Matchbox 20...
3 a.m. is one of their best...
I love that song...

Title: Back 2 Good
Artist: Matchbox 20

It's nothing, it's so normal you
Just stand there I could say so much
but I don't go there cuz I don't want to
I was thinking if you were lonely
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
At least not to the point that we would think so

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good

You don't mean that, you own me
This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
But things worked out just the way you wanted to
If you see me out, you don't know me
Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
To figure out just what I'm gonna do

Everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like they do
It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
I couldn't why everyone here was doing me like they do
But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
To get it back to good


Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with somebody else
Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
Gets caught up in the pleasure and the pain, everyone hides
shades of shame, but looking inside we're the saem, we're the same
and we're all grown now, but we don't know how
To get it back to good

Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else
It's best if we all keep this under our heads
I couldn't tell if anyone here was feeling the way I do
But it's over now, and I don't know how
There's no getting back to good

oh well..ahem anyways..again soooorry sooory to torture you but heheh i cant help it i gotta have it! .....hes just so pwiddy so here is..................

Artist: Marilyn Manson ..

Get Your Gunn

Goddamn your righteous hand
I eat innocent meat
The housewife I will beat
The prolife I will kill
What you don't do I will
I bash myself to sleep
What you sow I will reap
I scar myself you see
I wish I wasn't me
I am the little stick
You stir me into shit
I hate therefore I am
Goddamn your rightous hand
Goddamn, goddamn Goddamn, goddamn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I throw a little fit I slit my teenage wrist
The most that I can learn
Is in records that you burn
Get your gunn, get your gunn get your gunn, get your gunn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I am the VHS
Record me with your fist
You want me to save the world I'm just a little girl
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
Get your gunn, get your gunn Get your gunn, get your gunn...
Get!

...ooh would i like to be that flag ...ahem

oh well..ahem anyways..again soooorry sooory to torture you but heheh i cant help it i gotta have it! .....hes just so pwiddy so here is..................

Artist: Marilyn Manson ..

Get Your Gunn

Goddamn your righteous hand
I eat innocent meat
The housewife I will beat
The prolife I will kill
What you don't do I will
I bash myself to sleep
What you sow I will reap
I scar myself you see
I wish I wasn't me
I am the little stick
You stir me into shit
I hate therefore I am
Goddamn your rightous hand
Goddamn, goddamn Goddamn, goddamn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I throw a little fit I slit my teenage wrist
The most that I can learn
Is in records that you burn
Get your gunn, get your gunn get your gunn, get your gunn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I am the VHS
Record me with your fist
You want me to save the world I'm just a little girl
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
Get your gunn, get your gunn Get your gunn, get your gunn...
Get!

...ooh would i like to be that flag ...ahem

It's way early in the morning, and before my normal NIN music, I wanted something smooth and clean, so would you play this one for me lovely lady? Mwuah!

Title: Fields Of Gold
Artist: Sting

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So She took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

WIll you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
We forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wing move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gld

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
Wheen we walked in fields of gold
Wheen we walked in fields of gold
Wheen we walked in fields of gold

There's nothing wrong with a double shot of Mr. Manson even if it's the same song twice...I love the pics

heheh..glad ur enjoying them..as much as i do shall we give it another go then

Man That You Fear

the ants are in the sugar
the muscles atrophied
we're on the other side, the screen is us and we're t.v.
spread me open,
sticking to my pointy ribs
are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
pray until your number,
asleep from all your pain,
your apple has been rotting
tomorrow's turned up dead
i have it all and i have no choice but to
i'll make everyone pay and you will see
you can kill yourself now
because you're dead
in my mind
the boy that you loved is the monster you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
(I am so tangled in my sins that I cannot escape)
pinch the head off, collapse me like a weed
someone had to go this far
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
the world in my hands, there's no one left to hear you scream
there's no one left for you

could you spin this one for me dj?





destroyer, maker of wounds
delimber, mirror soul
hey, hey – girlflesh
hey, hey – girlflesh

if i were you, i wouldn't take my time
if i were you, i wouldn't close my eyes
if i were you, i'd listen to her words
if i were you, i wouldn't sit content
well-fucked and warm

girlflesh - sweet crime
undercover in girlflesh

wicked mind
destroyer, maker of wounds
delimber, mirror soul
hey, hey – girlflesh
hey, hey – girlflesh

open your eyes
here stands your unmaker smiling
frustrated eternal – enraged

undercover in girlflesh
the waiting kind
undercover in girlflesh

pure mind
hey, hey – girlflesh
girlflesh - hey, hey

...this to those who remain....

queensryche with .....

