Little Girl Stained


I look at myself
So lost and scared
Shattered by life
By all those who cared

The light in my eyes
Gone gracefully dull
While unshed tears
Drop from gravity's pull

But even so I stare
Looking so straight ahead
At a plain looking door
And beyond that a bed

Where all things were done
And all things were said
The life of my innocence
Died on that bed

I can still remember
The pain and the fear
While closing my eyes
And closing my ears

To the man overhead
Pounding into me
Screaming in pleasure
Staining my purity

That night on that bed
My innocence died
And ever since then
...Every night I've cried

For I can still remember
The look in his eyes
As he took me with force
And said that little lie

You're a little whore
Who came to my bed
Who came to me willingly
And opened your legs

No matter what others said
I still believed that lie
That I climbed into his bed
And forced myself to die

Like or no?

I was your toy
Wasn't I?
You played me for a fool
We were living a lie
But I guess it worked
Because I never asked why
You sometimes looked mad
Which made me so sad
Because in your cold eyes
You were never mine
I'd never have the joy
Of being your light
Your ray of sunshine
I think that was the thought
That made me want to die
As I cried
Endlessly through the nights
Wishing for you
Your body next to mine
But that can never be
Because you never loved me
You said it to my face
An image I'll never be able to efface
From my thoughts
Or my eyes
As you said...
That our love was a lie.
Suddenly I watch
The door opens quick
I see him walk out
The sight of him making me sick

hello there...

after having read (as I did so many times) the last poems, I wasn't really surprised ya know, cuz I know what u are capable off... anyway, I liked the first one alot, cuz it flows so damn good and it tells the story so perfect... not that it's a pretty happily ever after story but hey, I liked it, if I wasn't so icy I'ld probably weep...

take care and keep it up!
as usual...


RESPECT!

Thanks at least someone's reviewing my poetry now. Before I used to get so much people saying something about my poetry...which I could prove if I had my old thread back..but sadly I cannot find it again.

**Sigh**

Anyways I'm glad you like my poetry Haardkoor now...where's Maro...


Knight

Dance with me
Steal my breath away
Hold me in your arms
Tonight, a night
One night
Glide through cloudy skies
Slide like gilded silver
A maddening dance
Of passioned fervor
Dance with me
This night, one night
Dance with me forever
My knight in shining armor

Can't find myself
I've lost my way
Help me someone
I've been led astray
Walking restlessly
Towards a light
Walking endlessly
Towards a sight
Falling falling
To the ground
A fallen angel
With no sound
I cannot sing
I cannot dance
I've lost my way
I'll never be saved
Help me someone
Help me please
I've lost my way
No release
From the pain
From the pleasure
I'll never regain
My way again.
Not ever
Forever
Again.

I think I posted this up before....but I'm not sure...I'll put it up anyways **Shrugs**


Crucify


Crucify my heart
Bind me closer to you
Whisper secrets of death
Trail your fingers
Through my hair
While speaking words...
Words of care
Empty care
Empty passion
Cure me
Hurt me
Kiss me
Kill me
Do what you want
While I stare
Brokenly
Push the knife
Through my heart
Intimidate
Lacerate
Look upon me
While I bleed
Almost like rivers
Down pale skin
To drip at your feet
Crucify my love
Crucify me

i love your writing extremely sad though

Thanks

In times of great sadness artists have produced works of wonders

Do you have any poetry?? I'd like to read them

aw, Ebony, i DO read your work! i think you write beautifully. your poetry is always wonderful... keep it up!

I remember this is my first poem put up, but since there are so many new people I thought I'd put it up again, hope you like it. I see this poem as the pinnacle of my achievements.


Shattered

Tears start running down my face
Revealing the pain that I hid inside
All the pain I tried to hide
Behind cheers and happy smiles
But the mask has fallen off my face
To show another so sad and out of place
The world itself turns it's back
Because I seem to lack
My happiness and cheers
And voices once held dear
Now turn against me in jeers
Once my friends are now my foes
Which hate my face and loathe
What I have always been inside
What I tried so very hard to hide
All my happiness and cheers
Are gone, replaced by sadness and fear
But what makes them hate me even more
Is I'm like this to my very core
My heart of hearts is always black
It always seemed to love to lack
All my happiness and cheers
Cheers that everyone loved to hear
But now are lost to the past of pasts
Something that was never meant to last
And even as I think these thoughts
And remember how I was caught
With my mask all shattered and torn
My face open for anyone to scorn
The tears keep slipping down my face
As my mask lies shattered on the floor


By: Christina Lee

liked these again and yep, guess u posted the second one before, I mean the second after my opinion stuff...

cool...

have a look atmy thread again if ya want, new poems on:

http://www.darkforum.com/showthread....9&pagenumber=3

or sum, shit waz tha link code again... too tired inhere...
ciao

Your writing is Breathtaking..

Thanks Goddess *Gives a huggle**

I'll check ur poetry out Haardkoor, and I'll see if I can find any of your poetry too Goddess

thx ...

thx??

Violet eyes shimmer
With unearthly glitter
As they stare deep into me
Ever so bewitchingly

Pale thin fingers
Reach out to touch
The face of of a sinner
Is it enough?

That one little brush
Of fingers so soft
And a voice so hushed
That lifts me aloft

Through skies of dark night
As I watch her stare
A figure so slight
And body so bare

This time it's my turn
To reach out and brush
My fingers upon skin
And lips so lush

But as soon as I do
She disappears to fine mist
For all was a dream


...I don't know how to finish it...someone give me some pointers here...pwetty pwease??

In responce to your first few poems. You hate a lot of groups of people don't you........ :::::coff coff GUYS coff coff:::: But i thought they are great.

Nah don't hate them, I just get into a certain frame of mind before I write them. And Thanks Do you have any poetry laying around too? I'd like to read them if you do.

Here sorry I tried to edit it before but I could so I decided to quote myself and edit this one inside the quote.

Glimmer of faith

The glimmer of sweat upon my brow
Passion spent while hooded eyes watch
As blood slides down my arms
And puddles at my feet
Delicate fingers grip my face
In knowing assurance
He knows that I belong to him
His feline eyes look upon my face
Almost tenderly
While cold lips are gently placed on mine own
Responding to his need
I react
But the knowledge hits me with full force
I am not longer pure
I am tainted
By this dark god
This man who wears the slitted eyes of a cat
Who kisses with full sensous lips
But he is displeased
For he was not the one to conquer me
I gave myself to him of mine own will
And this angers him
For he needs to conquer
Therefore this brutality
These cold harsh chains
Wrapped around my body
As if to say...
You are nothing
Nothing but a prisoner
You are not my wife
You are not my lover
You are nothing
And as the cold reality passes over me
As the days pass by
This becomes imbedded in my mind
And finally I believe....
I am nothing.


Don't ask, this is such an old poem..don't even know why I bothered to put it up..oh yes now I remember...b/c I lost this thread and now once again found it and scrambled to find a poem I could post up.