unisex:

sitting in a wine glass
hoping for the nights pass
wishing that it would come soon.

dreaming about the winter
its the wrong season
and im waiting for the current monsoon.

chorus:

yea well here we go
your dreams arent worth much now
i leave your wings
let them break again
yea let em break again.

jesus said he loved me
then why doesnt he hug me
when pain is my best friend.

daddy said its my fault for always getting hurt
then why did he get sick again.

chorus
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small:
yea,
well your so perfect
and im just shit
and im not worth it
so deal with it.

i payed my dues
i thought it was over now.

chorus:
you can call me silent
you can call me plain
you can call me summer
then down me with the rain
you can buy me rosed
cus they'll die anyways
cus all things have an ending
just something end today.

my idole statue
got knocked down
last night
my only dream to
be selfish
was right.

chorus
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portrayel of jader:
i've been painted like a picture
desolute and scarred
you can ruin me so easily
i hope you know its not that hard.

everyone i know
has been faded
dampered down and jaded.

everyone of them
has no virtue
and it sadder when
they still hurt you.

ive been rusted like a piano
for years
my skin
my ivory
my tears.

ive been shapen and remolded
heartbroken and scolded.

but being numb
is far worse than my fears.
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lovers quarrel:
its hard to be the barier
when your not even very sure
about all the things you are to me.

its fate to cross the finish line
double or nothing suites me fine
cus im the one
who knows she's gonna win.

chorus:
heeeey babe youe my lucky star
on heeey babe you make my smiles who they are
the sunshine's nothing
when you walk in the room
you make the moon seem rusty
when im alone with you.

the clowns around you make you laugh
but they are not sincere
and when your future looses its past
just know that i am here.

chorus

this girl:
your peace is your river
and i dont feel like walking
to bridged over waters
because there's nothing left to find.

chorus:
oooooh
my one desire
would be to walk away
yea walk away
oh
my candle lit emotion
did not find you
so i stayed practical
inspite of what you said.

there is a little one yea
go out and find her
i said a little one yea
go out and find her now.

2nd.chorus:
ooooh
push aside the feeling
that you heald onto
cus it will mean nothing
without your sign
if you wantes something
you ust find her
everytime
so come along this shadow
and capture her mind.
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better than:
develope my hand
make me stronger
than others that i see
more than a man
cus the strength i get
is forced emotionally.

dont wanna be the looser
dont care to be the third wheel
rather be a chooser
but luck is not cold steel.

chorus:
a choice is not
is not always a way of living
and to be satisfied will
take some time
so i will say this upfront
im sick of giving
when i dont get
all i want in life.

collect all my words
and startle me with poetry
and somewhere i heard
that soon you were
going to leave me.

2nd.chorus:
a second chance
a new romance
moving faster than anything before
you got extra time
so try to be wise
with a fighting chance
you dont always score.

1st. chorus

looking at wilson "is anybody out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!"