....have considered for the book, Now I don't care if U think Ure stuff is the worst shit in the world or the greatest ever, I want at least two poems from everyone who has a thread in the poetry forum , so get movin

No other posts and suggestions and questions belong in this here thread, CLEAR, GOOD.

Don't stop for this disgrace
Spare me no pocket change
Look away, your disgusted face
I am far beyond pity
I am not worth this space
Cast your thoughts away
Leave me lie in my decay
Pass me by in your sin
As I die from within
Look away my tainted friend
In this heart nothing mends

not so bad

it's not so bad
without you here
everything's the same
as when you were near
my bed was empty then
as it is still
fell in love with an illusion
against my own will
a make-believe story
of you by my side
washed away with our memories
in the rising tide
all the disappointments
i kept them all inside
now my eyes see
you took me for a ride
i will miss you so
i'll try not to be sad
to live without your kiss
.....can't be that bad

you came to me in my dreams
long before i saw your face
in my dreams a love so simple
it became real when we met
weeping softly i confessed my love
expressing my fears of future hate
a dream came to me in reality
naive, i forgot all dreams must end
my heart emptied tho my dreams continued
but this time my love had a face
a name expressed with tears
our love, to me, all too real
pain drilled into me who i came to be
and since, with the pain in distance
i became better than i ever was
and i never expected to feel you again
to feel your kiss and your embrace
only til you need no more
then i'll watch you walk away
curious to who's arms your walking to
hurt that im not good enough for you
that you seek elsewhere what i give
because its not fulfilling enough from me
so now i fight this unexpected battle
reopened wounds in this pain from within
i fight myself daily, a forgotten sin
to not be the person i once had been


i'd really like this one to be published, the first two i posted have already been.....thats why i submitted them.....one more i'll like to see in ink and im done.....just gotta find it

it's been a long time
too long....
since i felt your embrace
thinking to myself
walking down a crowded street
i quicken my pace
to further the distance
from all the ignorant faces
urgent to get to my destination
to be alone
i turn left
on an empty side street
....moving slower
my eyes meet the sidewalk
a tear silently rolls down my cheek
i miss you......
remembering your smile
your whole-hearted laugh
the look of your eyes
when you looked into me
with the love you had inside
stop it! its over!
i tell myself
i wipe away the tear

the roar of idling engine
i look to my right
there's your car
inside your smiling
motioning for me to come closer
walking to your car
i give you my best false smile
reminding myself
i dont need you
you insist i take a ride
i climb in
your car still smells the same
smells like you....
after moments of silence, you say
'i miss you'
holding my smile
'ive been busy'
music drowns out your silence

we arrive
i open the door
'thanks for the ride'
you startle me with your kiss
in your warm embrace
'im sorry' i say 'i cant'
stepping out, i shut the door
not looking back i walk away
to my door
unlocked
im inside
still hear the rumbling of your car
out of your sight
i fall to my knees
...and cry.....

Oh well theres no going back now

First of all to any & all who hate my poetry these aren’t here as an act of hubris but coz a friend asked me to so here goes


Heretic, witch I heard their cries
And saw my fate in their burning eyes

They tested my flesh with flame & sword
I cannot recount the tortures endured

As my flesh yielded soft before their blade
God himself wept at the curses I laid

And as I drew my final breath
I prayed that the bards would sing of my death

I cannot recall how far that I fell
Yet when I awoke I saw only hell

And now I sit & tell the tales
of when I hung on Golgotha’s nails.






Cursed by all & never blessed
Slave to all denied all rest
I am all things that you detest
Marked with an infernal crest

My clothes know blood the first day worn
My flesh is naught but scarred & torn
My furrowed brow defines forlorn
Outcast from the moment born

Twisted back & shattered sight
Plague encrusted ebon blight
One day you will share my plight
No matter where your panicked flight

Faeces of your history
Hatred all you gave to me
Now as you die you'll dream of me
Revenge my only legacy.



Never again........ well not til the next time
Blind pugh

Ahhh what the hell Iike these ones too
Ode to love

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Blade to throat
I do as I must

Your family sundered
Your house set on fire
Your lungs fill with dirt
& your skin swims in mire

Oedipus vision
Never to see
Your righteous damnation
I bring it to be.



It's not your fault we fell apart
It's not your fault you broke my heart
It's not your fault that I was used
It's not your fault my trust abused
It's not your fault I hold this knife
It's not your fault I take my life
It's not your fault I cross this line
It’s not you fault the blame’s all mine.


Broken,shattered,bloodied mind
this is what you left behind
my dreams haunt me in waking day
these voices just wont go away
my screams attest to all I see
my nightmares are your legacy
this is all you've left of me
bereft of all my sanity.

