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Edge · 12-15-04

For someone who remains hidden, cowering in a former self ego....choosing indifference over stepping foward to face life.

Avril Lavinge - Nobody's Home

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
Thats where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside,
Find the reason why,
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
Thats where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's falling behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place.

yeah ...

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
Thats where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to, dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh.
She's lost inside, lost inside... oh oh.

~G~ · 12-20-04

.....

"Blue Monday" - New Order / Orgy

How does it feel
To treat me like you do
When you’ve laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are

I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now how do I feel

Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They will turn away no more

And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today

I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn’t for your misfortunes
I’d be a heavenly person today

And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now how should I feel

Now I stand here waiting...

I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold...?
(grows cold, grows cold, grows cold)

Jobe · 01-03-05

Someone to watch over me - Nina Simone

There's a saying old says that love is blind
Still we're often told "seek and ye shall find"
So I'm going to seek a certain girl I've had in mind
Looking everywhere, haven't found her yet

She's the big affair I cannot forget
Only girl I ever think of will regret
I'd like to add her initial to my monogram
Tell me where's the shepherd for this lost lamb

There's a somebody I'm longing to see
I hope that she turns out to be
Someone who'll watch over me
I'm a little lamb who's lost in a wood
I know I could always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although she may not the girl some men think of
As handsome to my heart
She carries the key

Won't you tell her please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh how I need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me

Jobe · 01-03-05

'A little sugar in my bowl' - Nina Simone

Tired of bein' lonely, tired of bein' blue,
I wished I had some good man, to tell my troubles to
Seem like the whole world's wrong, since my man's been gone

I need a little sugar in my bowl,
I need a little hot dog, on my roll
I can stand a bit of lovin', oh so bad,
I feel so funny, I feel so sad
I need a little steam-heat, on my floor,
Maybe I can fix things up, so they'll go
What's the matter, hard papa, come on and save you mama's soul
'Cause I need a little sugar, in my bowl, doggone it,
I need a little sugar in my bowl

I need a little sugar, in my bowl,
I need a little hot dog, between my rolls
You gettin' different, I've been told,
move your finger, drop something in my bowl
I need a little steam-heat on my floor,
Maybe I can fix things up, so they'll go

(spoken: Get off your knees, I can't see what you're drivin' at!
It's dark down there!
Looks like a snake! C'mon here and drop somethin' here in my bowl,
stop your foolin', and drop somethin', in my bowl)

One · 01-04-05

obsession .... if you are still lurking about out there.... this is for you...

Thy gruesome cries so thin
On thus you will succeed
The amorphous illusions
Thwart your willingness to believe

The beauty disturbed

The amulet, opener of forgotten doors
Leads back to that doomed tiara-night
See thyself wild in hysteria
Death's irony

The beauty disturbed

Listen to this tortuous threnody
Filled with the pain
Thou can see where betrayal shall bring thee
Death's obligatory
Where all elements melt to one
And odious memories perish together with you
Should have seen the omen, the mirror
Death's reality
Cry, your threnody will be heard
For thy suffocated minds
The tortuous sound as angels' voices
The phobia, in search for ancestral blood
An arable force from the past
Leads back to the atrocious roots
The deep inner soul, never to be exposed
The axiom you can't deny or better
Drags you down into a lost abyss
The hymn stops, fear will reign
Death's cruelty

Jobe · 01-09-05

Dedicated to all the things I'll never have...

Sarah McLachlan -Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.

There's always some reason
to feel not good enough,
and it's hard, at the end of the day.

I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.

Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless,
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight.

CHORUS:
In the arms of the angel,
fly away from here,
from this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel.

You are pulled from the wreckage,
Of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.

So tired of the straight line,
and everywhere you turn,
there's vultures and thieves at your back.

The storm keeps on twisting.
Keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack.

Don't make no difference,
escape one last time.
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
Oh, this glorious sadness,
that brings me to my knees.

REPEAT CHORUS

You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.

Jobe · 01-10-05

Dedicated to those out there I know are in pain...

Hide U - Kosheen

Ref:

If you were in my heart, I'd surely not break you
If you were beside me, and my love would take you
I'll keep you in safety, forever protect you
I'll Hide U away from the world you rejected

I'll Hide U
I'll Hide U

Bridge:

Take my hand, show no fear
Look in my eyes, it's perfectly clear
I'll love you, and comfort you
Ask me to tell you what I wanna do
I'll Hide U away from danger...

Jobe · 01-16-05

To the sensuality that burns inside me...

Only You - Ashanti

I just want you to know..that..
throughout it all..its only u..that stuck by me..
and for that-I thank you..I love
you..

