For Aet:

A song: by Insane Clown Posse - Hellalujia

*moaning* *screaming* *a preachers voice*

"Give God the first portion of your income, say that with me,
Give God the first portion of your income. Give it first!
Not after deducts, not after the social security, and the
hospitilization, and the malnutrition. Not after all these
things on your check you say, I'm gonna give God a little what's
left. You do, and that's what you gonna get from God."

Who am I? I'm not the Devil
I can take you to my level
Above the rocks, above the earth
Tell me what your soul is worth
How much money do you make?
How much will you let me take?
I will give you tranquilty
Just send your wealth and checks to me
Life is going to expire
And your soul will burn in fire
You will perish in the thunder
Unless you call my hotline number
God has asked you to make me rich
Me and my fat-whack gaudy bitch
On your T.V.'s late at night
Send those checks and I'll guide you to the light

"Don't put away your wallets just yet, brothers and sisters. There's somebody here I'd like all of you to meet. This is little Jonathan. Jonathan, say hello to the lovely people, (hello). Jonathan has problems. Twisted neck, tangled legs, crooked spine, but we can heal this boy. For just, uh, six thousand dollars, we can heal this boy!"

God had called me and then stopped by
And he told me you're gonna die
Unless you buy my holy water
Check, cash, or a money order
This is true, don't question me
I'll even send you shit for free
It's only ten bucks for the call
And I'll send a prayer, no charge at all
Put your lips up to the screen
Close your eyelids and intervene
Your lips to mine, now send the cash
And while you're there, you can kiss my ass
Take your paycheck and send me half
And I'll send you God's autograph
I'll get Allah's and Buddha's too
Even Zeus, I don't give a fuck who
Just send me that money

"Would you like to healed, little Jonathan? (yes, reverand).
You see brothers and sisters, this...(beep-beep beep-beep)
Excuse me. I told you never to page me on a sermon day. Yes?
Uh-huh. Hallalujah. Outty. People, that was the lord, today only,
he will heal this boy, for just five thousand dollars!"

Pass the collection plate (show-show me how you give)
Pass the collection plate (g-give-give, how to live)
Pass the collection plate (show-show-show me how you give)
Pass the collection plate (show me how you give, I'll tell you how to live)

Your total's twenty-two eleven
For your set of keys to heaven
Make the checks out in my name
Me or God, it's all the same
Bring your crippled ass to me
Pay my usher the holy fee
I'll bless your legs and bless your chair
Then wheel your bitch-ass outta here
Now a special ceremony
This part don't cost any money
Drip a drop of blessed water
Now I fertalize your daughter
Even though I fucked a hooker
Took your baby girl and shook her
You still buy everything I sell
And I'm living well
See you in Hell!

"Four-thousand, eight-hundred, nine-hundred, five thousand
Hallalujah, you did it brothers and sisters. Are you ready, Jonathan? (yes, reverand) Lord Almighty, we've met your price, give me the healing power, I can feel it, Lord! Roomy loomy lama noma noomy! This boy is healed. (really?) Now to the naked eye, it would appear that this boy has not been healed, but I can assure you, this boy's spirit has been healed. Inside this tangled, mangled frame is a healed little boy. His spirit is healed, Hallalujah!"

For me and my friends...

K'S CHOICE
"Virgin State Of Mind"

There's a chair in my head on which I used to sit
Took a pencil and I wrote the following on it

Now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
Dig it up, throw it at me
Dig it up, throw it at me

Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind

Got a knife to disengage the voids that I can't bear
To cut out words I've got written on my chair

Like do you think I'm sexy
Do you think I really care

Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so

Can I burn the mazes I grow
Can I, I don't think so

Where can I run to, where can I hide
Who will I turn to now I'm in a virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind
Virgin state of mind

hmm this thing is still going heehhhhhh i almost forgot about it


SHAWN MULLINS

Lullaby

She grew up with the children of the stars in the Hollywood hills and the boulevard
Her parents threw big parties, everyone was there
They hung out with folks like Dennis Hopper, Bob Seger, Sonny and Cher
Now, she feels safe in the bar on Fairfax
And from the stage I can tell that
She can't let go and she can't relax
And just before she hangs her head to cry
I sing to her a lullaby, I sing everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
She still lives with her mom outside the city
Down that street about a half a mile
And all her friends tell her she's so pretty
But she'd be a whole lot prettier if she smiled once in a while
'Cause even her smile looks like a frown
She's seen her share of devils in this angel town
But, everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
I told her I ain't so sure about this place
It's hard to play a gig in this town and keep a straight face
Seems like everyone here's got a plan
It's kind of like Nashville with a tan
But, everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
Everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye

....angry heart I do love, here's hoping U'll hear me out through the crowd

Queensryche as geoff speaks from my heart yet again,
from EMPIRE titled Hand on Heart

Hand On Heart
All eyes were staring
you floated through the room.
Armed with your razor smile
cutting to the bone.
My voice fell useless
you flashed a quick "Hello."
Feeling the fool,
could you tell it showed?

