doll:

you were so shameless and i was the doll
like a glass playmate
waiting to fall.

wanting my limbs to break
wanting my hair to fall out
wanting my paint to chip away
but it still wouldnt go.

Chorus:
i was your porcelain doll
such a perfect thing
but you threw away it all
when my paint was chipping.

yes i wasnt perfect
and for that i am glad
because if not
there would be no room to grow
yes i was vibrant
just not around you
b/c you heart
left no place
for me to glow.

(chorus)

no i wasn perfect
yes i was no queen
and im sorry
for being what i needed to be
now i am happy
just being myself
b/c i have someone
for my secrets to tell.

i was here waiting
for the sound of a fire's drum
one hard cold night
bleeding through kingdome come.

and i was alone
not so frightened
not so scared of nothing
and when the drum sounded
i saw by which
we would be enlightened.

chorus:
i thought i knew you
i thought i loved you
i saw the trick and then i was wrong
i fealt so sorry
my heart was broken
i made my hard times
and then i moved on.


you shadowed my light
by which i could see your face
did you not want me to see
my angel
have you fallen from grace.

and a sound
ripping through
your humbled wings
i was enclosed
laying on fishnet strings.

(chorus)

2nd chorus:
something was bleeding
it was your wound
you hid it well
it was bandaged as you.

(chorus 1)

walking down the street
there's a little boy
he comes to me
asks me for a toy.

praying for a sign
wanting someone's help
blind man stayed blind
drank the bear of someone self.

chorus:
and im not happy
and im not sad
and im not frightened
and im not mad.


playing games
with everyone
they dont even know
god how i need to get out of here
i need someplace to go.

(chous)

there's a shoudler waiting
for me to cry
but my tears are empty
i either run or die.

2nd.chorus:
and im not waiting
and im not still
so im not choosing
you've got your own will(repeat 2x)

i kinda liked those..... `specially the begining of "doll."

well, thank you they sound alot better with the tunes

yeah thats how it usually is. I know that when my guitarist writes songs....they sound better with the music than when you just read the words.

yea definatley, im actually going to start puting music to my songs with all the instruments and start recording soon.

thats cool. What insruments? Do you play all of them? Will you play all of them on the recording?

i personally play piano and will begin to learn the guitar soon, for the recording, im thinking something ochestrative...you know violins/flute and so on...mixed with some synth. music and other modern day instruments.

I really like those songs.. especially doll.. its very unique how you express things.. I am also a songwriter.. and its very hard to actually get music with my songs because I know how I want it to sound but I can't play anything good enough to record it!!haha if you wanna see my lyrics my thread on here is "songs of a misspent youth" anyway.. keep up the good work

well thank you very much i appreciate your kind words i will read your music and im sure you are a very good writer:p