ok.. gemma is starting her first thread *panting in fear* oh my golly!! what to do!! haha jk.. I have decided I need a new place to vent my emotions and its about time to let someone read my songs.. so whoever reads this CONGRATS! you are the first person to read a song I have written! I hope you enjoy, I don't have names for most of them but idk.. I still like them

I've forgotten this feeling
of being alone
a little lost
but soon to be found
all bets are off
all ropes unbound
I've got my feet
barely touching the ground

Yeah I'm, born again,
I'm back where I came from
I'm born again
yeah my time has come
oh I'm born again, born again

don't have a someone
to call my own
but I don't have anyone
to hold me down
I looked around
I might have a clue
the tears are all drained
skies back to blue

Yeah I'm, born again,
I'm back where I came from
I'm born again
yeah my time has come
oh I'm born again, born again

then it pretty much just repeats the born again part until it fades out..

well there ya go! my latest and I think one of my best songs so far..

very cool lyric..................

hey y'all, I DID NOT write these songs but they are like totally explaining my life as of this point to I figured I would share..

"Did You Ever Love Somebody"

Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Who never knew
Did you ever lay your head down
On the shoulder of a good friend
And then had to look away somehow
Had to hide the way you felt for them
Have you ever prayed the day would come
You'd hear them say they feel it too
Did you ever love someone?
Who never knew
I do.
And if you did
Well you know I'd understand
I could, I would
More than anybody can
Did you ever love somebody?
So much that the earth moved
Did you ever love somebody?
Even though it hurt to
Did you ever love somebody?
Nothing else your heart could do
Did you ever love somebody?
Like I love you
Like I love you
Like I love you
___________________

"If I was the one"

I see the way he treats you
I see the tears you cry
And it makes me sad
And it makes me mad
There’s nothing I can do baby
Cuz your lover is my best friend
And I guess that’s where the story ends
So I gotta try
To keep it inside
You will never be, never be mine

But if I was the one
Who was loving you baby
the only tears you’d cry
would be tears of joy
and if I was by your side
you’d never know a lonely night
and if it was my arms you were running to
I’d give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one
In your life

If I could have just one wish
I’d wish that you were mine
I would hold you near
Kiss away those tears
I’d be so good to you baby
You’re the one I want next to me
but I guess that’s just not meant to be
he’s there in your life
here in your nights
it will never be, never be right


But if I was the one
Who was loving you baby
the only tears you’d cry
would be tears of joy
and if I was by your side
you’d never know a lonely night
and if it was my arms you were running to
I’d give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one
In your life

I wanna reach and feel you beside me
Take you in my arms right now
Scream out for you out loud
Someday I pray
I’ll find the strength
To turn to you and say

But if I was the one
Who was loving you baby
the only tears you’d cry
would be tears of joy
and if I was by your side
you’d never know a lonely night
and if it was my arms you were running to
I’d give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one
If I was the one
If I was the one in your life
Who was loving you baby
the only tears you’d cry
would be tears of joy
would be tears of joy baby
I would love you babe
If I was the one in your life
_________________________

sorry to be unoriginal.. but I haven't been inspired lately.. oh yeah.. and just to clarify I am heterosexual (spell?) so these are about a guy even though the last one is made to be about a girl.. haha

Gemma!!! I liiiiike!!! you're really good!!! devin's on here too....scorpokat3...you probably knew that..but Oh Well!
I'll talk to you laters hun!!