But that was "Sometime Ago."
A memory vague and fading slow,
of somewhere I'd been.

Hand On Heart
A promise, a word and a voice
Hand On Heart
A rhythm of hope and choice, will keep us together.

I don't know if I,
can reach that high.
It's a long way to fall
Hauntingly holding
my fate with a gaze.
Like a child, mesmerized
by the candle's flame.
Oh what lies behind those eyes
I could only guess.
That certain way you stood
apart from the rest.

Now where is "Sometime Ago?"
When everything moved in slo-motion.
Caught by my watering eye

Hand On Heart
A promise, a word and a voice
Hand On Heart
A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice
Hand On Heart
Promising, I'll never go.
Hand On Heart
For reasons you'll never know.

Together through thick and thin
lose or win, I'll be there for you.
Strange how the mind changes
time and time again.
Things once important, now
pale in comparison.

Hand On Heart
A promise, a word and a voice
Hand On Heart
A rhythm of hope and a vision of choice
Hand On Heart
Promising, I'll never go.
Hand On Heart
For reasons you'll never know.

I promise girl, Hand On Heart.

Soul Collective



" Shine"

Give me a word
Give me a sign
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Lay me on the ground
Fly me in the sky
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Oh Heaven let your light shine down

Love is in the water
Love is in the air
Show me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
Teach me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Oh, Heaven let your light shine down

I love Disapear, you've got me in the mood for Metallica now! To all Metallica fans.......

The Unforgiven

New blood joins this earth
and quikly he's subdued
through constant pain disgrace
the young boy learns their rules

with time the child draws in
this whipping boy done wrong
deprived of all his thoughts
the young man struggles on and on he's known
a vow unto his own
that never from this day
his will they'll take away

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven

they dedicate their lives
to running all of his
he tries to please them all
this bitter man he is
throughout his life the same
he's battled constantly
this fight he cannot win
a tired man they see no longer cares
the old man then prepares
to die regretfully
that old man here is me

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub the unforgiven

you labeled me
I'll label you
so I dub the unforgiven

this is for water, you'll always be my girl *hugs* love you loads




here’s the chance of life
get ready, set, fly, high
above the fear of your mind.
go for it, it’s hit or miss,
too late for you to quit,
you gotta show em
how bad you really want this.

oh, live your dreams,
it’s not as hard as it may seem;
you gotta work to get the cream,
on your hopes you must lean.
from your fears
you have to wean yourself;
it’s all or nothing,
give your everything.

you are what you believe.
you’ve got to bring the dream,
set the pace,
competition take or leave.
this is it, all eyes on you,
so stay your point and prove
that you deserve what’s long overdue.

live your dreams,
it’s not as hard as it may seem;
you’ve gotta work to get the cream,
on your hopes you must lean.
from your fears
you have to wean yourself;
it’s all or nothing,
give your everything.

my heart is still recovering
from the heartbreak of another kind.
i’m still drying my tears,
getting over my own fears, in my life.
so i wanna make sure this time
that i’m strong enough to give it my all.

live your dreams,
it’s not as hard as it may seem;
you’ve gotta work to get the cream,
on your hopes you must lean.
from your fears
you have to wean yourself;
it’s all or nothing,
give your everything.

live your dreams,
it’s not as hard as it may seem;
you’ve gotta work to get the cream,
on your hopes you must lean.
from your fears
you have to wean yourself;
it’s all or nothing,
give your everything.

you know you gotta live your dreams,
so don't you be afraid,
just set the pace, and take the lead,
it's your time to shine.

for alex - who drives me crazy insane and makes it all so much fun.


when i see your face, my eyes just dilate
i suffer whenever you're around
counting the days
until i get the nerve to sound
what i really believe
when i see your face, my eyes just dilate
but i can't erase that i want to violate
move to another place
today
i gotta find a way
to have you with me
when i see your face, my eyes just dilate
but i can't erase that i want to violate
every bit and every thing
and every part of you
i've suffered enough
it's killing me
i've suffered enough
what have i seen
what have i seen
when i see your face, my eyes just dilate
but i can't erase that i want to violate
every bit and every thing
and every part of you
every bit and every thing
and every part of you

for doofess, just coz it's kinda funky


connecting channel to channel
communications are rebel
that we're looking for harmony
like the bass and the treble
divide it like pebble
hallucinating battles
but we can't saddle separate the hassling tattle
hope can strangle, mangled to confused and
believe with the strength of
Rosicrucians
searching for human touch
trust will be loving such
musical solution
simple revolution beats and pulses
our freak will reminisce
questing for better pet
no it sounds really bad
wageness
we get, the sweat
my only metaphoreman
let this cats only live for heavier sex
chemical surfin' and ol' daddy seemed killed
yesterday struggle success will predict a meatness
the violent we stand, united we fall
in desperate goals
don't you know?
don't you know?
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
Legion....
from the blasting gunshots
and have nots
escapism, inefficacious
they'll be with you no wrong or track spots
so blasting yours, blasting ya' away
seek your better days
now it's confusing, the matter stay
shift shifting, shot lifting
anything the top lifting
benefit
this is a part, could my drifting
seek destiny it will find thee slow
don't you know?
don't you know?
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
Legion....
crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy.....
crazy heart and your terror's full-blown (repeat)
it controls....
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
we are Legion
supported through the collective
out there, somewhere
Legion....
it controls....

