i need to talk about something when it would come to people making movies. mainly all that people have been doing is doing nothing but sitting here re-making films that you can't do a better job on as they like to think. each time people want to re-make a movie they do a sucky ass job. but not most of the time though. people can actually re-make a good movie but that is seriously rear.

i mean you know there are books out there! that have alot of good story's in it. they could turn a great book story into a movie.

or why don't they add on to a movie?

like eventhough i'm not into the film buisness industry. i could easily come up with fucking ideas... take this for an example......

like we've all seen the first and origional movie to carrie right?

they should add on a 20 years later kind of thing..... they can still use amy irving and her boyfriend tommy ross (the origional tommy ross), and sissy spacek..... since he servived because he only got hit on the head with a bucket full of blood and got nocked out.

amy irving and her boyfriend had sex and created a family. while they created a family and had a daughter... all of a sudden what sissy spacek had went to amy irvings daughter some how with telekinesis. then they should show sissy spacek going crazy through her mothers teachings being of how insanly religious and a super bitch that she was and that is what sissy has turned into and she is wicked just like her mother.
then they could show amy irving and tommy ross going to the cemetary to visit there friends who've died at the prom that night. then they could show amy irving going through flash backs and tommy ross is trying to help her through it and get her to calm. because she is all shooken up and intence. since she can't get over the past or handle it like how tommy ross can. then how she wants try to protect her daughter from doing what sissy spacek has done.... mainly she is trying to prevent it from ever happening to her daughter. while she has been noticing some strange things going on with her daugher anyway with slight objects moving around in amy irving and tommy rosses house hold...while tommy ross is convincing amy irving that they might have a poltergeist living with them so amy irving doesn't automatically think its all because of telekinesis. but she isn't stupid though and then that is how amy irving found out that her daughter has telekinesis... but its so strong for her daughter that she can't be able to control her telekinesis and it seriously goes out of wack... then amy irvings daughter is alot like how sissy was in high school... but had slightly a lil bit of confidents going on about her and only having one best friend while everyone else in high school is a major dick weed... she can't take in anymore of there nastiness and blows up and kills everyone including her best friend....



then from there amy irving and tommy ross visit sissy and she is such a major bitch that they want to get some information out of carrie to see how they could stop amy irvings daughters telekensis.... as sissy will tell them that they would have to find her dad ralph white since he is the male carrier of it all... that they will have to kill him in order to save there daughter and that would take care of sissy's telekensis problem as well. but sissy went even more ape shit that she doesn't want them to kill her father.. because both of her parents are dead and how she has no one else in her life anymore.

while alot of crazy shit is going on through amy irvings daughter in high school... since they are looking at sissy for advice.

see don't you think that would be interesting to watch and did you see how i could easily add on to something like this?

man now i want them to add on a carrie 20 years later.....

from there you don't have to re-make it!

ummmm but didnt they make a Carrie 2? where all that happened? i recall seeing it a few years ago.

well tomorrow i'm not allowed to eat anything. because for one thing i have an appointment set up for me to go to the doctors. remember my dad is old and retired. mainly we are gonna get my blood checked out. because my dad THINKS that i might have a thyroid problem. because i'm tired all the time, i have alot of headachs, and i'm cold all the time. i don't even feel that great at the moment. since i don't know what a thyroid is i'm looking up the information about thyroid on the internet. but hey i'm not going to worry about it though. hopefully that once when i have my blood checked out that it will turn out to be positive and that i don't have it. but i'm not scared about tomorrow though at all.

anyway i'll post a link in here about thyroid to have people look up on the information about it as well.

http://www.thyroid.com/patient.html

i'm going to be an optimistic and positive.

well we went down to hospital this morning around 8 in this morning. it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be and it was SERIOUSLY nothing. from how i was feeling a lil freaked out about it from yesterday. mainly all they did was check my blood and they had it in two lil tubes. then they did the EKG heart scan and they had me take off my shirt for it. while they had me wear a white lil vest and they put stickers all over my body with clamps and gave my heart a lil check up. it went by pretty fast though and now all they are going to do is check to see if i do have thyroid or not.

When do you get the results?

i won't be able to get my test results till this thursday mia.

well went out to eat today with the parents. but i didn't really eat anything at all. mainly i ate two lil pieces of chicken and the rest i was just stabbing my fork with it and playing with the food and not really sitting up straight at the dinner table in the resturant. it was the same way when we went out for my grandma's birthday yesterday. again i didn't eat very much and i gave all of my crab meat to kaylee. looking tired, being cold, and wearing my jacket and had it buttoned up from top to bottom. so my dad is really concerned with me and that was when he signed me up for a thyroid check up. he took my pulse and he checked my eyes at the house before we went out to eat today. right now i'm wearing a jacket and feeling tired but at least i don't have that much of a headach going on. so i don't want to be talking to anyone on my instant messangers. not untill i feel ok enough. heck i'm tired right now and i just want to get some rest. so i'm going to log off and rest in my bed.

