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This last emotion cuts so much deeper than you could ever know
I'm being swept away, swept away by the dark surging water
The water colored by the undertones of my life
I'm being overwhelmed by grief and pain
Can you open up your eyes, can you really understand?
Can you tell me, do you know what can set me free?
I don't know, what you say sounds absurd
Telling me some day i could be as free as the wind
I feel like I am trying to walk down the sands of time
And all the while these people kill me step by step

perhaps this one needs explaning. i wrote this on friday just after i found out one of my schoolmates killed himself. maybe it makes more sense when you know that, maybe not.

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