Sanctuary

A lonely soul caught between what’s right and wrong
Her only guardian angel is gone
She’s lost
A ray of light
Given up the fight
A song of misery
So lovely
So lonely
Darkness in shrouds
A fallen angel bound
She knows she cry’s she hopes
Someday that she’ll be found
A fallen angel …
Bound

Here I am at this familiar place
I thought I had left it in my past
It was the one place I didn’t want to face
This visit I promise will be my last

This is a place where when you scream
It echo’s in your head haunting you
It’s like your stuck in a bad dream
If only the world had known the pain I went through

The tombstone is marked- an angel who never learned how to fly
But her heaven was earth
The last verse is enough to make you cry
To us she’ll never die. She turned the stars brighter in her birth.

And this is where I am, on this stone I sit
As my eyes let loose a flooded dam
Forever here is where I sit
Forever this is where I stand

Wishing I could be free
But the name on the tombstone is mine
Yup you heard right I said me
And my name will be carved there for all time

Angel sent
Down to earth
Blood spent
To learn the truth
Wings broken
Tears pour
Pain unspoken
Wanting no more
To feel anything
Or any way
Song of misery sang
Wanting no more to stay
A bloody love
A hearts pain
A curse from above
A heart slain
Given a chance
But looked over
Not even a glance
Was sent over
Standing all alone
With halo and white wings
Wanting to go home
Bloody angel wings
Halo caught in the breeze
A shadow caught in the light
A warm hearts starts to freeze
Still it shines so bright
She’s lost her will to fight
No one understands
When alone you dance
And she can’t stand the pain
Her mistakes are just stains
Abandoned to this world
In pain she curled
Into her pain she fell
Love being the antidote for the spell
Wanting to go home
Because she feels so alone
She’d give anything
To not feel a thing
She walks forgotten
In her black dress made of cotton
Wishing to be seen but she’s invisible
Not wanting to be miserable
Some call her suicide rain
Because of her pain
She stands in the rain
And finds comfort in her washed away pain
Some call her painful rain
Because her pain has become the rain
Falling
Stalling
Dieing
Crying
Angel sent down
Pain causing her to drown
Angel sent…

Sitting here alone
Soaked down to the bone
Crying my heart out
Not going to scream and shout

Two hearts on the line
One of them not mine
Old or new
That’s the question you went through

Old promises hold strong
A fact of which I knew all along
You choose her and threw me away
Lead my thoughts my mind astray

But as long as you’re happy this is all I’m going to say

I’ll be there for you when ever you’re sad
Try and Calm you when you’re mad
Watch from a distance when you’re with her
Even though every time my heart breaks when you kiss her

But your happy so here’s all I’m going to say

I will not leave I will stay
Because seeing your smile makes my day
Even though it’s always directed towards her
Even though to you my presence has become a blur’

In this world where fate is so cruel
You and her started anew
I watch you hold on to her
And feelings melt away forever

But you’re happy so here’s all I’ll ever say

Every day a pain wretched as anything shots
To me the pain of a broken heart suits
Harboring the pain from day to day
Until one day I just fade away.

I disappeared. No one noticed
And the moral of the story is how I choose this.
Cheers to your happiness
If you read this you’d laugh at this.

I'm dieing but doomed to walk this world forever.
I'm crying but never seen or felt a single tear.
A truth to be seen no more. Never!
Alone to live out my uttermost fears.

All it took was a single bite.
I was your's forever and always.
Then the fight!
I'm dieing in all the worst ways!

You left me that night.
Left me alone to walk this hell known as Earth.
I remain hidden out of site.
With the moon and the night my turf.

The moon pulls on me.
The night hold's me.
With out you i'm so lonely.

I'm dieing but doomed to walk this world forever.

Up there it's always fair.
Down there it's one scare!
In the middle we live
and little by little
time will give.
An explanation.
An anwsered equation
of time itself
the rhythm itself.
The life i left.
The love i never felt.
Equaled equations
stammered realizations.
Little by little.

I hide away because of the pain.
Tell me. What can you gain?
Who would torture an empty shell?
Who dare's give me hell?
You want to break me,
but your to late.
I'm already broken you see,
That's something you didn't calculate,
but no way could you see
not through the mask on me.
I would cry but I'm so sick of it!
So i take my blade and, with just the flick of it
red as a rose.
I let it go as it flows.
Once upon a time he was there.
Once upon a time he used to care.
Now i know noone will
ever be there.
I'm broken, you see
do what you want to me.

A key is lost.
A key is found.
Some friend's are mistakes
that you can never turn around.
Secrets hidden away,
hidden but never far.
In you'r mind they'll always stay
forever, forever more.
Past you'r grave,
past the gate's of
heaven and hell.
Past the gate's
of fire and snow.
They will remain in your mind
to never be found.
Forever, forever more.