NM 156
Uniform printout reads end of line
Protect code intact leaves little time
Erratic surveys, free thinking not allowed
My hands shake, my push buttons silence
The outside crowd

One world government has outlawed war among nations
Now social control requires population termination

Have we come too far
To turn around
Does emotion hold the key
Is logic just a synonym for
This savagery, disguised in
Forgotten lost memory

Microchip logic
have we no more thought
"Is this wrong" I enter
Answers sought
Punch, punch, punch, transfer this data
Into code. Wide eyes watch my
Number 156 is shown
Created from past life to perform
Illicit function, I fail this conscious
Madness I man/machine imperfection

Have we come too far
To turn around
Does emotion hold the key
Is logic just a synonym for
This savagery, disguised in
Forgotten lost memory
End of line

....here's hoping someones hears thee.....

Queensryche of the ~sorry forgot to mention~Warning in both cases with one of my all time favs.

No Sanctuary

There's a certain feeling
Known to all who hear the sound
The call of morning rising
You're in a mystic space
Can't you feel the force embrace, the chill of the wind
As it names you

Oh, can't you see the lies in front of you
Your journey ends so far, and still the distance
Spins round and round you
Now you cry - give me sanctuary
You scream but no one listens
Again you cry - give me sanctuary
Until the end I'll fight and die, to be free
Oh! No sanctuary

You're walking halfway in
But crawling halfway out
There's a void in your mind that you cling to
You feel lost in time, you've got no words to rhyme
No more charms, no more spells to protect you

Oh can't you see the lies in front of you
Your journey ends so far, and still the distance
Spins round and round you
Now you cry - give me sanctuary
You scream, but no one listens
Again you cry - give me sanctuary
Until the end I'll fight and die
Oh I've got to be free

but I would love for you to play this song for my dear friend Aet...

Title: Angel
Artist: Sarah McLachlin

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that will make it okay
there's always one reason to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and theives at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness, oh
this glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees
you're in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Artist: (Guess What?)Nightwish
Title: Dead Boy´s Poem

Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can`t say
Forget what you can`t play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
- My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It`s already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Never sigh...

If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker`s cry, the one without tears
For I`ve given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother`s lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life

Teach me passion for I fear it`s gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I`m sorry
Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
I live no more to shame nor me nor you

And you... I wish I didn`t feel for you anymore...

A lonely soul... An ocean soul...

sure..thing love...now i think i'll spin this one before draggen my ass back to work...so here is Adema with....

Giving In

Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you

this is just too beautiful not to be given a quick spin....



you thought the leaden winter would bring you down forever
but you rode upon a steamer to the violence of the sun
and the colours of the sea bind your eyes with trembling mermaids
and you touch the distant beaches with tales of brave Ulysses
how his naked ears were tortured by the sirens sweetly singing
for the sparkling waves are calling you to kiss their white laced lips
and you see a girl's brown body dancing through the turquoise
and her footprints make you follow where the sky loves the sea
and when your fingers find her, she drowns you in her body
carving deep blue ripples in the tissues of your mind
the tiny purple fishes run laughing through your fingers
and you want to take her with you to the hard land of the winter
her name is Aphrodite and she rides a crimson shell
and you know you cannot leave her for you touched the distant sands
with tales of brave Ulysses, how his naked ears were tortured
by the sirens sweetly singing
the tiny purple fishes run laughing through your fingers
and you want to take her with you to the hard land of the winter

dedicated to anyone who likes it........i'm just in the mood for four star



she flies from a blinding light
and spirals to my heart
i try to find my mind
but don't know where to start
won't ever
can't ever find my sanity
won't ever
can't ever 'til i hear
her calling for me
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that side of me
can't help it, can't help it
can't help it, can't help it
can't help that side of me
just a little more, just a little more
just until i know what i'm feeling
just a little more, just a little more to find my sanity
i'm lost in a thousand nights
but sun shines at my feet
i'd walk through a thousand fires
and next to me she'd be
won't ever
can't ever find my sanity
won't ever
can't ever till i hear
her calling for me
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that side of me
can't help it, can't help it
can't help it, can't help it
can't help that side of me
just a little more, just a little more
just until i know what i'm feeling
just a little more, just a little more to find my sanity
she knows that side
she's calling back for me
i've lost my mind
i'd never believed
she knows that side
she's calling back for me
i lost my mind
til she's calling for me
she's calling for me
she's calling for me
she's calling for me
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that, she knows that
she knows that side of me
i can't help it, can't help it
i can't help it, can't help it
i can't help it that side of me
just a little more, just a little more
just until i know what i'm feeling
just a little more, just a little more to find my sanity
she knows that, she knows that (repeat to fade)