of all the shit in my life.

you all want some advice? here it is, straight form the mouth of hell. dont give up shit for anyone, ot anyone, for any reason. love wil get you nothing but hurt, thus is why it is love. giving up things will only lead to the following effects i your pathetic worthless lives...

1. bitching about nothing.
2. bithcing to people who dont care about reasons above.
3. seeking help from the internet..pathetic.
4. hurt
5. left withought love/ hurt.
6. trying to kill yourself will become your only waking happiness, and therefore, instead of wasting all our tiome with this shit about how your life sucks, just fucking off yourselves instead.
7. returning hours later crying about this to someone.

the message i am trying to get to all of you, is that no one gives a fuck. no one here actualy knows any of you. no one here actualy cares. if you want help, bitch to your parents. if your parents are the reason, bitch to your siblings. if they are to blame, tell it to your doctor. eventualy you will end up on meds and feeling ten times better, or they will have no effect and you will try to kill yourselves again, or waste our time, our precious time and breathe on your bullshit.

in the words of shaggy2dope, "DO IT! DO IT FUCKER!"

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT. how do i get all you bitching motherfuckers to move on withought bothering us? i dont. i have to listen to this shit every fucking time i come on forum. 8 1/2 hours of my day wasted listening to people liek me depress me with the same shit i drove people crazy with. just get over it. if you cant, then turn into charles manson and fucking eat people. its just that simple............... deal, or die.

The good thing about forums is that you can choose not to listen. The thing that's pissing you off is only doing so because you allow it to, and as a result, you've managed to become another bitcher to a world that, as you say, doesn't give a shit. You really should practice what you preach.

i practice what i preach, when i believ half the bullshit that comes form my mouth. i spent the last 3 years bitching about stupid, little shit, and now i am looking around, and people are nit-picking thier fights over dumb fucking shit.....jeezus christ.

i am merely bitching about this whole thing because i am sick of people taking everything they have for granted and then worrying so much about all the little shit in life.

"he wont date me, i gained 3 lbs how can i get rid of it? does anyone know where i can go to get this nigger dick pulled from my ass"

how about you fucking people start to think about the bigger picture here. you are alive, and you are all so young. you need to realize that little shit wont matter in the long run, and if you dwell on it you will drive yourself so deep into depression your all going to kill yourselves. yes i would be punished for possibly helping drive you thier, but i also think i would be refrained from this action nbecause i tried to open your eyes to other things. worry about nothing exept the exceptional. if thiers someone you want to date, think about it on your won time and dont come running here for advice. if you wanna kill yourself, then go to a fucking clinic or talk to your parents. and to all you mommy's and daddy's, boys and girls out thier. suck my dick when someone gets better than you. you dinged your car, or you are gonna sue someone for some dumb shit. your gonna press a harrasment suit on some kid because you fucked with him, and now he wants to date you....please, grow the fuck up. if i see one more dumb post like that ill kill my fucking self. you all want some shit to relate how bad your life is (you think) to how bad mine is....


were you all abandoned by your mother at the age of 3. how about malested and abused from ages 5 to 10. watched your family die, while you coudl do nothing but get angry and depressed. (father, aunt, uncle, cousins, siblings) or how about loose everything you ever knew to be real in your life. fell in love and got left behind fo some asswhole. how about, living off the income of your freinds when they can spare it. a meal here and there when they bring it over for you. i starve in this house while youa ll bitch about your hair, and your non-existent love affairs. i waste away with no way out, and you all still bitch about the dumbest shit. if your life is so horrible, fucking trade me.... give me your fucking name and social security card number and ill be you.. see how you like living my hell.

fucking pricks....die, all of you.

If you're starving, how do you get internet access?

it gets turned off in a few days. i try to be on as long as possible so that i use up as many of the hours as possible. in a few days it will be gone. then i will be starving and bored. we only have this crappy ass comp because of me....i saved and the baught it with my fucking money...then i got fired. then my mom got fired, and the my step lost his job, and we have been living like sanford and son since....

Is it hard to get employment?

i got no car to get around. i live in cow town.... nothing but bars, so yes. getting a job sucks for me and my family. my mom can get jobs easy, but she is lazy and never stays with one more thana month anyway...... ame with step, wastes all his money on drugs, so i suffer and starve while he and her get high. trust me, i dont bicth withought reason...

that's the fastest i've ever scrolled through a thread.

I tend to scroll through long flirty ones faster... they get so boring.

Did you really have to quote ALL that?

Yes.

you're upset with people that complain about their lives when their lives are better than yours by comparison. but then somebody that has it worse than you has the right to get pissed and rant at you too.
or maybe complaining is assinine, no matter how justified you are.
you need to relax and find a way out of your situation. and surfing a forum where all people do is complain.. that's not the ticket. take hiatus alright? that's step one. can you try to get a job and find your own two feet again?

you're depressed, you're angst-ridden. and i understand why. but i don't understand what you're doing to help yourself.

i have been doing as much as possible in this hell whole. i talk to therapists, i walk to everyplace that offers a job, but i dont have transportation so none of them think i am reliable. i cant go anywhere....the only place i usually go is offlimits to me, so i am stuck in this hell whole. my grandmother is the reason this is all happening now. if she didnt kick me out, i would still have a warm house, food, and be in a regular high school.

maybe i just need to come up with a full-proof way to kill her.

as for the people less fortunate than me, maybe if i find a way to help myself get better, or someone who can help me, i can turn them onto the idea as well. who's to say were not all waiting for the answer. i know, if anyone has it, i would appreciate it right about now. im 17, no food....i repeat, NO FOOD. utilities are about to get shut off, and then i will be real miserable. i seriously, in all honesty dont think i willlive through another week or two withought food scource, and human contact to keep me occupied.

*sharpens razors*

if that happens, my whole family somehow blames me. we have unlimited time on the phone, but somehow my time on the internet costs to much. exscuse me, whha??? so, i either put myself back in WPIC mental clinic and miss my first night of school, or i stay home, depressed, hugry and alone.

It's funny.... in your thread about how much you hate whiners now, you managed to do an awful lot of whining.

yah, thats because i didnt realize how bad i was.... now anything i have to bitch about is minimal, and or very serious. these people bitch for the dumbest reasons....

*refers to examples above*

"Hello! Im the frying pan... I call the kettle black...." I honestly never get any satisfaction from flaming you... Mainly bacause your just so.... Bland... Lame... Flat.... And other boring things... You just piss me off with your lameass comments and whining... Your like the cardigan of the alternative subculture... Your a boring poser that likes to feed from others attention and think that your actually funny when someone is ripping the piss from you.... Your lame... I just wish that you wouldn't fane your depression and just kill yourself instead of being a pansy ass fuckwad....

i prey your children grow up with a little more heart and respect than you... if not, gods help them...

I hope you aren't stupid enough to continue making comments about my skills as a parent without realising.