this is for someone...hope this reaches his ears.....

On Your Way Down
Stabbing Westward
I hope I see you on your way down
I hope you break every bone
I hope it kills you on your way down
And I hope you die alone
All of your hate and all of your lies
Will it be worth it
When all of your friends refuse to be alibis
Will it be worth it

I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down

It's kind of sad to watch you break down
You greedy fuck you pissed it all away
So who will catch you on your way down
You've only got yourself to blame

When all your worst fears materialize
Will it be worth it
There's nobody left who cares you're alive
Was it worth it

I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down
Way down
Way down
I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down
I'll see you on your way down

...TOOL rules my world

I like to spin this one, please DJ, lol

Peter Murphy from DEEP with,


Cuts You Up

I find you in the morning... after dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me like the sun through the blinds
You lift me up and get me out
Keep me walking but never shout
"Hold the secret close", I hear you say

You know the way it throws about.
It takes you in and spits you out
It spits you out when you desire
Toconquer it, to feel you're higher
To follow it you must be clean,
With mistakes that you do mean
Move the heart, switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place

Yeah on and on it goes, calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk... cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break, no moment clear
When all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind
You know the way it twists and turns
Changing colour, spinning yarns
You know the way it leaves you dry
It cuts you up, it takes you high
You know the way it's painted gold
Is it honey? Is it gold?

You know the way it throws about.
It takes you in and spits you out
It spits you out when you desire
To conquer it, to feel you're higher
To follow it you must be clean,
With mistakes that you do mean
Move the heart, switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place
And now I find the special kind
You, yourself, like sun through blinds
You lift me up and get me out
Keep me walking but never shout
It's okay... it goes this way
The line is thin, it twists away
Cuts you up, It throws about
Keep me walking, but never shout

.....guys who can play their ass off, and oh yeah hehehe can write word or two also

Rubicon from what starts ends with,

RIVERS

*

All the time you gave just seemed to make you unsure
And all the chances that you were given never seemed to unlock that door

There are rivers in my mind
Dark streets and open fields
Vast caverns where I hide
Stone prisons where I plead
Beg and plead

When you're playing fair, never worrying and never caring
Don't care what they say, they're never gonna take what you've got away
Ain't no point in worrying about it, you'll never change a thing
Doesn't matter what they say, doesn't matter how they say it

There are rivers in my mind
Dark streets and open fields
Vast caverns where I hide
Stone prisons where I plead
Beg and plead

There are rivers in my mind
But I can't make a sense of it
I can't keep my head above the waves

Everything you gave, and now you beg and plead
Beg and plead

.....hurtfull deep breath as he litesup a cig~oh wow, ok just one more and I be out of the way, I really love this;

Rubicon again from what starts ends with,

UNSPOKEN

*

Unspoken thoughts broken
Hard feelings rise and fall
No changes as years fly
Young blood turns cold and old

Wait for the dawn... dawn never comes!
No more... say as you feel... no more

Unfolding truth stumbling
We'll wake as time is lost
Hopes shaking, hearts aching
The wrong becomes the norm

Wait for the dawn... dawn never comes!
No more... say as you feel... no more

In hiding fear's blinding
Blame stays with those unseen
Heads held high are counted
While shame devours the soul

Wait for the dawn... dawn never comes!
No more... say as you feel... no more

Now that im Back!...i'll spin some Rob Zombie...so here he is with ........

Dragula

Dead I am the one, Exterminating son
Slipping through the trees, strangling the breeze
Dead I am the sky, watching angels cry
As they slowly turn, conquering the worm
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dead I am the pool, spreading from the fool
Weak anmd want you need, nowhere as you bleed
Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat
Tender is the fur, dying as you purr
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Do it baby, Do it baby
Do it baby, Do it baby
Burn like an animal
Dead I am the life, dig into the skin
Knuckle crack the bone, 21 to win
Dead I am the dog, hound of hell you cry
Devil on your back, I can never die
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Do it baby, Do it baby
Do it baby, Do it baby
Burn like an animal
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula
Dig through the ditches,
Burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my
Dragula :metalhead

....can U spin this for me

Cure with

NUMB

YEAH THIS IS HOW IT ENDS
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
TIRED OF IT ALL
HOPELESSLY HELPLESSLY BROKEN APART
HE FINALLY FALLS
HE DOESN'T WANT TO THINK
DOESN'T WANT TO FEEL
DOESN'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON
SAYS THERE'S NOTHING HE CAN DO WILL CHANGE ANYTHING
HE DOESN'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING WRONG
BECAUSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH A DRUG
ONE THAT MAKES HIM NUMB
ONE THAT STOPS HIM FEELING AT ALL
HE'S IN LOVE WITH A DRUG
FORGET EVERYONE
HE REALLY DOESN'T CARE ANYMORE
ANYMORE...

YEAH THIS IS HOW IT ENDS
AFTER ALL THIS TIME
EVERYTHING JUST FADES AWAY
WORN-OUT AND EMPTY AND ALL ALONE
WITH NOTHING LEFT TO SAY
OH IT'S ALL TOO BIG TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE
IT'S ALL TOO WRONG TO MAKE IT RIGHT
YEAH EVERYTHING IS TOO UNFAIR
EVERYTHING TOO MUCH TO BEAR
HE DOESN'T HAVE THE STRENGTH LEFT FOR THE FIGHT
SAYS ALL HE WANTS IS THE DRUG
THE ONE THAT MAKES HIM NUMB
THE ONE THAT STOPS HIM FEELING AT ALL
HE JUST WANTS TO TAKE THE DRUG
FORGET EVERYONE
HE DOESN'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE
JUST KEEPS LOVING THE DRUG
THE ONE THAT MAKES HIM NUMB
THE ONE THAT STOPS HIM FEELING AT ALL
JUST KEEPS LOVING THE DRUG
THE DRUG THAT HE'S BECOME
HE ISN'T REALLY HERE ANYMORE...

