I don't know where to begin
Sometimes my heart feels colder than sin
Suck it in
Tuck it in
Fuck it
For real now, let me disclose
The facts that deep down inside I hope nobody knows
I hope it never shows
That it never grows
Into something more
Something other than the usual story
Something for once that doesn't fucking bore me
I can't take it anymore
Walking through the door
It felt so right to dip from the fight
At the same time it was the worst in the world
My stomach burst and I hurled
The muscles tore and contorted
Instead of sorting through the mess I aborted
Basically what I have to say
Is that today ought to be the day
Ought to be the way
Ought to be the day that I can sit back and pray
Not to the gods
Not to the heavens
I don't want to be just another in the masses
Sitting on our asses as the whole world passes
By without a blink
I just want to think
Thoughts that are my own
Let that fact be know
I will not be shown
I will not condone
Falling through the cracks
And I'm back where I started
Part of me departed
Feeling the pain that her heart did
Destroy the vane that it punctured
The one that ruptured in my soul when I heard this
It'll never be the same
We should all be ashamed
At the selfishness
That brings us all to bliss

I want to curse at an angel
When I die
To see all the demons
Laugh inside
Fuck all the ancients
They're all blind
Foretelling the truths that
No one finds
Blinking the tears out
From my eyes
I'm twisted and thoughtless
In disguise

Dancing demons dawning distant distorted delusions depicting deathly
destructive devils dooming demise down Upon useless underling units until under unanimous undertaking All available allies agreed an alleged angel actually acquired an ancient alien artifact allowing absolute astronomical annihilation

Blind eye open
I feal my will is broken
And yet I cry
I'm joking
Where's this fire
That's smoking
It fills the room
And clouds my eyes
In this room
Here someone dies
Screams of terror
Remind my ears
Of demons lair
I face my fears
With burning hair
Search to see
If someone's there
If there is
I don't care
I'll sit and stare
Rocking gently
In my melting chair
Hoping their eyes
Have some fear to share
A horrific piece
Of their soul to spare

When I look into an open mirror I cannot find myself
I see the face of a distant man in a land all by himself
Behind the eyes of a child I knew
There's a fear that burns inside
As the memories come back to me I think I might know why
Why do I dream
When I can't sleep nights
Why do I scream
When you turn on the lights
Why do I feel
So lost without you
I cannot hide
This pain inside
I try so hard
It all comes crashing down
I cry so hard
My tears drown out your life
I'll start again
And try this over
Maybe then you'll be alright
I'm born again
My soul gets colder
I don't know why
You're so helpless
Why don't you try
To save yourself
You're all I've got
But I can't help it
You're all that I'm not
You're cold and selfish
You take your life
Leaving me breathless
I'll start again
And try this over
Maybe then you'll be alright
I'm born again
I slip into darkness
You're not my friend
I'm feeling so heartless
It's all your fault
Why did you start this
When I look into my broken mirror
I see part of myself
The man I am takes a look at me
As a boy I feared
Myself

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