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dark_orquid · **Winter Sapphire -** 08-15-03

Hello ,
I havent been here in a long time ,
I have been out and about tring to see my new self with my new eyes.
I will be glad to tell you my beloved and i are together and very happy.
My new home is in Ohio w/ him . My dear Thoht .
Our wedding was very beautiful i will post pics later .
and i will be glad to give you the news of our new joy in this world .
We are having a little girl by the end of this year .
My poetry has changed and i have also changed .
Every thing has a new lite , and its burning bright ..Im very happy
So i will like to dedicate this thread to my little girl Winter that will be coming soon , And the love of my life my dear prince Thoht .

Enjoy

dark_orquid · **The Light -** 08-15-03

The Light

I feel life with in my self , today has been replaced by the beautiful dust of the winters night.
The clouds no longer cover my dear moon like they just to ,
i found a shimmer in a small light .
As a hunter i came after it ,
and i travel far .

The roud the i saw was ruff and painful
with rivers make of tears and blood .
I would only follow that new light ,
a new light that seemed so far away .

I saw what pain could be like ,
pain that you would only know if you have love
like this .
I saw what happiness could be like
happiness that could only be delivered by a love as
strong as this.

I saw what a smile could do to a man
what a tear could do for blood.
The light allowed me to see what i was and what
i will be now .
As i open my self to you i open my eyes
that night .
I let the light cover me and the warm was so strong
that blood came out of my eyes .

now i only see light , no blackclouds , no more lies

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