I once walked in the dark,
I held onto it like a blanket,
Never leaving,
Never haulting,
Now the dark is replaced,
A fire once thought extinguished,
It burns brighter and hotter than ever,
can one sustain such light?
Not before,
Not when the light was really darkness,
the darkness used to surround me,
it pushed me away from people,
now it tries to burn out through me and to no avail.

sam?? holy shit hon!!! how are you?

oh I'm alive... Burning the darkness with new life

still in WA? its been forever honey!

Yup still in WA.. It has been a long time... Heard you had a kid congrats. How has the A.F. been treating you? I've been in and out of trouble since we last spoke. Just got out of Job Corps and am looking for a new location with the possibility of work in welding.

its alright, i'm in Oklahoma, been here for almost 3yrs now its okay but it's too damn flat. but i gotta get to sleep now, i have work tomorrow, and i have to get kay up. do you have myspace? i'm on there

Yeah i have myspace you can find mine here: MySpace.com - When we find ourselves the shadows we leave haunt - 21 - Male - Sunnyside, WASHINGTON - www.myspace.com/misfityouth04

cool i'm surfin it right now i'll add you here in a sec

Ok It's nice to hear from you again. for a second I thought You might have forgotten me. Don't get me wrong not like I wanted that to happen but it's happened before. Somtime we're gonna really have to catch up.

hell no you shocked the hell outta me signing on here i was wondering where you'd gotten off to i'm usually on myspace and here. they're my homepage tabs. but i'm going to sleep now catch you later!!

Sleep sweetly beautiful becca

of course i didn't forget you it IS me of course. but i gotta go to sleep, I'm usually on here or myspace so feel free to hit me up!

good night

In our darkest hours we are faced with decisions that alter our fates. We can hold those dearest to us and live lives that put our existence in a spiral that goes no where or we sacrifice everything we know to try and better ourselves. I've hidden in the most darkest part of my soul for so long that I forgot what it was like to have a fire like this. It seems almost unbearable. My spirit is no longer asking for a virtual ending but a new beginning and one that will never ask me to sacrifice again. I'm the light that never faulters... I was once called the blade that never shatters... Now I am the weilder that shines brighter than the sun.

i like the new stuff hon!!

Yup what I did while I was gone really changed me and gave me a new light. Job Corps rips a person apart only to let them gather the peices to fix themselves. Not exactly a place I'd like to spend another year of my life but it did give me the fire I once had growing up.

thats good. i'm glad you found something you like

Keep an eye out on a story from me in the very near future

Where does one find a cure for the past?
Does it lie within the trusted?
No, it lies down a road of fire and pain
sacrifice your love
sacrifice your pride
let loose all that binds you
the chains of fate could never be broken till now
I walk down a path of fire never feeling pain
but only trusting the fire and light to keep me out of the dark
if there was ever a time the thirst was dead it was now
I realize where I am at peace and have now focused my whole being.