listening to: Sarcophagus by Nile

for me goddamnit

Tali-Lyric on my lip

I've got a lyric on my lip,
once it starts it just won't quit.
'Cause I've got a rhyme upon my tongue,
and I can't stop once I've begun.

At night i'm kept awake by me, thinking of lyrics constantly.
I'm listening to my favorite tune, rehearsing versing roung the room.
It hypes me up won't let me sleep, and then I know that I'm a deep.
For nothing keeps me from my bedset, for this source inside my head.
This music plagues me all the time, when simple words become a rhyme.
It freaks me how this music can, so influence my life and blend.
Directions I don't wanna take, must include the heartful break.

Yeah...

'Cause I've got a lyric on my lip,
once it starts it just wont quit.
'Cause ''ve got a rhyme upon my tongue,
and I can't stop once I've begun.

Each single step upon the streets, accompanied by a rapid beat.
A sound to play at everyday, it influences how I play.
It infiltrates the words I say, it picks me up, takes me away.
I really can't believe that I, without the sound could once get by.
I feel infected by the vibe, it's for this break I live and die.
I'ts in my blood, its in my heart, can't be no end without a start.
At first its just a wicked tune brought out by the DJ,
but then the other elements come in to play.

'Cause I've got a lyric on my lip,
once it starts it just wont quit.
'Cause ''ve got a rhyme upon my tongue,
and I can't stop once I've begun.

Garbage "i'm only happy when it rains"

this one goes out to me...

I’m only happy when it rains
I’m only happy when it’s complicated
And though I know you can’t appreciate it
I’m only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
I’m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
I’m only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn’t accidentally tell you that
I’m only happy when it rains

You’ll get the message by the time I’m through
When I complain about me and you
I’m only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you don’t care

I’m only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
I’m riding high upon a deep depression
I’m only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me

I’m only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I’m only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I’m only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
I’m only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me ...

Beth Orton - Don't Need A Reason


Have you ever seen a sign that
Upon a time...there were...angels
You won't lose track 'cause
Upon their backs feel the weight of wings...

Why'd they fall, it's hard to tell
But some things you can buy yourself

Yeah we only hurt the ones we love
While...we don't need a reason
Only care for the thing we deserve
And that's something to believe in

I think I've seen a sign but it's a very fine line
If you...want it all
And don't lose track
Upon my back there's no weight of wings

When they shine, it's hard to say
But something's never fade away

And we only hurt the ones we love
While...we don't need a reason
Only care for the thing we deserve
Well that's something to believe in

So I've been calling angels down to earth
And I don't need a reason
Calling angels down to earth
Cause I believe we need them...

Yeah we only hurt the ones we love
While...we don't need a reason
You're gonna get all that you deserve
And all that you believe in

That you believe in
Do you need them?
If you need them
Do you know?...
Do you need them?
If you need them...who believes them...do ya know??...do ya know...

Such a short time...

For someone...

Depeche Mode - Freelove


If you've been hiding from love
If you've been hiding from love
I can understand where you're coming from
I can understand where you're coming from

If you've suffered enough
If you've suffered enough
I can understand what you're thinking of
I can see the pain that you're frightened of

And I'm only here
To bring you free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

I've been running like you
I've been running like you
Now you understand why I'm running scared
Now you understand why I'm running scared

I've been searching for truth
I've been searching for truth
And I haven't been getting anywhere
No I haven't been getting anywhere

And I'm only here
To bring you free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

Hey girl
You've got to take this moment
Then let it slip away
Let go of complicated feelings
Then there's no price to pay

We've been running from love
We've been running from love
And we don't know what we're doing here
No we don't know what we're doing here

We're only here
Sharing our free love
Let's make it clear
That this is free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love
No hidden catch
No strings attached
Just free love

And for me...

Depeche Mode - A Photograph of You


What good is a photograph of you?
Every time I look at it
It makes me feel blue

What use is a souvenir of something
We once had
When all it ever does is
Make me feel bad

I wish I could tear it up
But then again I haven't the guts
I wish I could throw it on the fire
I wish I could
But to say I would
I'd be a liar

What good is a color print of a little baby doll?
When just one little glance is enough to make me feel dull

I wish I would misplace it
But then I take such good care of it
I wish it would disappear
I say I wish
But then I relish it being here

What good is a photograph of you?
Every time I look at it
It makes me feel blue

Dedicated to an emotion...

