Trying to disappear, from my fears,
I'm so scared, that life is coming near,
I need to run away, so that I can look at myself straight,
So don't run after me, I'm scared you see,

Disappearing into the midnight sky,
I destroyed my mind,
Confused it, abused it,
Now I don't know what to do with it,

Sit down on the fucking ground with your hands behind your head,
Bang, now your dead
Nothing you can do, but to suck on my lifeless head,
So go to hell and I'll meet you there,

Nothing is happening to me
But my thoughts are killing me on the inside,
Go ahead and leave, there is nothing I can do,
But to shoot you in the head,

I promise you that you won't leave this town,
Cause you'll have your hands behind head,
And here the last words of death,
Bang your dead,

I'm in search for a place that will give peace,
And that is when I'll slit your motherfucking throat,
Then take out on a boat,
Dump your worthless corpse over the side,

That is when I will be happy,
When you have your hands behind your head
And guess what,
Bang your dead,

Shooting you full of holes,
Blood dripping from your hands,
Staring into your pathetic eyes,
Deciding on how I'm going to survive in this life,

Pick up a gun and aim it at the police,
Fire a few rounds at the ground,
And let's see what happens to me,
The demons the controls you from within,

Trying to disappear, without any trace,
Of a unknown race,
So leave me be and I'll be free
To the enemy of my own fears,

I'm a prisoner of my own dreams,
That haut me in my sleep,
So scared of what may come,
If I don't stop myself from committing suicide,

Don't risk your life for mine,
It's not worth it,
Safe it and you will be free from me,
And nothing will hurt you no more,

why are you laughing at me
when you should be running to be free
chained up like a pirsoner
when all i get is the electric chair

no matter how hard i try
the pain grows as i cry
not much left of a humans life
except dieing as i'm frighten

so what matters in this stupid world
all i know is that i can be a thrill
to know what is real
you just have to feel the pain
to which i stain.....on you

there is nothing you can do,
except fall onto your knees
take that knife which you see
and stab it inside of me

twist and turn
and watch it burn
let the sun
destroy my soul

and leave me be
with the one they call steve
he and i will be free
and then we will take your soul see

no matter what you do
we will be watching you
to the moment you pee
until your spirt is set free

so don't try hiding from me
i'll know when your lieing to me

the moment you see me
is the moment you'll be forgotten
is that what it is ment to be free
to live with pain for entenity

good bye to the ones i love and you'll see me in hell sitting in my throne to which i'll be alone

ha ha ha ha cough ha ha ha ha cough cough god damnit cough fuck this just die please

pretty good stuff....

i like your work

crows of the afterlife
crows in the daylight
nothing stops them
from taking our souls away

we leave this world with a crow
and watch our future grows
i n t o nothing that i can see
watching my life being set f r e e.....

there is nothing left of me
except memories that sadden you
there is nothing that i can do
to be with you

i'll watch you
and learn what you do
where do you go
to the place left unknown

my mind is free
my mind is free
NOW LET ME BE..............

your laughing at me like the clowns do
watch while i drown you
put an upsetting frown upon you
what was i supposed to do
let you laugh at me

from left to right
man! your ugly sight
your pathetic excuse for a human being
these are things that people say to me
well you know what FUCK YOU

NOW YOU BETTER RUN AND HIDE
FOR NOW ITS COLUMBINE
SHOOT YOU UP OF BULLET HOLES
Y E A H !!!!!!!!!!!

I'M DONE YET SO

Write more...more....more! Muhahahaha! (sorry the inner clown inside me has broken loose.)

your laughing at me like the clowns do
watch while i drown you
put an upsetting frown upon you
what was i supposed to do
let you laugh at me

from left to right
man! your a ugly sight
your a pathetic excuse for a human being
these are things that people say to me
well you know what FUCK YOU

NOW YOU BETTER RUN AND HIDE
FOR NOW ITS COLUMBINE
SHOOT YOU UP OF BULLET HOLES
Y E A H !!!!!!!!!!!