AND THAT MAKES ME CRY

:p :p :p

....jewel of writing,

Cure with,

THIS IS A LIE

HOW EACH OF US DECIDES
I'VE NEVER BEEN SURE
THE PART WE PLAY
THE WAY WE ARE
HOW EACH OF US DENIES ANY OTHER WAY IN THE WORLD
WHY EACH OF US MUST CHOOSE
I'VE NEVER UNDERSTOOD
ONE SPECIAL FRIEND
ONE TRUE LOVE
WHY EACH OF US MUST LOSE EVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD

HOWEVER UNSURE
HOWEVER UNWISE
DAY AFTER DAY PLAY OUT OUR LIVES
HOWEVER CONFUSED
PRETENDING TO KNOW TO THE END

BUT THIS ISN'T TRUTH THIS ISN'T RIGHT
THIS ISN'T LOVE THIS ISN'T LIFE THIS ISN'T REAL
THIS IS A LIE

HOW EACH OF US BELIEVES
I'VE NEVER REALLY KNOWN
IN HEAVEN UNSEEN AND HELL UNKNOWN
HOW EACH OF US DREAMS TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AT ALL
WHY EACH OF US DECIDES
I'VE NEVER BEEN SURE
THE PART WE TAKE
THE WAY WE ARE
WHY EACH OF US DENIES EVERY OTHER WAY IN THE WORLD

HOWEVER UNSURE
HOWEVER UNWISE
DAY AFTER DAY PLAY OUT OUR LIVES
HOWEVER CONFUSED
PRETENDING TO KNOW TO THE END

BUT THIS ISN'T TRUTH THIS ISN'T RIGHT
THIS ISN'T LOVE THIS ISN'T LIFE THIS ISN'T REAL
THIS IS A LIE
THIS ISN'T TRUTH THIS ISN'T RIGHT
THIS ISN'T LOVE THIS ISN'T LIFE THIS ISN'T REAL
THIS IS A LIE

Annnnd....thennnnnn.......
here is.....
Artist : Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers
Song : Last Dance With Maryjane

She grew up in an Indiana town,
Had a good-lookin' mama who never was around.
But she grew up tall and she grew up right
With them Indiana boys on them Indiana nights.

Well, she moved down here at the age of eighteen.
She blew the boys away, was more than they'd seen.
I was introduced and we both started groovin'.
I said, "I dig you baby, but I got to keep movin' on.
Keep movin' on."

CHORUS
Last dance with Mary Jane, one more time to kill the pain.
I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this town again.

Well, I don't know, but I've been told,
You never slow down, you never grow old.
I'm tired of screwin' up, tired of going down,
Tired of myself, tired of this town.

Oh, my, my. Oh, hell, yes.
Honey, put on that party dress.
Buy me a drink, sing me a song.
Take me as I come 'cause I can't stay long.

CHORUS

There's pigeons down on Market Square.
She's standin' in her underwear,
Lookin' down from a hotel room.
Nightfall will be comin' soon.

Oh, my, my. Oh, hell, yes.
You got to put on that party dress.
It was too cold to cry when I woke up alone.
I hit my last number and walked to the road.

CHORUS

This is dedicated to my new pet SirVLCIV!! I really like this song....

Artist: U2
Song Name: Bad

If you twist and turn away
If you tear yourself in two again
If I could, yes I would
If I could, I would
Let it go
Surrender
Dislocate


If I could throw this
Lifeless lifeline to the wind
Leave this heart of clay
See you walk, walk away
Into the night
And through the rain
Into the half-light
And through the flame


If I could through myself
Set your spirit free
I'd lead your heart away
See you break, break away
Into the light
And to the day


To let it go
And so to fade away
To let it go
And so fade away


I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping
Oh, no, no, no


If you should ask then maybe they'd
Tell you what I would say
True colors fly in blue and black
Bruised silken sky and burning flag
Colors crash, collide in blood shot eyes


If I could, you know I would
If I could, I would
Let it go...


This desperation
Dislocation
Separation
Condemnation
Revelation
In temptation
Isolation
Desolation
Let it go


And so fade away
To let it go
And so fade away
To let it go
And so to fade away


I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Wide awake
I'm not sleeping
Oh, no, no, no

to alex.........here's to yearning



met on the shore
on a rainy dawn in late november
speak not a word was
what you wrote to me.
shoes sucked in sand
and a heavy coat around his shoulders
but in a hand was what you gave to me.
you stood so strong
and the waves beyond
were rolling oh
pulling me close like a movie on the sea.

i wanna ride on a road
that turns a thousand corners,
two beams of light,
one for you and me.
house in the hills
and inside the sound of nervous laughter
all bed awide, unmade by you and me.
your body is strong
that i touch until it turns to water,
was real to me.

i long to touch your
tender skin of alabaster,
shoulders as white
as the peaks beyond the sea.
arms in your arms
as soon the room is spinning faster,
eyes in your eyes
are theonly thing i see.
love you so much
so the only thing that you remember
is what it's like
to be in love with me.

aw..shucks..~sniff~..u all hafta be so sweet.....now i wanna have an orgy.....i mean...now i wanna spin some orgy......so here is blue monday...



"Blue Monday"

How does it feel to treat me like you do
When you've laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me
How do I feel tell me now
How do I feel

How does it feel?
How should I feel?
Tell me how does it feel?
To treat me like you do

Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today

I see ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortunes
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me now
How should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
when your heart grows cold

How does it feel?
How should I feel?
Tell me how does it feel?
To treat me like you do

sorry sweetie, other alex


*hugs*


but i love you too :X

wayhaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!


orgy!!!!!!!!!



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