....machine to start Ure day, maybe Ure fucking day if Ure more like me


MLaG with Kiss Destroyer,

Kiss Destroyer
We are slaves in our bedsheets
Sunk to a new low
Is there something inside?
Something you hide?
A chain of sores
A chain of sores
We all suffer the symptoms
Of a subtle disease
Is this something a toy
For you to employ?
Something left that a kiss
Could not destroy
Boil the water
I really love the daughter
She's a flower
She's a scar
We are safe in our bedsheets
Sunk to a new low
Boil the water
A lamb led to the slaughter
It's a flower
It's a scar

...shout out, here is a little something for an old chap, hehehe old like me and a friend who needs it, here U go mate diggin and enjoy

Suicide King
Know your faults
Know your friends
Be prepared to take revenge
Thought I feed it
Keep it alive
Watch it dissolve into slaughterhouse five
Thought I could feed it sift the debris
Heir to the throne of a suicide king
-Bend like a reed in the wind-
Violator diplomat
They slip their fingers in
Is it alive sift the debris
Heir to the throne of a suicide king
-Bend like a reed in the wind-
The simple plots become confused
The jaws are locked and we are immune
From the horizon
They slip their fingers in
She smells like the future of money
She smells like everything
Simple plots become comfused
The jaws are locked and
We are immune

for the lady dj, coz you is dis cool innit

(i have no AIM at the moment, but hopefully i should be on again in a couple days)


outside st. ignatius, outside of the law,
you walk by so gracefully, i just stand in awe.
you're a goddess. you're the hottest oddity i've found.
we can go swimmin' in our skin and hope that we don't drown.

i could save the water just by drinking it tonight. i
can't find the words to make it right, to make it right.

tanked up out on elm street, looking for a ride.
stretched out on concrete, running out of pride.
you need help dear, and i'm sincere. let me be the one.
i'm not a big star, but i've got a big car. you're too weak to run.

you could save the highway if you'd crash with me tonight.
i can't find the words to make it right, to make it right.

i could save the water just by drinking it tonight.
i can't find the words to make it right, to make it right.

someday when we're older, deep in loneliness,
things we said today won't matter, no one could care less.
we're just shadows, just ask plato. it was all a dream.
i've had it with dallas, let's burn down the palace. i'll bring the kerosene.

i could save this song if i'd just sing real loud tonight.

i can't find the words to make it right, to make it right.

....can I forget silly here is another to our lovely dj, hmmmm oh yeah cause I'm the coulo in it

Machines from the cd-gilt with

The Soft Collision
Soft now- the lips that dragged me down
Soft now- until I hit the ground
The night is soft
The light is soft
And i don't want to wear this off- tonight
Sleep alone- seems to me
The virus bleeds
Soft now- she played her love scenes well soft now-
Should have sensed the sulphur smell
Soften the blow
Finger to tongue tongue to finger
Honey smear
Finger to tongue tongue to finger
Soften the blow

alright md .....heeeeey doe.......how u been hun been wondering boutcha...hope things are goin good for u


we coo we coo.......


check out my theme song...


Twilight Zone
By: Golden Earring
Somewhere in a lonely hotel room the 'empty'(?) guy
Starts to realize that eternal fate has turned its back on him

It's 2 am....

It's 2 am (it's 2 am)
Fear is gone (fear is gone)
I'm somewhere where
The Gun's still warm
Thinking my connection
Is tired of taking chances

Yeah, there's a storm on the loose
Sun reigns on my head
Wrapped up inside themselves
Circuits are dead
Cannot decode
My whole life spins into a frenzy

Help, I'm steppin' into the Twilight Zone
This is a madhouse
Feels like being home
My feet they can't move
Under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I've gone too far

Help, I'm steppin' into the Twilight Zone
This is a madhouse
Feels like being home
My feet they can't move
Under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I've gone too far
You will come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
You will come to know
When the bullet hits the bone

I'm fallin' down a spiral
Destination unknown
Double cross messenger
All alone
Can't get no connection
Can't get through where are you?

Well the night weighs heavy
On his guilty mind
This far from
The borderline
When the hitman comes
He knows damn well he has been cheated

And he says:
Help, I'm steppin' into the Twilight Zone
This is a madhouse
Feels like being home
My feet they can't move
Under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I've gone too far
You will come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
You will come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
You will come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
(Repeat until end)

....smacks himself and shakes it off~what? Ure way too young to know golden earing woman, woooooooow what how where ok then ack, eeeeeeeeeh numbnuttsed