Run For Cover - Sugababes



When you, get me down
Then I, get turned around
I tend to, cut myself off
From things, I shouldn't run from

It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside

Stabbed me in the back
Once did a thing like that
Sticking to your ploy
Is this something you enjoy?
Publicity and insecurity
Just wanna be me
It's my need to be free

Chorus
It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside
You never seem to wonder
How much you make me suffer
I speak it from the inside

Looking right at me {at me}
Won't recede my plea {my plea}
Tell me what you mean {you mean}
I'm not what's on the screen
Thinking what will be {will be}
Find innovatory {atory}
That's quite enough for me
Makes me wanna scream
{scream, scream, scream, scream, scream, scream}

Keep it to myself

Chorus
It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside (keep it to myself)
You never seem to wonder
How much you make me suffer
I speak it from the inside
(Keep it to myself)

Chorus
It doesn't really matter
Sometimes we run for cover
I'm always on the outside (keep it to myself)
You never seem to wonder
How much you make me suffer
I speak it from the inside

...cause I was a meanie.

Four Tops- Can't Help Myself (Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch)

Sugar pie honey bunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else

In and out my life
You come and you go
Leaving just your picture behind
And I've kissed it a thousand times

Sugar pie honey bunch
Do anything you ask me to
I try to tear away from the screen
And there's nothing that I can do

When you call my name, girl it starts the flame
(Burning in my heart, tearing it apart)
No matter how I try, my love I cannot hide, 'cause

Sugar pie honey bunch
I'm weaker than a man should be
I can't help myself
I'm a fool in love you see

Wanna tell you that I don't love you, tell you that we're through
I'm not a child
But everytime I see your face
I get all choked up inside

I love this song...


"Catch Me When I Fall" - Ashlee Simpson

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

Too him......i will never forget that nite and i will never forget him singing this song to me.... <3


"When I'm Gone" - Eminem

[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...

Enigma Lyrics

Turn Around Lyrics


Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and you will see
Life, like a real way out, a kind of LSD

Turn around, you're feeling all the changes
Turn around and you will feel
You'll reach your holiness
You are a part of me

Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and I will show you something

Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and you will see
Life, like a real way out, a kind of LSD

Turn around, you're feeling all the changes
Turn around and you will feel
You'll reach your holiness
You are a part of me

~~~~Sandra Whispers~~~~
Beyond The Invisible, Prism of Life
The Child In Us, Gravity of Love
Morphing Thru Time

Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and you will see
Life, like a real way out, a kind of LSD

Turn around, you're feeling all the changes
Turn around and you will feel
You'll reach your holiness
You are a part of me

~~~~Sandra Whispers~~~~
The Screen Behind The Mirror, The Voice and the Snake
Principles of Lust, The Eyes of Truth, TNT for the Brain

Ne irascaris, Domine - Ne irascaris, Domine
Ne irascaris, Domine - Ne irascaris, Domine

Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and you will see
Life, like a real way out, a kind of LSD

Turn around and I will show you something
Turn around and you will see
Life, like a real way out, a kind of LSD

t..t..t.. Turn around and I will show you something

Amethyst Lyrics

My Land Beyond Lyrics

My black, mourning moods
Caught in the thickened mist
Echoing, through these woods
Wherein I unveilded, endlessly wished

Silence surrounds my presence
An entity unknown
To my dying bloodline
Crowned by the lost, depth of the endless
Wandering... in this maze of mine

The land beyond, my land forlorn, in misery
A land reigned by fear, and disbelief
Dark and deep, this is the depth of treachery
Torn by the gods, in their times of grief

I know by the knowledge of not
For I am and for I am not
Here before you I stand
The supreme of the supremest,
I am the damned

A barren land neighed in hate
Where a man had lost his fate
This, the land of my dreams
Kept in slavery by all means
Lying in this other realm
Forbidden for mortals to see

Under her veil on the other side
There where this white bride sleeps
Lying in the valley deep and wide
I know this wisdom to me it speaks, at night...

Hidden Place - Bjork

Through the warmthest
Cord of care
Your love was sent to me

I'm not sure
What to do with it
Or where to put it

I'm so close to tear
And so close to
Simply calling you up
And simply suggesting

We go to the hidden place
That we go to the hidden place
We go to the hidden place
We go to a hidden place

Now I have
Been slightly shy
And I can smell a pinch of hope
To almost have allowed once fingers
To stroke
The fingers I was given to touch with
But careful, careful
There lies my passion, hidden
There lies my love
I'll hide it under a blanket
Lull it to sleep

I'll keep it in a hidden place
I'll keep it in a hidden place
Keep it in a hidden place
Keep it in a hidden place

He's
The beautifullest
Fragilest
Still strong
Dark and divine
And the littleness of his movements
Hides himself
He invents a charm
That makes him invisible
Hides in the air
Can I hide there too?
Hide in the air of him
Seek solace
Sanctuary

In that hidden place
In a hidden place
In a hidden place
We'll stay in a hidden place
Ooohh in a hidden place
We'll live in a hidden place
We'll be in a hidden place
In a hidden place