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DeeeeShevil · **Do you ever get the feeling that.... -** 11-19-01

you are going crazy? why is everything around me falling apart? or it could be the fact that i'm falling apart and losing it? what would you do if you found out that you were going crazy? the world can be a scary place for all of us.

RedMeat · 11-19-01

No, I`d enjoy the ride.

DeeeeShevil · 11-19-01

hmm.....maybe. i can hear it now...my friends saying that i'm insane.

masochist · 11-19-01

madness...had a talk about this with one of my friends not too long ago. we were talking about how if we were diagnosed we would probably need treatment. probably not insane, but borderline. definately borderline. anyway i decided that at my current state, i'd definately not want to be treated and the idea of someone trying to change my mind scared the fuck out of me. some people view seeing a psychiatrist as finding themselves by getting rid of the crazy germs. but i see it as if i were to be normal as in normal by society's standards, then i wouldn't be me, i would be someone completely different that would probably like things that i currently hate etc. so i would be in other words paying someone to make me someone else. i don't like it one bit.

i suppose to be truley insane you would have to lose your logic and rational, so would you hit realisation? i suppose if you weren't too far gone you could realise.

i think i am going crazy and i don't mind. just as long as i have some control over what i'm doing i have no reason to change.

DeeeeShevil · 11-19-01

my parents sent me to one...at first it was about their marriage and somehow the psychiatrist attacked me with questions and stuff. i wonder what kind of lies my mom told the lady.

masochist · 11-19-01

well that can't be good if they've already got a bias on you before you start. i suppose they are suppose to be subjective though anyway. if you don't mind my asking, how old were you?

DeeeeShevil · 11-19-01

18

well things happen you learn to deal with them.

Aeternus · 11-19-01

Sanity is relative. It is sometimes said the greatest of geniuses cannot remain sane. And sometimes, that it is a small step, from the wisest of sages, to the most idiotic of the fools.

As for how others percieve you, it is irrelevant. If you deem yourself sane, you are sane.

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