Y'know...after being reeeeeaallly nice to some friends... I've discovered something, screw people. I have twin friends and they wanted to go cruising, so me being nice, I went cruising with them, then they managed to go off to a guys house afterwards for 25 hours and since I was the last person to see them I got ground into Nelg hamburger from the cops interogation, not to mention the brother blaming it all on me, and me still being nice helped out as much as I could, went out and looked for possible places they would be, called everyone I knew in town. and then they find them at 1 in the morning asleep at a guys house. what do I get being put through personal hell. a sorry.

so right now what I want out of life is the guy's name and address (they wont give it to me for some reason all I know is his first name is Jett) so I can beat the shit out of him, then before the cops go drag me off go visit the twins and say 'there you go, go party with him all you want, but now I wont go looking for you getting worried if your alive or not, and if the cops want to interogate me they will know right where I am and I'll be glad to tell them which hospital they can find the guy in'

ah, i know what you mean. lol.

My life constantly has its ups and downs on a daily basis. My personality is paranoid in nature,due to some bad experiences so I rarely trust people and throw up walls at a seconds notice.Goals for the future.Probably to do something in Acting within the next couple of years.Thats all i got going for me now.Acting school.Other than that,no job,no girl,friends at a distance.One day maybe I'll get over that.

believe in yourself, have confidence- know yourself and life will be fine.

stressful, but fine.

My Life?

A sordid, crumbled mind... battered by times of the oblivion, hanging on to a small cotton thread of life. Oh that I could give this life away... but that would hurt others, perhaps gives me a small sense of duty? But no, I am being torn apart by the Jester and the Wiseman... My heart no longer beats its red drum of love... I am spent in this life

Throughout my life I have been and will be searching for peace of mind and true/unreasonable happiness. I'm saving up a lot of money to travel the world. I will be living in Japan, China, Isreal, Europe, Africa and other places for parts of my life. I hope my experiences around the world will bring me to my goal of happiness.

I hate life atm. feel like cutting something up.

Wanna share? A problem halved, a problem shared and all that. Or PM me?

I just want my own place and to be able to support myself. I'm so afraid I'm going to end up 30 and still living at home like some people I know.

heh. good luck trying to cover all the expensive stuff. i hope you are ready for a bunch of bills you are gonna have to pay all on your own. it's not easy. though women get paid lesser.

haha. good luck trying to find that. you might as well start making a wish on those lucky stars of yours.

I work at life a little each day. It changes all the time, and I feel better now that I know how to groove with that.

Don’t be so optimistic

uhhh....

i mean look at me... i have a jerry-curl.
(probably the sexiest hair style around)

to Barely Breathing i wish you good lucky. eventhough we used to have our moments of bitch fest. back in those days but it's all good.

I've fucked up my life- now I'm screwing the pieces back in like a puzzle- piece by piece- slowly but surely.

good for you. if you need help. i'm always around.