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Kendra · 11-26-03

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Originally Posted by ~Straven~

I know what you mean shy about it being weird to be lonely around so many friends... it is weird.. it makes no fucking sense lol.. but for some reason.. its common as hell.. its like no matter how much you want it.. there is nothing connecting you to the people around you.. evan though that may not be true... it feels true more often than not.. and it just creates an overwhelming sense of loneliness. .. you know what the funny thing is though?.. for some reason no matter how lonely I feel I can always throw on a song or two and realize im not that alone.. cause there are so many songs that feel like a part of me.. and since I didnt write them.. obviously.. Im not as alone as I would like to believe.

So in other in another way you are saying that even though people have friends they may not feel connected to them. But if you find some friends that you do feel connected to then you wouldn't have the feeling of being alone. I think i'm kind of understanding you there. That isn't strange ~Straven~ that is a good way of looking at your being alone through music. I mean with out music and not feeling connected to it. Can you imagine how people would feel with out this kind of connection through music?

~Straven~ · 11-26-03

.... *shivers*... yes I can imagine that... and its not pretty... music has set my mind at ease or let me vent since the day I first heard a few notes make a melody... and I would never give that up... not for anything... well.. it would be nice to feel a little more connected to my friends... but such is the life of an artist I suppose.

Kendra · 11-27-03

Yeah the music does the same for me to.

~Straven~ · 11-27-03

.. if you want to know my current standing lol.. listen to Element Eighty: SLACKJAW ... the beginning is a bit slipknot but the rest of the song is awsome...

Kendra · 11-28-03

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~Straven~

.. if you want to know my current standing lol.. listen to Element Eighty: SLACKJAW ... the beginning is a bit slipknot but the rest of the song is awsome...

All right i'll take a look into that sometime

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