Good luck with the results Kendra. I will pray for you.

I had a thyroid problem when I was younger.... its gone now. I had to take meds for awhile though- wasn't too bad.

But even though- I hope you don't have anything wrong with you.
Keep Positive.

thank you edge

so then you know what i MIGHT be going through if i have it then. because i don't really know that much about thyroid and would like to know more about it. do mind if you and i have a talk about it sometime? that would really be great and i'd appreciate that.

all i'm doing right now is still resting in bed as a matter of fact. my stomach isn't feeling all that great. well i'm going to lay back down.

*hugs kendra very tightly*

youre going to be just fine. sounds like your parents are looking out for you.

im sorry youre not feeling well, but i promise youll get better.

*kisses your cheek*


i love you sweetheart.

thank you lily


well today is wednesday and tomorrow is thursday. tomorrow is when i get my test results for thyroids. right now i wish that today was all ready thursday so i would be able to know if i have something wrong with me or not. at least at the moment i don't feel bumbed out at all like how i have been feeling ever since on monday about all of this. if you were in my spot i don't think you'll be all too happy either. you'd be feeling just as worried as well. but today i think i should get my self to relax and not worry about tomorrow and tomorrow will be here before i know it. tomorrow is such a big BIG day for me. once when i find out about my test results for tomorrow i'll let you know what the doctor said. i guess this is all i have to say as i don't have anything else to talk about.

well i'm learning how to do laundry. its not hard as i thought it was and now i know how to do it. i was learning how to do it while my mother and my grandma were all in the kitchen. mainly those two were doing nothing but cleaning out the refrigerator. while i was sitting there at the kitchen table waiting for my clothes to get done. on the kitchen table i saw how we had alot of groceries and i saw how we had two small water melons and i picked them up and put both of them up againts my boobs. then i was saying how i got my breast implants put in today and i'm just like pamula anderson and that i should put bobbie tassles at the end and shake them around. my mother and grandma both turned around at the sametime and started to laugh.

*smiles back at edge*

Jenny Jenny who can I turn to
you give me something I can hold on to
now you think I'm like the others before
who saw you name and number on the wall

Jenny I got your number
I need to make you mine
Jenny don't change your number
867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309

Jenny Jenny your the girl for me
you don't know me, but you make me so happy
I tried to call you before but I lost the nerve
I tried my imagination but I was disturbed

Jenny I got your number
I need to make you mine
Jenny don't change your number
867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309

I got it, I got it, I got your number on the wall
I got it, I got it, for a good time, for a good time call

Jenny don't change your number
I need to make you mine
Jenny I got your number
867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309

Jenny who can I turn to

867-5309
For the price of a dime I can always turn to you

867-5309

well i'm listening to that song right now. i wonder if that phone number is seriously existable? because i feel like wrighting down that phone number on a little piece of paper. while playing this song at the sametime i'm calling the person that actually has this number. then when the person picks up the phone at the other end and the singer says "867-5309?" and then i'll be asking them if a girl name JENNY JENNY is available to talk to.



i want to know what that person would do or say?

they would either probably laugh and hang up or seriously get nasty with me and hang up.... i have no clue but i'll know that they will do something. hopefully JENNY JENNY would answer the phone and i hope she is seriously hot and then i'd be happy that i'd call that number...

but this guy sounds totally obsessed with that jenny jenny girl. i don't blame her from wanting to change her phone number.

because look he is all

"Jenny don't change your number
I need to make you mine
Jenny I got your number
867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309, 867-5309"

now talk about craziness!

Hey Kendra! It's Thursday.. did you get your results yet?

well i'm disapointed right now. because my dad called them around 11 this morning to see about my test results. sure enough it looks as though they don't have there shit together yet. yes i'm kind of mad right now because i don't know anything yet about if i have something wrong with me or not and we might have to wait tomorrow or whenever this coming week. he says that it takes a long time for them to do the test. i'm not happy right now.

Oh god honey. It's bad enough waiting without being told you have to wait some more.

I have my fingers crossed for you babe.

yes it does seriously suck.

thank you mia and i'll keep my fingers crossed as well.

i wish that mia had a journal. because i think that would be really interesting to see what she has to say and to know what goes on in her life. i for one thing would seriously read it and respond. i hope that she does make one. it should be called "the journal of mia its the way of life." has my head in the clouds after i said that for the title of her journal if she does create one.

still dont have the results? goddamn! id be kicking some idiot doctor ass girl!

*hugs and hugs and hugs* try not to stress babe, im sure youre just fine. if youd like id be more than happy to give you a call tonight? just lemme know.