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blood_princess

not really a story so dont read if you dont care to hear ramblings....

the first night, fireworks a gunshot into the air.. fifteen i could feel that new year coming to my benefits. your sweet face your curly locked hair dor beautiful. you wrote me a note will you go out with me i took the note and blushed ran to my room with jenny. i said yes didnt i. what did i get myself into. i hid the note under and old porcelain doll. remember when im still had dolls in my room on that shelf??\

that bed so loud the tearing noise it made and the blood....but it felt good and it was the first time........ub and out in and out....of crazy hospitals and correction homes and things that couldnt being to understand..what should i have done. we should have ran away then we would be could be together.

florida..i hate florida rotting oranges and mixed with my emotions of sadness i hate florida. years and years pass we break up...im all alone and afraid will i have a life outside of this madness i love you so very much and it hurts im cant see you nor visit you i hate you but no no no i love you you found someone else and so did i....no please come back and share some coffee maybe some old time stories of the concrete plant a bottle of everclear and cigarettes huffing and well passion.....tell me your ok dont ignore me i know your here i keep coming back for you..i hate this site its all for you take it dont leave me................

that cold brick house that cold night that first kiss....remember
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just remember

please excuse my ramblings i had to get them out..and im drunk so it works.....please pleadse...you you know who you,are remeber just remember and email me please dont close me out im still here

blood_princess · 04-16-05

somtimes i swear i can see your face and christinas and your moms.....asking me to babysitt. i knew she didnt need one. she never did you lil crazy ass tennessee is crazy huh? must be in the water

sixxx(sic)six · 04-18-05

you scure me

blood_princess · 04-21-05

good. the more the merrier of christmaass's

blood_princess · 04-21-05

do you want me to hate you, i cant decide what should i do go away and die or stay and wait like always just wait. ill grow old im too fat now maybe you wouldnt recognize me anyway what do i do shed another tear just go leave me again they all go away in the end he was right maybe it wasnt mean be to be i dont know but why, like i said they ALL go away in the end.

blood_princess · 05-06-05

i feel sick i read everything..maybe too much but i see everything you write and it makes me sick and it makes me cry why must i spy..i spy all the time..everytime i read anything about you it makes my stomache tense up and feel that same cold winter night feeling and the kisses and the pain and everything what shall i do just tell me go away or stay? cant i just tell you what has been going on for me i have no one to talk to all i see is red and you..no not blue just red and then you. i pass that old house(the trailer) every single tim ei look no matter what i look and at the old house(across from my old one) i look sometimes i even peek thru the windows and imagine how strange everything has been and just tell me to stop searching for you and i will just tell me to stop and i will just reply to me email or yahoo or anything if this is it just TELL me please..please just let me tell you what has been up im trying to hard to make the best for myself and no one believes in me i toom an important test and no one said good luck i need someone like you pleae.....please

blood_princess · 05-11-05

ok breathe..ok im fiine...seriously...just remember that day no just today

blood_princess · 05-13-05

nevermind..im over it...i think..nope nevrmidn im not...lol im crazy huh? u thought u were but really i am! talk to u soon pookie opie

blood_princess · 05-15-05

what is wrong with me? why did i type all this nonsense? someone made me realize that this..all of it is dumb and overrated and just over..its all over

your not the crazy one i am and i apologize for being the crazy ill leave you alone i promise..

harli · 05-15-05

youre not crazy, youve been led to believe you are but its not true. being goofy sometimes or weird is normal.

youll find yourself soon.

Sic Simon · 11-16-05

Hey I hope you didnt mean all that stuff because you know I would be glad to talk to you just give me your number, im in the middle of moving right now and i'm not gonna be online for a while so I'd be glad to talk cause I don't really have no one to talk to, and um dont you think you're obsessing a little bit I mean, I'm no one to talk I've got the whole altar thing with the picture and the pentagrams/voodoo doll thing going on but I try to keep that to myself you know I wouldn't want to leak alot of that out because A.> She'd probably stop talking to me again and knowing me I'd be devasted and B.> I realize your parents are in the liquor business and whatnot but I think you get a little bit crazy (not that you are naturally) but when you're drinking you're like off the wall saying crap like I don't care or that I left you well I want you to know I do care and just because I left well that doesnt mean I don't care let's get that straight ok, so seriously, lay off the booze, and take it slow, and pm me your number so I'll have someone to talk to cause Im gonna be so bored at my new place. And calm down.