watching you die
in front of my eyes
brings me plessure
when you gasp for air

who is laughing now
it aint funny when your on the floor dieing

with one final shot to the head
guess what where both dead
there is no chance of coming back
but for now i'll go kill

i'm frozen on the inside
but i don't know what to do on the outside
sombody help me
i think i'm losen it
let go of me
i'm helpless but i'm free
so leave me alone
and i'll be alright on my own
what is wrong with me
how can this be
i live in a world
of pain and torture

you are rotten
but surely you could be forgotten
i'm all alone
in this dark hole
your on your own
heading towards that road
i dipise
and then you realize
that i'm not alive
i can't fly away
because you are making me stay
now please go away
so that i can have peace for just one day

trying to decide on i want
got to disppear from my fears
fuck you
fuck me
i don't know what i want to see
leave me alone
i'm on my own
what's left of me
i do not know
i want to leave this place
and head to outerspace
thats when i'll be free
free from the pain
that rains down on me
my mind filled with darkness
my life full of unhappyness
your body i want to caress
with tenderness

Good job hun.

when i look into your eyes,
i see a free light tonight
it hurts when i'm not with you,
there is nothing that i can do,
but to love you

i love you more than the world,
and nothing can take that away from me not even another girl,
why won't you believe me,
can you even see me in this hurtful world

i'm sad on the inside,
its bad on the outside,
there is nothing that i can do,
to get the love from you,

what is a fella got to do
to win the love from you
am i supposed to slit my wirst
and watch my life be missed

well let me tell you something
fuck off.....your not worth it
fuck you.....which you'll probably do
anyway who needs you

i thought i did
but now i should be dead
with a bullet running through my head

i thought this one was kinda dumb but oh well know will reply anyway except my friends that are on this website

Eternity

A shadowed heart
Longs for the touch
The flame that once was
Has now torn me apart

Pages of love
Ripped from the book
The past and present
This emotion cannot be shook

A life without love
Is nothing but faliure
We can't go on
Living in danger

I'm sorry for the pain
Which has risen
I'd ask for redemption
Though the heart resides in it's prison

Unlock this love
And set her free
Give it time
Let her breathe

A poem written for you, look deep within it, and you will see.

take a look at me
and tell me what do you see
a man that is confused
or a man that is being abused

tonight is the night
that i walk into that bright light
there is no point to return
once i walk into that light i will be burned

to the depths of hell i'll go
where i'll be held and never to be let go
my soul will stay captured
and badly tortured

my mind will recieve pain
which dawns down like rain
i can't run or hide from this
it has been given to me as a gift

my heart will be taken to a place
where they won't leave a trace
they'll set it on fire
then they'll have there own pleasurable desires

once there all done with me
my heart, soul, and mind will be gone

why can't love die,
so that i can live my life,
breath the air,
of my own dispare,

should i die before i wake,
please take a stake,
and jab it right through......
my fucking heart,

no one needs a reason,
why want that to happen to me
just leave me alone,
all i want to do is be on my own,

never thought it would be me,
when death takes me,
so here i am,
all alone, and on my own

my soul is lost
this heart of mine
starts to wonder around
and then somebody throw it down on the ground

the last time i saw you
was with somebody that i knew
what was i supposed to do
stand there and watch you destroy my life

when you knew that i was dieing on the inside
you decided to laugh at me on the outside

i'm so confused
whats the fucking use
you don't care
you can't even hear my cry for help

i've become insane
from one girl with a candy cane
you drove me to the edge
now i shall jump off this ledge

you where so helpless to bare
and it seem that you didn't care
i couldn't rest
when all i knew that you were the best

when you first spoke to me
i thought i would give you a call
cause you where made me fall
for something that i couldn't get at all

then i got the guts ask you out
but thats when i got putdown
and pushed out without a doubt

i didn't know what to do
except act as a fool to you,

you used me as a tool
abused me as if it was cool
well i don't think it was nice
to keep me on thin ice

GOD PLEASE SURRENDER TO ME!!!!
LET ME TAKE OVER THE WORLD
THE WORLD YOU LAUGH AT EVERYDAY
TAKE OVER THE PEOPLE YOU DECIDE TO GO OR TO STAY
WATCH MY POWER GROW
WHEN YOUR SOUL IS WITHIN MY PET CROW
WATCH YOUR CREATION TURN TO A DEPRESSION
ONCE I'M FREE
THE WORLD WILL BELONG TO ME
HA HA HA HA

I'M THE ONE TRUE KING
SO PLEASE GOD SURRENDER TO ME
AND LET MY POWER GO FREE

HA HA HA HA