I like your song, it's really good esp. the first verse, I liked it lots Keep 'em flowin and I'll be sure to pop in once in a while to read.
The other ones that werent yours were cool too, the first one reminds me of once of my own personal experiences
Anyways I'll talk to ya later hun

Take Care

I said I’d never take you back,
I told you it was over,
The hurt the pain I couldn’t hide,
You won’t let me just move on
You keep me on your leash
I never thought the hurt or pain,
To this point would reach,

Let it go oh let it go
Please I want to let it go
I want to leave this pain
I want to be free
Please oh please just set me free

Now that you have moved along
Found another in your life
My hopes and dreams of us again
Have slowly gone away
You say I am your only one
But now another you have found
To keep you warm in the night
To tell you all her dreams
To share in all your pain and fears


Let it go oh let it go
Please I want to let it go
I want to leave this pain
I want to be free
Please oh please just set me free

How could you be over me
After all that we’ve been through
How could you throw it all away
Like you never had me there
You said you were in love
But now I’m not so sure
You begged me for another chance
But now you turn to her

Let it go oh let it go
Please I want to let it go
I want to leave this pain
I want to be free
Please oh please just set me free
Oh I want to be free
Why can’t I be free
I chose for us to move on
I never thought you’d heal before me

haven't decided what to name this one yet...

Why can’t we have it be this way
I really want you to stay
You are going your way
And I’m going mine
I know for us
There’s no more time

Do you feel the way I do
Do you think our love’s untrue
The love between us is not right
But I think of you day and night

With you everything makes sense
It seemed a love without consequence
This love I feel can’t be true
And yet I want to be with you
I don’t know if you feel this way
But I know that I can’t stay

Do you feel the way I do
Do you think our love’s untrue
The love between us is not right
But I think of you day and night

I never want to be afraid
I feel that all my dues are paid
All the signs are there
All the feelings that we share
I hope you know that I still care
As much as I want to
I just cannot be with you

I like....I like....I like.... Keep it up. I know where you live if you don't... we need to go hang out more often. Deal...Deal...good..
Anyway, talk to you soon. Adios.

~Devin Prewett~

my name has two m's in it doody head.. haha don't worry you are still my friend.. haha

hehe...devin can't spell gemma...oh well...he'll learn...I like you're new songs gems!! theys really well written!!

this song is a dedication to a girls best friend.. hehehe

Have you ever been
So hurt you could not see
So sad you could not breathe
You thirst for a companion
But human contact you cannot stand
You need a friend
Who will not judge
Friendship that can only
Be given by one

No one can love you like a DOG!
Oh how I love my dog
Nobody loves me like my dog does
When you need a leader in the fog
All you need is a dog


Sure they slobber
And nibble your feet
But I’m sure they think
Their “presents” are sweet
When you need a cuddle
Or a hug
No one can do it
Like a dog

No one can love you like a DOG!
Oh how I love my dog
Nobody loves me like my dog does
When you need a leader in the fog
All you need is a dog

Boys are the devil
Girls are spice
But my puppy
Is everything nice

Nobody loves me like my dog does
Nobody listens like my dog does
Nobody cares as much as she does
Nobody loves me like my dog does

ok so it doesn't rhyme the greatest... but hey.. with a little work this could be some demo worthy shit...

this song is definately an inside joke but I am gonna share it anyway.. its still a little rough around the edges.. I just wrote it in about 5 minutes like most of my songs.. but all the other ones have been reread and edited like 6 times.. anyway.. here it is

it all started one fine day
all I wanted was to play
but then things got turned around
so I thought, I'll have a rebound
but you thought it over
before I was through
thats not how
its supposed ot be
you're not in control
its supposed to be me

so now that you hate me
get over it
get over it
get over it
you're not that cool
get over it
get over it
get over it
you're not that cool

ok, so now I'm played
but what you don't see
is nothing's changed
I never asked
for a fiance
all I wanted was to play
a one time thing was in my mind
you think you've won
but you are blind

so now taht you hate me
get over it
get over it
get over it
you're not that cool
get over it
get over it
get over it
you're not that cool

my only regret for what I did
was choosing you from the grid
At times like this some ppl say
a rotten apple makes it sweeter ey?
well now that this is done and through
I must be sweeter than honey too
do you think the other
you decided to hold
makes me jelouse
do you think
you are really cold
go ahead
I hope you have fun
as far as I'm concerned
it was over before it begun


MWAH HA HA HA HA!!!

