*gets poked by doebaby* I thought those were for someone else my love. *grins* but they were for ME! YAY!!!

*does the happy dance*


How's about another one by Matchbox 20:

A Girl Like That

You think this life would make me bolder
But I'm running scared is all
I hang on everything about you
You'd think I'd settle down cuz I'm older
But I roll with the change is all
I'm the same old trailer trash in new shoes

She gets sad when there's nothing going on
She says it makes her feel damn worthless
Well you got to think with a girl like that
Any love at all, is better than nothing
It's better than nothing

I put my hands around your shoulder
You're saying you're scared is all
I think I know too much about you
You think this life would make me colder
I'd give into the alchohol
I'd put my loving arms around you child

You knew damn well there was nothing going on
Is that what makes you feel damn worthless
Well you got to think with a girl like that
Any love is better than nothing
You got to think with a girl like that
Any love at all, is better than nothing
it's better than nothing

Yeah she drags you down and she pulls you up
She pulls you up
Says that she's sorry now but it's not enough
To pull you up
She's sorry

I wake up quick just like I want to
Yeah but I stay out much too late
You think this life can get a bit unkind but she stays
Down till the worth is gone
She pulls you up, she pulls you up,
She pulls you up and over, over

Well you got to think with a girl like that
Any love is better than nothing
You got to think with a girl like that
Any love at all, is better than nothing
it's better than nothing
Well you got to think with a girl like that
Any love at all, is better than nothing
It's better than nothing

and this one follows on nicely......





it wont do
to dream of caramel
to think of cinnamon
and long for you
it wont do
to stir a deep desire
to fan a hidden fire
that can never burn true

I know your name
I know your skin
I know the way these things begin

but I don’t know
how I would live with myself
what I’d forgive of myself
if you don’t go

so goodbye sweet appetite
no coenobite could satisfy
I know your name
I know your skin
I know the way these things begin

but I don’t know
how I would live with myself
what I would give of myself
if you don’t go

it wont do
to dream of caramel
to think of cinnamon
and long for you

For all you negative-nellies out there...

'Stand Up And Shout'
by Dio

It's the same old song, you gotta be somewhere at sometime
And they never let you fly
It's like broken glass, you get cut before you see it
So open up your eyes

You've got desire
So let it out
You've got the power
Stand up and shout

You've got wings of steel, but they never really move you
You only seem to crawl
You've been nailed to the wheel, but never really turning
You know you've got to walk it all

You've got desire
So let it out
You've got the power
Stand up and shout

You are the strongest chain, and you're not just some reflection
So never hide again

You are the driver
You own the road
You are the fire
Go on, exPLODE!!!

You've got desire
So let it out
You've got the power
Stand up and shout

and on the heels on that...

Artist: The Eagles
Title: Get Over It

I turn on the tube and what do I see
A whole lotta people cryin' "Don't blame Me"
They point their crooked little fingers at everybody else
Spend all their time feeling sorry for themselves
Victim of this, victim of that
Your momma's too thin and your daddy's too fat

Get over it
Get over it
All this whinin' and cryin' and pitchin' a fit
Get over it, get over it

You say you haven't been the same since you had your little crash
But you might feel better if they gave you some cash
The more I think about it, Old Billy was right
Let's kill all the lawyers - kill 'em tonight
You don't want to work, you want to live like a king
But the big, bad world doesn't owe you a thing

Get over it
Get over it
If you don't wanna play then you wight as well split
Get over it, get over it

It's like going to confession every time I hear you speak
You're making the most of your losing streak
Some call it sick, but I call it weak

You drag it around like a ball and chain
You wallow in the guilt; you wallow in the pain
You wave it like a flag, you wear it like a crown
Got your mind in the gutter, bringing everybody down
Complain about the present and blame it on the past
I'd like to find your inner child and kick it's little ass

Get over it
Get over it
All this bitchin' and moanin' and pitchin' a fit
Get over it, get over it

Get over it
Get over it
It's gotta stop sometime, so why don't you quit
Get over it, get over it

heheheh ..dance! dance! you bloody fools

ack...anyways...im haven a hard time trying to decide if this guys ugly or hot ~shrugs~..i just dont know..anyways here he is with ....

How You Remind Me

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking
I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?"

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'

This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story

~laughs~....i couldnt find myself a better description...