Right now I’ve taken up far too much space in this thread so I’m gonna fuck off.



Never again......... well not til the next time
Blind pugh

You tear at the seems of my heart
ripping the stitches
you didn't know I was broken
seeping into to me like poison
contaminating me with hope
I'm afraid to feel this way again
overflowing with emotion
filled with this feeling I cannot describe
a burning on the inside
like a flickering candel inside of me
warming a frozen soul
you compleate me
you make something once broken whole

I cry for you in my dreams
you kiss away my tears untill I wake
your heart beat next to mine
your breath warm on my neck
untill I awake alone and cold
and I remember you left long ago

The days are long and empty
filled with pain, and regret
The winter never-ending
even when the snow melts
my soul still bleeds for you

The night stars are the sky's tears
glistening and ever present
the wind whispers it's secrets to me
and I know all is lost, so we mourn together
untill the sun comes again

Forgotten


Left in a cloud of dust
Scattered across the lands
Torn apart by my most loved ones
Forgotten Like a small wind
Even through the trees
They do not remember me
Not even in the seas
Will they ever remember me
I am lost and forgotten
Like a toy tossed a away
By a small unwanting child
They walk and ride
On me everyday
Without a hint or glint of concern
They used to appreciate me
They used to love me
But now I am left alone
To watch in a cold silence
As they destroy me
Knowing that they are doing this
makes it even worse
They act like they don't care
Like they don't want to care
Kill
lie
rummage
and deny
The fact that I am here
I think I'll just sleep
Go cold to the core
And see if they can last through
The death of what they live on.

Drifting


somewhere
You have fallen
to the edges of time
can you even see anymore?
can you even feel anymore?
But now that you have gone away
i wonder why you lied to me
Don't you know how much it hurts
I feel for you
Like yesterday is tomorrows time
Because your drifting through the pain
no longer can i reach you
The sorrow has taken it's toll
Now we are but none
In this god forsaken place and tme
forgetting everything
we hold tight
Come and see how
how we can be forever drifting in my soul.

Fretfull


I must go
and I must go quick
To the depths of
Time, and farther beyond
To a place where hell
Does not exist.
A warm place
Where love flows freely
To where my savior
holds out her arms
And welcomes me
with the most beautiful smile
You could ever see
A smile like a sunrise
Strengthened by the eyes
Forever therein lies
The love she holds up high.

Calling

I called and I called
But you were not there
I tried and tried
But it was not fair
I wanted to be with you
To hold you in my arms
Just like the night before
To look into your eyes
And feel overcome
With the feeling of being at home
But When I finally found
Out why you were not there
I realized that
I would not get to hold you again
That night you went out driving
And made your way to a friends house
She supplies the poison
While I called and called
You drank it all
Then left in your new car
You were on your way home
When you ran into another
You left me here alone
12 messages on your phone
But now that I know
I wish That I also could go
to the place where you are
Wherever that may be
I'll never hold you again
And look into your eyes
And always wonder why
You loved me,
As much as you did.

alone


I feel alone
In the face of
Black
I turn over
To see noone there
I can wander all
I want
But still there won't be
A soul to breath me in
No warmth shall ever pass
Through this place
Not even close enough
To warm a single thought
I need to be heard
I need to be held
But I am afraid
That i would infect
You all with the fear
Of living.
I own that fear
Full time full price
Cause I am alone

I sense your sweet sweet soul around me
I turn towards it my emotions all heightened
But my grin, my smile vanishes when I realise
That all I knew was a dream
Everything I thought was you
Turned sour once I knew
It was all my imagination
I could have sworn it was real
I would described every tiny detail
But now I know nothing of my own mind
I shiver when I realise I invented it
I question myself again
Why did I think it was real?
Why did I imagine love?
What in my life is real?
I cannot tell

The Guitarist

Tall, lanky figure
Your hands move fast,
smoothly over the six strings
A beautiful sound emerges
Sounding through the coldest heart
that gather round to listen
their emotions running at the sound
The great rock and roll idol you stand
observing the screaming masses
But you're lost in the sound
just like the carpet of people
lost in the music
The sound makes us shiver
Your presence makes us smile
We're surrounded by the music
Swept away to a beautiful place
away from our ordinary lives.

Within

The wind whipped fiercely through her long, dark hair
The rain beating manically down upon her
But still she carried on
Weathered, beaten and punished
She stumbled wearily on
Cold, frightened and tried
She never stopped
Cruel laughter rang through her ears
A not so distant memory
She'd heard it many a time
But she turned her head
Held back the tears
They wouldn't win
They couldn't win
She was stronger
And she would have her revenge