(VERSE 1)

oooooh
I cant wait to get next to you
oooh
I just cant leave you alone

Girl u got me doin things that I would never do
and I cant stop the way I'm feeling if I wanted to

I'm crazy bout the way that u can make say your name
and if I couldnt have you I would probably go insane

(CHORUS)

only u can make me feel(only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
only u can make me feel(only u..only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)

(VERSE 2)

oooooh
I cant wait to get next to you
oooh
I just cant leave you alone

Girl u stay inside my mind ain't no denying that
only u could do the things that got me coming back

its gotta be the realist thing that I have ever felt
and I do what I gotta do to keep u to myself

only u can make me feel(only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
only u can make me feel(only u..only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)

(BRIDGE)

crazy.. bout the.. way you.. feel.. I just.. gotta.. have u ..here..
and I.. wanna.. let u.. know.. I wont.. ever.. let u go

only u can make me feel (only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
only u can make me feel (only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)

oooooh
I cant wait to get next to you
oooh
I just cant leave you alone...

Jobe · 01-20-05

To someone out there...

The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new...

Jobe · 01-29-05

Amie by Damien Rice

Nothing unusual, nothing strange
Close to nothing at all
The same old scenario, the same old rain
And there's no explosions here
Then something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
I saw a spaceship fly by your window
Did you see it disappear?

Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me
Nothing unusual, nothing's changed
Just a little older that's all
You know when you've found it,
There's something I've learned
'Cause you feel it when they take it away

Something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
But I'm not a miracle
And you're not a saint
Just another soldier
On the road to nowhere

Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me

And Amie come sit on my wall
And read me the story of O
And tell it like you still believe
That the end of the century
Brings a change for you and me

Jobe · 01-29-05

Dedicated to all of us that have unanswered prayers...

Cold Water by Damien Rice

Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?

Love one's daughter
Allow me that
And I can't let go of your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?
[chanting] Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?

Edge · 01-29-05

To me and Mia.
Linkin Park - Crawling

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

Jobe · 02-04-05

Dedicated to someone I've watched fall once to often...

As You Fall by Bent

Is this how
You were found?
Like a star fallen
To the ground?

As you fall
You make no sound
As you fall
Wish for a place where you want to be

Lying still
Flowers all around
In my dreams I see you
Falling down

So is this how (is this how)
You were found?
Like a star fallen
To the ground?

As you fall
You make no sound
As you fall
Wish for a place where you want to be

Lenina · 05-22-05

To someone 'special'

Just - By Radiohead

Can't get the stink off
He's been hanging round for days
Comes like a comet
Suckered you but not your friends
One day he'll get to you
And teach you how to be a holy cow

You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you and no one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself

Don't get my sympathy
Hanging out the 15th floor
You've changed the locks three times
He still comes reeling through the door
One day I'll get you
And teach you how to get to purest hell

You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you, you and no one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself

You do it to yourself, you do
And that's what really hurts
Is that you do it to yourself
Just you, you and no one else
You do it to yourself
You do it to yourself.. yourself.. yourself..

Jobe · 06-01-05

Dedicated to all the feelings inside...

Alanis Morissette
Uninvited

Like Anyone Would Be
I Am Flattered By Your Fascination With Me
Like Any Hotblooded Woman
I Have Simply Wanted An Object To Crave

But You You're Not Allowed
You're Uninvited
An Unfortunate Slight

Must Be Strangely Exciting
To Watch The Stoic Squirm
Must Be Somewhat Heartening
To Watch Shepherd Meet Shepherd

But You You're Not Allowed
You're Uninvited
An Unfortunate Slight

Like Any Uncharted Territory
I Must Seem Greatly Intriguing
You Speak Of My Love Like
You Have Experienced Love Like Mine Before

But This Is Not Allowed
You're Uninvited
An Unfortunate Slight

I Don't Think You Unworthy
I Need A Moment To Deliberate...

Jobe · 06-08-05

They know who they are...

Don't look back - Telepopmusik

Sit Still, and close your eyes
What’s behind the other door
No more silence, don’t kill this thing we got called love
Just searching for the perfect drug

When Love comes calling
Don’t look back
When love comes calling
Don’t look away

And I’m standing over here
Watching you over there
Smiling, happy, unaware
Oh, life is spinning round
You’re going underground, forgetting who we were
Let’s try and keep it just one more day

You take your love
And throw it all around
Like it’s nothing special
Just a sound
Let me say one more thing
I don’t think you realize
That a day is like a year sometime

Jobe · 06-19-05

For her...

Close - Telepopmusik

I don’t put a smile upon your face no more
I can’t make your heart shine like it did before
You don’t listen to my stories anymore
You can’t comfort me the way you did before

Was I too loud, was I too bad
Was I too open
Was I too high, was I too fast
Was I too close

I don’t feel your lips like the first kiss
I’d rather run away than sit to face the truth

Was I too proud, was I too hopeful
Was I too needing
Was I too crazy, was I too long
Was I too giving

No matter how far, no matter how long
I will be there