Funny.

well today kendra is looking out for kendra.... my job today is making sure that i either stay inside or go out and play with a friend... make sure that i don't do anything dramatic untill i hear from someone. so untill then i'll have to be on my best behavior. except today i would prefure to be alone instead and let my self settle down. cause if i'm going to be with a friend then i'd sit there and zone it. tomorrow i'll go out and play....

I think I'm getting the flu :-(

sore.

I'm all good now!!!

better than fantastic!

psyko just called and is on the road now! yay ill see him first thing in the morning!!!!

I'm feeling pretty low...


I was trying to get all excited about getting my new tattoo tomorrow, but with so much shit on my mind right now it's hard to see joy in anything...

I'm tired, real tired of being alone and never being wanted enough by anyone that they can look beyond all the bullshit...

I'm gonna offline for awhile and think real hard of where to go from here and if this life is the one I want.

*hugs jobe*

...im disappointed. psyko was supposed to be here this morning but he had to stop driving last night..he was tired. its ok tho, id rather have him home safe.

he just called tho and said he cant tell me exactly when hes showing up cos hes hell bent on surprising me.

wonder what hes planning! o.0

I'm giddy as a schoolgirl on a Sunday afternoon.

aww.... I'm sorry... next time I'll use lube, I promise!

I feel numb, betrayed and I am kinda in the same place as Jobe. Only I am too weak to think.

*hugs edge tight*


im feeling exhausted...been waiting for him to get home...id like to sleep tho. im considering it.

wondering who betrayed edge?

i'm still feeling the same... not like how edge does on betrayed...

but still feeling the need to stay inside the house and take care of my self... untill i'm all better and such... to where i'm able to go out and not have my mind clouded. that way i wouldn't be zoning out so much.. i still would be pretty much a boring person to hang out with for the time being....

hi kendra.

*hugs*

im feeling lovey.

but mostly feeling anxious....i cant wait to see him again........


TIME takes TOO fucking LONG!

hello lily

*hugs bacK*

edge betrayed edge and the world

I'm feelin' great!

i'm not feeling too happy. i have a bounch of shit in my head... i have alot of why's going on inside of my head... as in why this and why that... like trying to find a fucking reason. i mean i don't have THAT much of a mess going on with me. i only have a few stuff which i can't really seem grasp on at the moment. i hate having fucked up moments.

*Hugs shy and whoever needs one*

I'm in a great errfin' mood!

*hugs you back*

thank you shelly girl.