Meredith Brooks

Bitch

I hate the world today
Your so good to me, I know
but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin'
I think it's cool you do whatcha do
and don't try to save me

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way

Amazed


It's amazing to me I can't
Seem to say what I'm doing here
My tongue is all twisted around the air
I'm looking for words that were so well rehearsed
But I can't find them anywhere
With you there's no easy answer
It's true
You change the equation that I add up to
And all of the things that I thought I knew
You turn it around

I'm amazed
When push comes to shove what I'd give to you
Everything
I'm amazed
The hallways I wouldn't mind crawling through
And I'd do it for days and days

I'm amazed, I'm amazed

That places your taking me to

Wait, I thought I had this down
I built all my cages and my hide out
And I covered all my bases
I locked the door, I shut all my windows
But you
You creep in like a whisper, it's true
I try not to listen, yeah, but I hear you
I'm not really sure just what it is you do
But do it again

I'm amazed
When push comes to shove what I'd give to you
Everything

I'm amazed
The walls that I wouldn't mind crashing through
And I'd do it for days and days

I'm amazed, I'm amazed, I'm amazed, I'm amazed

At all of the things I know you have done
'Cause this time I think we've really won
The tables have turned
Now I'm taking my hat off to you
You said "we'll see"
But darling it's all clear to me

I'm amazed

And here in the foyer the hallway is small
I don't really think it's a hallway at all
It's a maze

Johnny your suitcase was finally received
She's packed up her things and she's ready to leave

It's amazing

All of the ink that was bled from your hands
Has painted a picture that she understands
It's amazing

And here by the ocean the sky's full of leaves
And what they can tell you depends on what you believe

The ash is a tree and the voices were three
And all that is gone is here sweeping through me
It's amazing
It's a maze

The voice of my father still loud as before
It used to scare me but not anymore
It's a maze

Father :
What is it Annie

Daughter:
I miss you

man with the child in his eyes by kate bush would also have been appropriate but it doesn't rock half as much as this one.



********


you’re like a child with old eyes,
cynical and sensible and always
full of surprise.
you travel far and wide, looking
for the feeling that’s lost inside.
they don’t understand you, no,
until it’s too late.

with everything they’ve handed
you on a silver plate, are you hungry?
for a little more than what you’ve
had before
are you hungry? for a taste of life,
whet your appetite.
are you hungry?

now give me this mountainside, cool
water to lie beside. give me these two
strong eyes, to see the difference
between truth and lies.
give me this feeling. when you kiss me,
baby, every day and every night. that’s
all i need yeah. is everything else
gonna be alright?

are you hungry? for a little more than
what you’ve had before.
are you hungry? for a taste of life,
whet your appetite. are you hungry?

you’re like a sight for sore eyes,
lyrical and gentle, and borderlining
sentimental. you’re like a dream realised.
so why do i keep falling back to sleep?
i’m so serious and deep.

are you hungry? for a little more than
what you’ve had before.
are you hungry? for a taste of life,
whet your appetite. are you hungry?

are you hungry? for a little more than
what you’ve had before.
are you hungry? for a taste of life,
whet your appetite. are you hungry?

~sighs~...do u all mind if i keep this song on repeat

Artist: adema
Giving In

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

....to dance with, faithless with

TARANTULA

Deep in the shadows of your deepest secrets
I sleep next to the precepts you hold most dear
Your heart is in my province hour upon hour
I shiver when you feel the cold,*
Everything you say I hear

Like a bomb and its fuse,*
We bring bright light
But I could be a devil to you
I could bite like a tarantula
Right through the skin
And leave my poison dripping

Deliciously unsuspecting
Protecting you from all harm
Except perhaps from these arms*
That hold you*

....hell cause I just love it


Fielsd of the nefilim from the album nephilim,

Endemoniada

*

So let it feel unreal, when I force you to sleep at the wheel
Think about this - his looks could kill
It's such a thrill the way I feel
Now I'm falling asleep at the wheel,
And I'm dreaming of the kill

We dream of familiar plains here - we dream of familiar places

Do you want to display, you just stand in my way
If you want to display your love in that way
Now get out...