WOO HOO!! Gemma finally got inspired!! go me!! here is my newest rough draft to a song.. it sounds too pop-ish at the moment.. but its ok.. enjoy

I just wanna take a step back
Look around
See where I’m goin
Wanna take a step back
Look around
See how I’m feelin
Wanna take a step back
Feel you out
See what you’re wanting
Wanna take a step back
Look around
See if I’m ready for you

Just hold on honey
Don’t jump too fast
I’m not ready
To be attached
All I ask
Is you wait for me
Please oh please
Wait for me to see

Wanna take a step back
Look around
See how I’m feelin
Wanna take a step back
Feel you out
See what you’re wanting
Wanna take a step back
Look around
See if I’m ready for you

Please know how I feel for you
To myself I just need ot be true
I think about you through the night
And all day
But I don’t know how long I will want to stay

Until I take a step back
Look around
See how I’m feelin
Wanna take a step back
Feel you out
See what you’re wanting
Wanna take a step back
Look around
See if I’m ready for you
Step back
Look around
Make sure I’m ready
Put my feet back
On the ground
Make sure its gonna last
Step back
Step down
Think about what I need
(repeat stuff and fade out)

ok.. I tried to turn this into a song but it just became venting emotions in rhyme.. so I guess its a poem..

FUCK ALL YOU GOD DAMN BASTARDS!
YOU CAN'T TAKE HER FROM ME!
THE BOND BETWEEN US
CANNOT BE SEEN!
LOOKING IN THE SSYSTEM,
FOR A WAY OUT,
WHEN NONE IS FOUND
I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT!
WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO ME!
WHEN IT WAS ON THE OTHERS,
I DIDN;T SEE,
THE HURT AND PAIN
THIS CAN CAUSE
THOSE GODDAMN BASTARDS,
BACK OFF, GET AWAY,
YOU CAN'T TAKE MY BABY AWAY.
SHE'S MINE, NOT YOURS,
YOU WEREN'T THERE
THROUGH THE PLEASURES AND PAIN.
YOU DIDN'T FEED HER AND TALK TO HER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN! YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOOK,
IN THOISE BIG BROWN EYES,
HAVE YOUR HEART RIPPED FROM INSIDE. SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND, WHAT HER FATE IS,
ALL i UNDERSTAND IS WHERE MY HATE IS.

jolly good stuff you have there...

Hey....nice lyrics u got there. I like em a lot, very good!!!




Aaron Rusch

gracias mi amigo..

I am workin on a new one.. but its goin slowly.. I will get it on here soon..

I know this one sucks.. but you can suck it.. haha

why aren't the tears here
why aren't they leaving me
I need to let go
but all I can do is think of how
how it couldhave been
and how I want it now
all alone is where I am
I am alone though I try what I can

Why does it always end this way
why can't my feelings stay
all I want is to make us closer
but my heart is like a rollercoaster
feelings flying up and down
all I want my pain
in my tears to drown

why aren't the tears here
why aren't they leaving me
I need to let go
but all I can do is think of how
how it couldhave been
and how I want it now
all alone is where I am
I am alone though I try what I can

all I want is someone
all I want is you
all I want is someone new
I want to hold you in my arms
I want all the hurt to be gone
I can't be alone
I have to be held
I can't look at you
and not see whats mine
the one I want
can't be here
hes gone far away
I want to join him
but I have to stay
stay in my prison

why aren't the tears here
why aren't they leaving me
I need to let go
but all I can do is think of how
how it couldhave been
and how I want it now
all alone is where I am
I am alone though I try what I can

take me home
take me home
oh please someone find me a home
take me home
take me home
I can't stand to be alone
take me home
take me home

I need an electric guitar so I can rage some tabs out for this one.. hehe

Pickin it up

pickin up the pieces
pickin up the pieces
I will forever
be pickin up the pieces
crushed and broken
I'll rise you from the fall
when no one else is there
I help you stand tall

I warned you so many times
told you it was coming
I was there the last time
but let me tell you something
I don't have to do this
if you take me for g