Think about this...
What I've seen with old eyes
And every time I turn around another dies
Think about this - his looks could kill

As visions black, I go to the wall sometimes when I'm walking on my own
We dream of familiar places
As visions black, I go to the wall sometimes when I'm walking on my own
We dream of familiar places

And I'm dreaming
We dream of familiar plains here - my heart beats, my heart beats
We dream of familiar places

This one is for all the nin fans out there...heheh ....starfuckers Incorp:

my god sits in the back of the limousine
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene

i have arrived and this time you should believe the hype
i listened to everyone now i know that everyone was right
i'll be there for you as long as it works for me
i play a game it's called insincerity

starfuckers
starfuckers
starfuckers incorporated
starfuckers

i am every fucking thing and just a little more
i sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore
and when i suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste (asskisser)

starfuckers
starfuckers
starfuckers incorporated
starfuckers

starfuckers
starfuckers
starfuckers incorporated
starfuckers

all the pain
how did you think we'd get by without you?
you're so vain
i'll bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you? (starfuckers)
(starfuckers)
(starfuckers)
(starfuckers incorporated)
starfuckers (starfuckers)
starfuckers (starfuckers)
(starfuckers)
(starfuckers incorporated)
(starfuckers)
(starfuckers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starfuckers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starfuckers)
now i belong
i'm one of the chosen ones

(starfuckers incorporated)
(starfuckers)
now i belong
i'm one of the beautiful ones (starfuckers)
(starfuckers incorporated)

i have become

.....I want played cause it kicks ass, lol

Rammstein from mutter cd comes,

Nebel~mist~

They stand with their arms tightly around eachother
A mixture of flesh, so rich in days
Where the sea touches the land
She wants to tell him the truth

But the wind devoures her words
Where the sea ends
She holds his hand, trembling
And kissed him on the forehead

She carries the evening in her chest
And knows she'll wither away
She lays with her head in his lap
asking for a last kiss

He kissed her
Where the sea ends
Her lips delicate andpale
His eyes full of tears

The last kiss
Was so long ago
The last kiss
He almost has forgotten it.

just one more time ...i promise then i'll never play it again....this song just really gets me..

Artist: adema
Giving In

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

for the lovely lenina and my sweet water. mi casa su casa sweethearts, anytime.


trouble
trouble me, disturb me
with all your cares and your worries

trouble me
on the days when you feel spent
why let your shoulders bend
underneath this burden when
my back is sturdy and strong

trouble me
speak to me
don’t mislead me
the calm I feel
means a storm is swelling
speak to me
there’s no telling
where it starts
or how it ends
speak to me
why are you building
this thick thick wall
to defend me
speak to me
when your silence is my
greatest fear

why let your shoulders bend
underneath this burden when
my back is sturdy and strong
speak to me

let me
have a look inside these eyes
that I’m learning
let me
please don’t hide them
just because of tears
let me
send you off to sleep
when the bad bad nights
start you turning and tossing
let me
let me know where the hurt is
and how to heal
spare
spare me
don’t spare me anything

trouble me
trouble me, disturb me
with all your cares
and your worries
speak to me
and et our words
build a shelter
from the storm
let me
and lastly let me know
what I can mend
there’s more honestly
and my sweet friend
you can see
trust is what
I’m offering
if you trouble me

It's good butt dancing music....

Artist: Pink
Title: Misunderstood

Go Damon, yeah go Linda...

I might be the way
Everybody likes to say
I know whatcha thinking about me
There might be a day
You might have a certain way
But you don't have my luxuries
And it's me I know
I know my name cuz I say it proud
Everything I want I always do

An it's the wrong track
Looking for the right track
But are you catching all these tracks
That I'm laying down for you

There's a song I was listening to
Up all night
There's a voice I'm hearing
Saying it's alright
When I'm happy I am sad
But everything's good
It's not that complicated
I'm just misunderstood

There might be a day
Everything it goes my way
Can't you think I know I'm superfly
I might see a world
In a world inside of you
Then I just might say good-bye
And it's my name I know
I say it loud cuz I'm really proud
Of all the things I used to do

Looking for the right track
Always on the wrong track
But are you catching all these tracks
That I'm laying down for you

There's a song I was listening to
Up all night
There's a voice I was hearing
Saying it's allright
And I'm happy and I'm sad
But it's all good
I'm not that complicated
I'm just misunderstood

Looking for the right track
Always on the wrong track
But are you catching all these tracks
That I'm laying down for you

There's a song I was listening to
Up all night
There's a voice I was hearing
Saying it's allright
I was taken for granted
But it's all good
'Cause I'll do it again
I'm just misunderstood
Yeah, I'll do it again
I'm just misunderstood

and another if you would?

I am just in the mood for some loud Chick Angst...